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2009-03-21T02:39:00.002+08:00

I've moved to a much better place.
:)

I'll still miss this blog addy! OMG, holds so much memories for me. Thats why I'd never ever delete this blog, but we gotta let go of things sometimes and move on in life.

Till then guys!

2009-03-06T19:54:00.000+08:00

I thought without him, happiness could not be achieved…
but I am choosing now to be happy, without him.

2009-03-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

So, this is how I'm gonna spend the last few hours of my life.. Watching Korean dramas, reading the last book of my Twilight series, watched Kimora-Life in the Fab lane, watched the 11pm channel 8 show that got Li Nanxing, played and completed 1 map of Left 4 Dead, ate an almond cake with my Mummy, have a little chat with my younger brother about "Boys before Flowers"(the Korean drama I'm currently watching), packing up my room making sure its the cleanest thing ever, trying to think of ways to die tomorrow, thinking of ways to be happy tomorrow, thinking of ways how my happy life is gonna end...................

And so, this was how I spent the last few hours of my happy life.

Sigh, bye all.

2009-03-04T00:42:00.002+08:00

About 2 to 3 things I am happy about:

I HAVE FUCKING Left4Dead IN MY LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(that means I get to play it 25/8 and die of L4D, oh yea yea yea yea yea yeaaaaaaaaaa.)
I am FUCKING in love with this Korean drama right now, BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS! Its the Korean version of F4 and its damn nice cos the guys are SO HOTTTTTTTT. Love. It. To. The. Max.
I just went to IKEA with my Mummy and brother to EAT 25 meatballs!!!!!!!! And we ordered so much food cos we pretended our Daddy was there PHYSICALLY. Freaky but we managed to finish all the food except for 3 chicken wings without the skins, cos I ate them!! (we all miss Daddy Tan.) And of course, as usual, bought hell lots of things, my Mummy is as psychotic as me, loves buying things for absolutely NO reason.

*Hope all goes well to the person I've to "look after" 25/8 & love for the rest of my life, everything would be fine cos its always SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN(despite how fucking long the rain seems to be) At this point of time, escaping to Hongkong forever would be the most viable option, consider it.

Boys Before Flowers time!

because this chalet rockssssss.

2009-03-01T22:42:00.006+08:00

The chalet after I came back from HK:

:) Forever Dressy!(but Dyan will say "NOOO, its NOWHERE near dressy this time!")

Love my darlings!

And the picture everyone's waiting for.....

TADAH! FHM pics.
YAYA, the striking differences between me and dyan is a joke.
EVERYONE was laughing cos one is so sexy, and the other is like.......
My friends treats me like a joke, constantly laughing at ME, its unfair!

They said it wasn't nice. I wouldn't know though!

Everything also prepare in advance when it comes to drinking. ONLY.

Dyan being wild, Renuka being victimised, Joei being Joei.

:D :D :D

Dyan explaining the "Drinking+Card" game concept.

SO FUN!!!!!!
Funny thing is, the punishment for them is to drink shots but I get to drink coke or water! & I am not allowed to go to the toilet..

Ziyan was damn high, forever one okay! Dyan was high too, Purani died and the rest was okay.

Signs of highness.

Then comes Joei eating all the yummy food cooked with BUTTER.

HAHA, everything with butter.

Tryin to do the Shuffle.

Trying to do an America's Next Top Model.

:) such a happy and eNjOyAbLe chalet!!!!

zZz.

SO CUTE.

BYE ALL!

I love these bunch of losers I call my friends! THEY ARE DAMN FUNNY AND FUN TO BE WITH. I miss you guys ALL THE TIME! MUACKSSSSS.

& I love chalets! (without anyone getting wasted!!!)

WOOOO.

2009-02-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

Only for people who play L4D, click to enlarge.
And die of laughter!

Cleanliness is a virtue!

2009-02-27T21:09:00.002+08:00

WEEPEEDOO!

I just gave my room a total DUST ELIMINATION EXERCISE! No more dust!
And I packed my room so neatly and everything is all straight and pleasant looking.. My room has become SO CLEAN! (However, it is ALWAYS clean.....) so...... I don't know why I am so happy about my CLEAN room that I just CLEANED like a few moments ago. :)

I was feeling down initially, but after my rounds of L4D with my group of comrades, I AM DAMN HAPPY NOW!

I like CLEANLINESS, but its kinda scaring me how obsessive I am about it.

AAAAA! FREAKY GIRL!

I feel like laughing at you and me.

2009-02-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

I don't understand people who say/do wrong things and then act normally/nicely after that, I mean, don't they realise how pointless it is? Like what the fuck la please. I cannot stand people who are like that, seriously.

If you know your actions are gonna lead to me being unhappy, then don't fucking do it in the first place. There is ABSOLUTELY NO-FUCKING-POINT in treating me nicely AFTER that cos unfortunately, it just doesn't work that way.

Oh and another thing, how could you still act like nothing is wrong? HMM, some people are just so _______................. Oh well, what can I say?

I am SO NOT surprised(by your actions).
Like, whats new?

2009-02-26T21:59:00.003+08:00

Here's what I digged out from my testimonial, 13th July 2006.

and yo lady, i forgot to mention how horny u make me. and the "QI".

i wanna say everything out here. and u will love it.

okay. here goes:
our "fast food rubber" business
after school movies
"popular"
art room
cut queue
steal food
laughing at weird sizes pple
actt kawaii` heheex``*
pose and take pics
laugh at melanie
draw books
beat each other
tio dai ji
GOOD FOOD
stupid riddles
the 109723057187480712087415 things we say everytime but only do 1 of it.
meegoreng
fish nuggets
MAYONAISEEEEEEEEE
'nepal' burger king
our "the fat, the black, the short"
stupid rhymes we created
stupid games we played eg "whack the blue"
ultra nonsensical things.
wear same clothings
laugh until we cry
cry until we laugh
lesbianies.
the feeling when we see each other.
'zhong qiu jie' candles.
chinese garden meesiam dei pua
ur mom's sushi!!!

omg i can say so much more!! but testi ending liao =(

Guess who is it from?

2009-02-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

I was working at Bugis from Tuesday till today, and I died, it was a major disaster cos I was basically paid to do nothing. Its gross. Time doesn't move AT ALL, its freaky. Like I was moping around for like what seemed like 2 hours to me, and actually, only 10 minutes passed.... Oh. My. God. Its damn scary and tormenting, all I could think about was Left 4 Dead-ing. THANK GOD! SALVATION CAME TODAY! I HAD AN HOUR OF L4D !!! THANKS SALVATIONSSSS!!

I am NOT gonna work tomorrow cos its killing me, officially.
Officially.

My whole body is ACHING LIKE FUCK.

KNNBCCB.

Okay, I am very happy with all my shoppings.
:)
I miss my lover, by the way.

2009-02-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

Dedicated to: Khoo Ghee Ting.
(I hope it reminds you of something)

Because this just reminds me of her.
Its like so US okay.

...

And, although I can't wait to play L4D with Dyan, I need to tell you all that she tagged me as "The Innocent One" in one of a facebook pic, HAHAHA.

2009-02-20T03:44:00.003+08:00

Very sweet and interesting and FUNNY post from,

MY LOVER'S BLOG

click it click it click it.

SHE IS SO SWEEET LAAAAA.
I get this just by talking to her on the phone,hahahaa.

Boredom at 11.19pm

2009-02-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

Boredom !

Joei --

[adjective]:

Sexually stunning

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Joei's lame-ass excuse to break up:

"It's not you, it's me. Er, I mean, it's you -- not me. Haha."

'What" is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

So fun!!

2009-02-19T14:15:00.003+08:00

Gheeting just msn-ed me & told me the greatest joke of the century!
HAHAHAHAHA.

If I were that person, I'd rather die.
So gross.

L I E S !
Just like how you are a fucking loser poser.

"and omg, did she just told a lie again? why is everything about her a lie, including her favourite colour and the price of her stuffs, even her "branded goods" if she has any. eew. eew. eew."

Hey there, your name shall be Poser the Loser from now on.

...

Me can't wait to PARTY tonight!

...

My lover decided to tell me she loves my granny's BBP.
It just means BlackBlackPork.
Its this yummy pork bits with fats on it, very nice. She is in love with it, together with "GOR LEH CHAI" which is just cabbage and a soup. Thats how she describes my granny's cooking, saying that if got BBP, she confirm will come over.

Okay, shes cooking it next week, come over k!

I love Causeway Bay more than you love your mother.

2009-02-18T23:39:00.011+08:00

Really, I love Causeway Bay SO MUCH. I am like obsessed with it.
I took picture with every CausewayBay word I could find. I even bought a CausewayBay magnet!! I LOVE CAUSEWAY BAY!! Only cos its my boyfriend's territory....... Chan Ho Nam from Young & Dangerous! WOOHOO. I am so proud of my Nam-gor man, he is doing Causeway Bay proud to the max, its like all high end shoppings and very nice place. I love you!

& this shall be all my HK pics.

:) Hey there sexy place.

The area where my hotel is.

The few MRT stations I took. Lots more but I can't post them here....

Waiting for The Peak's tram. Famous tourist attraction.

View.

FUCKING COLD!!!!!!!!!

Ex-boyfriend.

Gingerbread men are cute.

Some sleazy pub area.

How could anyone not love this place?

With shopping still available past 12midnight.

Its like a city that never sleeps! LOVE IT.

Love the coldness! Love the people(they don't give a fuck about anyone, they live most of their time in their own world, you could dress up like some kuku and no one cares/stares!)

How polite can they get....

So tell me, after looking at his, how could you not love HK?

I sold my soul to HK the very first moment I sank my teeth into this.

& it goes so well together.

Wonderful beef noodles + Wanton noodle.

Orgasmic breakfast, love the recommendations.

I love you who brought me there, always and forever!

YUMYUM LOVE IT!

SCREAMS WITH PRIDE & JOY!

Ride to Causeway Bay for a Tourist-y feel.

I could be Causeway Bay's spokesperson!

Standing on my boyfriend's territory, I'm sure he won't mind.

The security guard that chased me down will suffer the consequences of messing around with the gang head of Causeway Bay.

DIM SUM ! LOVE IT!

Having an orgasm cos I know there'll be a sumptous meal ahead.

The century egg congee is HOT SEX. Its like honestly out of this world.

And everything else too.

Disneyland's train!

VERY happy.

Can't wait for Disneyland!!

HERE!

Joei/Ariel

We wore slippers during their winter season.............

I love us.

I couldn't agree more.

Of course I bought them. hahahhahaa.

MY castle

Waiting for the performances.

Nice view of my house.

Joei and her Ariel(s)

My chio house.

My house on fire!

& last day was spent in Shenzhen doing my nails, HAPPYNESS! All bling blings and gel-li-fied. Books there are dirt cheap! Happpppy!!

And so on our way back....

We secretly TABAO Burger King onto the plane.

If Jetstar knew bout this, they would die.

We are damn smart, we ate during takeoff when no one could be walking around, we are such jokes but I love us nevertheless.

Our burgerkings.

The planeride was the saddest thing ever cos its like leaving HK and coming back to Singapore which is like grosss!!!! I WANNA EAT THEIR BEEF NOODLES AND CENTURY EGG PORRIDGE!!!! I wanna shop there and play with the coins machines and be there with my favouritest person on earth!!!!! OMG I MISS HONGKONG!!!!! with you with you with you!!!

Joke: The bag I bought in ShenZhen just to store all my shopping loots

Its a damn big bag!!!!!

....

.....

...

TADAH!

It looks alot scarier in real life. It was half of my living room gone.

Anyway, this marks the end of my HK trip.

I didn't know I'd love Hongkong this much, its my first few trips to any Asian country so I don't really know how is it like there. The only major obstacle was the language barrier, I don't know anything they say, and it can quite frustrating sometimes! However, the food, the company, the shoppings, the malls, the streets, the Causeway Bay made me fall HEAD OVER HEELS in love with it. I love HK, truly. I love every single thing I ate there, the beef noodle is TO-DIE-FOR, the dim sums are just Better-Than-Sex, and the weather.............................. OMG its so cold and nice!

Ahhhh, all in all, HK just gives me a warm fuzzy feeling.

Love youuuuuu!

& to you: thanks for making it such a great experience! you know i love you! and u know i could never ever thank you enough!

Thanks Mummy&Daddy for making it happen!!

All expenses paid trip so I love you both toooooo!!!!

PART 2 OF MALAYSIA TRIP!

2009-02-18T22:36:00.010+08:00

Looks like a cobra/tortoise head, and pple would come here to pray to it.

Thats my brother, with me at the back.

Hello!

Look at the traumatised face, I was damn scared. My brother was doing stupid stunts with it and I almost fell ! So I came off and off he went again. =/

So sweeeeeet, they look like some couple having a rendezvous at some beach resort.

I took this picture and they don't know it!

Lovers since Seconday School.

Gross.

ACT CUTE!

They forced me into the waters, BUT NOOOO, the sun was blazing like a motherfucker & I don't wanna get tanned. I kept putting on the whitening sunblock lotion like there was no tomorrow.

On the way back..
To a BBQ Buffet at The Gayam!

Expensive! Like SGD$60+++ per person!!

And everything in the resort is THAT expensive.

The wonders of Self-timer.

Feeding fishies!

All geared up for snorkelling.

I am the one with the life jacket cos I was damn afraid of the sea bed...

(Look at my stupid legs raised so high above the water)

Only to realise it is WAYYYY deep, and there was no way I'd ever be able to touch it.

So...

I TOOK IT OFF!

SEA CUCUMBER!

& I'm not afraid of holding it or eating it.

SEA URCHIN!

Not afraid of it too, I have a pic of me holding it but I look gross so TOO BAD!!!

ahahhahaa.

BFA x 10000 times.

& thank goodness for their tan-ness, I look fair!

Enjoying the resort's facilities.

At the Noodle House!!! YUMMY!
(note to gheeting, i wanna bring this pic to ur attention, guess why? look carefully,haha)

Jaron's catch for the Night Fishing.

I caught a fish too, a small one, you will see it later.

Checking for leeches after Jungle walk.

FOUND 2!!!

1 on Daddy, 1 on me!!! SO HAPPY!

The leech is sooo cute and small.

The damage done by the cute leech.

At the Lumut town, pple there damn honest and simple.

AND THE FOOD THERE ROCKS!!

FUCKING CHEAP!

I want to live in a town like that, cheap yummy food and good cheap massages!

SHIOKNESS.

MASSAGE!

Them looking at my small fish.

The fish that Jaron caught!BIG DEAL!

Okay so this marks the end of my Beach resort trip at Malaysia, I don't really fancy beach resorts cos I dont like the sun!! However, the amount of yummy food there is enough to make me smile like a smiley face throughout the trip! AHAHHAA!

byeeeeee.

(I miss Hongkong, do you honey?)

NO LIFER is my new word.

2009-02-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

I HAVE to laugh at Shirin's neopet. Really you know.

Why dont you just paint me grey if you're gonna leave me like this?

that was what her emo/hungry/near-death neopet said to her as soon as she logged into her old neopets account.

OMG, pls tell me how funny her neopet is, why are their sense of humour better than ours?! I've been laughing at it since..... I started playing neopets.

Anyway, heres Shirin's post from her LJ (about our L4D today):

"Joei inspired/influenced me to try playing neopets again hahaha!

today me anittha and joei had lots of fun playing l4d (left 4 dead) today! hahah we came even before the shop opened marvellous. LOL. we're such nerds seriously. hahaha!

and we somehow ended up playing with some melodramatic nerdy guy in the cafe. it was seriously woah man.
hahaha.

the guy:don't worry i won't die.

if i died i'll die fighting.

i want to be KIA-ed

i'll protect all of you.

yadayadayada.ahahhaa. funny we ended up saving his ass quite a number of times. at least he wasn't those sort of distruptive players that can be encountered once in a while (those assholes need a life) and we managed to finish the other two maps! :D

now my next goal in l4d is to complete the EXPERT level.
LOL. MUST try okay!?"

...

ya honestly, all the guys(all of them VERY young,chinese) WILL definitely ask the question-of-the-century, "eh wanna play VS anot?" Like I went there twice, and twice also got these kids asking, AIYO. and the guy we played with today is like very POLITE, kept apologising, kept thanking us, very noble and sacrificial. He kept typing "heal princess, heal princess" I am SO touched. And then "chicken heal, monster heal" or like "im so sorry i couldnt save you, let me die i dont mind dying cos i will fight to my death"

Okay, you are a young boyboy so relax abit okay. Anittha said "Calm down young boy" and I kept laughing and laughing.

Anyway just a very scary observation.......

I'm having 3 convos on msn now... & its all revolving around LEFT 4 DEAD, its fucking crazy, it just goes to show how much a NO LIFER I've become and, the fact that we waited outside for the LAN shop to open is a joke. OMG.

AAAA!
I wanna kill some zombies NOWNOWNOW!

a NEW ♥

2009-02-17T19:26:00.004+08:00

Guess what I'm doing now.

I'm playing NEOPETS.

Because boredom has decided to make me do stupid things.
& cos stupid blogger don't allow me to post up pics today!!!!

My new neopet is sooo cute.
Her name is coookeees. HAHA.
Shes this red squirrel thing. RED SQUIRREL!
I am damn gay.

KNN, sometimes I cannot stand myself also.
Bye!

(I wanted to post up pics of my Left4Dead today... It was fun cos we played for like 5 hours straight! GIDDYNESS!)

**updated!**

OH FUCK. I AM SO DEPRESSED.
MY PREVIOUS ACC GOT HACKED!
& this new acc is so gay and broke.
I wonder if theres any neopets forum around so I can cheat some people...
Like how I would do in maple.
CRAP, I used to be damn rich in neopets, with people showering gifts on me, and my Darren korkor even gave me a Baby Paintbrush to paint my pet!! :(

UNHEALTHY FOOD IS SEX.

2009-02-15T22:09:00.003+08:00

I love unhealthy food!

I LOVE FUCKING CARBS, FUCKING FATS, FUCKING FRIED FOOD LIKE CHICKEN SKINS. YUMMY YUM YUM YUM.

& guess what? I don't fucking care if ITS GONNA MAKE ME FAT!
Or like "Ewww, THAT is sooo fattening!"
Shut. The. Fuck. Up.

SO SHUT THE FUCKING FUCK UP LOSERS IF YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO FUCKING ENJOY LIFE.

:)

(I just needed to rant.)

2009-02-14T01:49:00.002+08:00

Oh. So my Vday pressie could be a polaroid camera......
I LOVE POLAROID CAMERAS ANYWAY!
(I am SO gonna get it, promise!!!!!!!)

1.49am.... still not asleep..

On a happier note, I finished Eclipse yesterday night, till 4 fucking am!!! I purposely read the book super slowly so I get to enjoy every second of reading the book because I love it so much, I am reading it section by section, day by day cos it is just so eNjOyAbLe!!! I am so sick!!Bt I am enjoying every second of my life just reading it. Edward Cullen... Oh my Edward!!! So I finished Eclipse and I think it is an extremely eNjoYabLe read! :) Have you ever wondered why Edward is such a hot vampire? Have you ever wondered if Edward wasn't so hot, would we still read Twilight? Have you ever wondered why the Twilight series is so eNjoYaBLe!!!! Well, I have not.. Have you? Sigh.

*I am so sorry if the previous "Eclipse" paragraph looks gross and is filled with repetitions, its a joke between me and Gheeting. This example good enough for you? I tainted my blog just for your amusement okay. Everyone please ignore the previous paragraph, hahaha. Only she, and probably a fairy would get it.

Okay. I like Ariel from Disney Princesses cos she has red hair. RED fucking hair. And she is very fair and skinny. I like fair and skinny and RED hair. All my favourite qualities so she shall be my favourite character. The theme of my new room shall be Aried-fied.

Yes everyone, I totally revamped my whole room. Very nice and clean and peaceful looking now. I love it. Instead of the stupid double decker for 4 year olds, its very neat and calm. LOVE IT. I think I've very serious OCD, I clean all the surfaces like twice a day cos I hate dust!!! I neeed to stop being so psychotic.

And, I've this stupid sensitive nose shit which is causing me to go into a sneezing frenzy for like 4 days already. Must be the stupid accumulated dust inside my body when I was clearing my room.

I feel like going on and on but I am really tired, I will continue the topic on "clearing my room" someday. Love ya all, bye.

2.05am.

2009-02-14T00:41:00.002+08:00

I am so fucked. (yes motherfucking again.AGAIN!!)

I CAN'T SLEEEEEEP!!
Somebody save me please, but I cannot fucking get to sleep even though I am fucking tired! It is so annoying. I sleep at like 5am nowadays! NOOOOOOO. I wanna sleep early like at 11pm and not have dark eye rings or anything close to that!! NO PIMPLES! AAAAA. I have like 3 pimples happily building up its empire here on my face, KNN!

I wanna sleep leh............
& even if I do fall asleep, it'd be a fucking restless sleep, not those deep asleep kind!
WTF IS WRONG!!

*I need to see a doctor soon.

Okay menses arrived and its flowing out like some tsunami.

Okay so on Friday the 13th, I received 3 ballooons, 1 is a hugeass Disney Princess Castle, and other 2 some round balloons. My dinner was like some 7 course fine dining meal, service is like excellent with orgasmic ambience. YUMMY! So, thanks to my honeybaby for everything. :)

Its Valentine's Day today, but I honestly DO NOT give a fuck because there is no point making it like such a huge event or something. Its just an ordinary Saturday and I hate going to town to see gross couples having roses in their hands or whatever. Its just stupid. Yeaaaaaa, I'm being so anal I didn't receive any flowers but like I'd need anything like those. Flowers would eventually die someday!!!! I HATE THINGS THAT DIES!!!!!!! Fuck flowers. Okay so I prefer balloons and thank goodness I got them.

My daddy is going to Indonesia for like a month, and my Mummy would be in Hongkong for like 3.5 weeks, I AM GOING TO BE ABANDONED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its their evil scheming plot to leave me behind...

I wanna Left 4 Dead !! :D :D

(I am still rather annoyed by the fact that some people are just so shameless in copying people, like whatthefuck lah, is gettingyourselfalife that difficult??? WTF is wrong with fucking you? I might as well buy you as a mirror and put it on my wall. Argh.)

You guys want pictures? When I'm free okay...... hahahaha.

2009-02-11T23:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DYAN DARLING!
:D
20 ALREADY!
(sorry can't make it to Phuture but will make it up someday!)

& HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHIRIN,
MY ZOMBIE-HUNTING COMRADE!

love you alllllll!

....
(on the other hand...)

I HATE IT !
i hate copycats!

wahlao, you like to mirror pple so much then.. aiya fuck lah.
go fuck yourself and end your gross-looking life.

you're gross and fugly, so kindly stop your mirroring acts.

thanks.
motherfucking bitch.

2009-02-04T20:13:00.001+08:00

Boredom..

until a few hours later.

2009-02-03T21:06:00.006+08:00

PART 1 of Malaysia Trip!

Our rooms.

Me sneaking up on FREE drinks at the resort. HAHA.

Recreation Club

Preparing for sunset cruise.

HAPPY!

The beginning.

Buffet dinner!!

Their pasar malam(night market)

Sells superb food! The fried chicken.... ooooh.

Mummy wants a pic with those green stuffs.

Them being VERY happy with Snakes & Ladders.. Like.. wtf.

Forced me to join in but I refused!

I prefer Scrabble!
Our masterpiece! :)

Guess who won? :D

This place rockssssss.

Cycled.

ALL OF US! scenery soooo nice.

Canoeinggg.

Pulau Pangkor! Its this nice island with fantastic beaches.

Ignore what I'm wearing. Using it to cover my fats.

(sorry going out now!!!!! for supper!!!! HAHHAHAHAHA)

will continue when I'm free, which is unlikely soon cos I'm gonna be sooo busy from now on!

2009-02-03T14:34:00.002+08:00

4.40pm, I just had my lunch. Yummy instant noodles from Hongkong(its all wiped out by my mummy & daddy!!). & guess what I'm gonna do now........

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEPING TIME!

*My mummy is going to Hongkong soon, weeeeee! & because shes hooked on the cupnoodles I bought, shes gonna buy lots back! YAY!

**I'm gonna sleep now.. When I wake up and if I feel like I'm in a good mood, I'm gonna post up pictures of:

10 days Malaysia trip to SwissGarden Resort & Spa at Perak/Lumut with parents.
1 week trip to Hongkong with someone I love dearly. :)
CNY pics
Party pics

I am soooo fucking lazyyyyyy. I cannot wait to party tomorrow and on Thursdayyy! Fuck driving on Thursday morningggggg.

2009-02-02T00:18:00.003+08:00

LEFT 4 DEAD IS BETTER THAN AN ORGASM!

:) GUESS which is me, like please! hahahaha.

So we went zombies hunting today, its Anittha, Priya, Shirin & me this time round, next time round, those NON-gamer friends of ours are to join us!

Now, I'm very tired and lazy so I'll post what Shirin blogged bout today.

From Shirin's blog,
me anittha joei and priya went zombie hunting today :D

and it was freaking fun!

although there had been MAJOR setbacks today.
the lan shops around grandlink was lousy. as in REALLY lousy. people weren't helpful and the ambience sucked. (the one we went to anyway) felt like all the dust and dust-mites of the world had an inaugural meeting there.

so we went to pasir ris.

it was MUCH better although we had alot of connnection problems. but like we finally got to play! though anittha didnt have much time left to play after all that nonsense. we like managed to get to this last stage for a map but like its hard to play with the computer playing one of the 4 characters (as anittha had left by then) we kept dying ahaha!

i seriously think we played quite well for a first time :D

hahah shall stop here :)

but like i would like to hand out a special award for joei!

joei tan deserves the "I get picked on by witches-hunters-smokers-and-all-other-zombies" award! LOL! i think in terms of who get hit the least in the game joei was definately not the top hahaha! i think she fell on the ground like 1000x hahaha. and somehow smokers and hunters seem to be naturally attracted to her.

.........

hahaha, its true! those motherfucking losers kept pouncing on me and killing me!! NABEH okay they are damn scheming lah. Fucking zombies, I thought zombies were supposed to be a bunch of brainless fucks. Anyway, it was damn fun and we are already planning our 2/3/4/5th LAN gaming trips. (we are gonna turn into no-lifers soon!)

Okay bye all!

2009-02-01T02:25:00.003+08:00

Hello world, its 2.30am right now and I am still not sleeping.
Anyway, can't wait for some Left 4 Dead actions later with my partners in crime.
:)

I hope I wouldn't startle any retarded scary witches cos they suck the life out of me!!! And unfortunately, I am the one always alerting it !! OMG.

This is the bloooody witch!! BITCH.

....

**(sooo happy! I have the whole Twilight series so I can fuck Edward Cullen in my dreams! WOOPEEDOOOO!!)

2009-01-31T14:15:00.001+08:00

MARIMO!!

I LOVE MY MARIMO!!

I shall name my MARIMO.... Ponyo.

Ponyo is so fucking cuteeee!
Tell you more next time!

2009-01-31T14:10:00.002+08:00

The most beautiful future will always depend on the need for forgetting the past. You'll not be able to go further from the past with life as long as you will not have overcome the errors of the past and all that hurt you.

Got this from an email.
Nice.

Bye, have driving.
Driving is like SIANZXSZXZ 1/2 to me.
However, with great help from enthusiastic MANUAL drivers like Gheeting, Elvin, Sherman, Junhao and all, YEA MAN. I am trying to stay optimistic about driving.......

(oooohh! I love driving man!)
note to self: repeat that sentence constantly in my head. IMPT!

2009-01-29T01:48:00.002+08:00

Late at night.. 1.48a.m.

I was talking to ****. And **** is fucking funny.
Talking bout everything ! Or more like bitching bout everything !

And best part..

**** says:
kk im closing her blog and the stupid music

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

(sorry inside joke but I HAVE to blog bout it cos I wanna remember this moment forever!)

2009-01-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

I had fun yesterday!

Mostly because the company was really good..
&....
because..
*CENSORED!*

"met a boy cutest can be~~~~~"
THIS SONG SO NICE LOR!

And, I just gave my house a spring clean today.
So sorrrrry Edeline x 100 cos my dad FORCED me to stay home just to clean up my room!
:( so unfortunate to miss another shopping trip!
BUT THANK GOD, my room is sparkling clean now!

Okay bye, Pet Society time!

2009-01-21T21:31:00.001+08:00

NO POINT NO POINT.
THERE IS NO BLOODY POINT IN ANYTHING ANYMORE.

and yes, i'll be a living zombie;
just for you.

SATISFIED?

2009-01-21T16:58:00.003+08:00

Remember this time: 4.58p.m.
Remember this date: Wednesday 21st January 2009

Because I hereby declare that some people are just such a major disappointment. And this ____ is so going nowhere. No way out of this fucking mess, because stupid me had to get myself landed into this shit. This is going nowhere, can't you see? Or are you too busy being unreasonable and going into a rage to notice?

Oh wait... I forgot.

ALL faults ALWAYS lies with me. ME. ME. eventually.

HA.
HA.
HA.
Amusing.
Amusing.
Amusing.

Amusing how this cycle has been going on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on 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FOR-FUCKING-EVER.

Some things just never changes, doesn't it?

2009-01-19T02:58:00.002+08:00

Just as I thought my body was functioning properly, sleeping at 1am everyday...... I HAD TO BE AWAKE NOW AT 3 am !!!! FUCK!!

I'm back from Purani's chalet! FUN! LOVE IT!
:) Had the time of my life laughing, listening to Dyan's drama, looking after drunkards, playing card games, and eating. HAHA. oh, and the amazing time I had camwhoring with timer shots.
Will blog more once I get the pics and when its not an unearthly hour like this.

I'm also back from Edeline's BBQ!
:)
And from hanging out with them at Mt Faber and Jalan Kayu,
and I just ate the yummiest thing on earth..
BOMB Prata.
OMG.
Out. Of. This. World. okay.

Okay, so i just got back.
checked my facebook.
^^ Love Val for those pics.

I need a job !

2009-01-13T22:49:00.002+08:00

I have this sudden realisation that...

XIAO NIANG RE HAS ENDED!!

No more rushing and being mad and throwing tantrums from 9pm to 10pm weeknights just cos I can't watch my Xiao Niang Re !! BUT I MISS THE SHOW!

BUT FUCK THAT!
I have MOBTV and the DVD SET!

I LOVE XIAO NIANG RE !

Anyway, This Little Nyonya thingy is like driving me and some of my friends mad before it ended cos we were all like "OMG I GOTTA BE HOME BY 9!" kinda thing. Its a very scary phase to go through..

But, sadly, unfortunately, or should I say, fortunately, it finally ended with a gross ending.. which means no more LONDON CHOCO ROLL ads!!!!! (me adores the songggggg)... HAHA.

Sigh.. which adds on to another sad turning point in my life.. cos Xiao Niang Re ended.

This post is so pointless lor...

2009-01-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

I am not feeling good!
& its probably because..

MENSES STARTS TODAY!
I'm bloody back in fucking hot hot HOTTTT Singapore!
I miss you...
I cannot wait for Purani's chalet!!!
I miss HK, like alot............
I wanna play LAN.
I am tired.

I am feeling good! because..

Just went for my full body massage on Sunday!
Went for facial with Mummy yesterday.
Met up with Purani,Sylvia,Priya&Rosh for a teeny while ytd!!!!
I have very nice nails.
I have a Labrador Retriever at my house NOW.
I have someone to love me.

Sigh. I miss the weather/food/shopping/weather/weather/weather/weather in Hongkong. The weather here is making my mood go haywire. I miss the Beef noodles which is like hot, and then you eat it in the colddddd weather.. I miss the coin machine *wink* which got me hooked badly. I miss how we shop,eat,....,shop,....,eat,shop,eat,..........,shop. I miss Disneyland. I wanna stay in Shenzhen forever so I can do my nails like 25/8. I wanna BE IN A COLD COUNTRY!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I have this hugeass craving for the Century Egg Porridge in HK. Fucking nice.

Why do I hate Singapore all of a sudden?!

FUCK ! NEENAABEHHHH !

2009-01-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

Will not be in Singapore from 4th Jan to 10th Jan ! :)
Love you all! And I miss all my friends to the maxxxxx!
HAPPYNESS.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING DAJIEEE!
I love you much! And please lets go shopping soon.
:D

I'm thrilled okay, excited and I cannot wait!
My flight is like at 6.40a.m in the morningggg.
I am gonna have the best week of my life!

BYE!

2008-12-26T15:05:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Elvin Si ! :)
Thanks for everything okay.
Its been more than a year and TIME FLIES!
I love you !

And oh my god! I can't believe this and I am feeling damn guilty now! I forgot to wish my best friend Purani a Happy Birthday on her birthday!!!(i think i was damn preoccupied with being stressed from being unable to find a job...) Oh crap! Sorrrrrryy, shall wish her a Happy Belated Birthday over here. SORRRRYY! I love you too!

I am such a blockhead sometimes.
And I am having this lack of appetite these days....
Whats wrong with me?!
Can't eat, can't sleep..
SIAO LIAO!

Bye gotta rush out now.

2008-12-25T12:14:00.004+08:00

HELLO colourful WORLD!

MERRY MERRY MERRY XMAS TODAY! :)

Anyway,
Happy Birthday to MY DADDY!
- Love you! My father is like cooool.

And to Kiara the Tiara!
- my bro's sexyass girlfriend.

Birthdays on Xmas is soooo cool.

*Okay why do I seem to have so many plans today....
:(

(AND I COULDN'T GET TO SLEEP YESTERDAY EVEN THOUGH I REACHED HOME AT 3.30AM !!!! AND I SHOPPED THE WHOLE DAY OKAY, WHY DO I FEEL TIRED BUT UNABLE TO GET TO SLEEP! ITS SO ANNOYING.)
-I am very glad with my shopping loot yesterday with Edeline, we went absolutely crazeeee. Good thing for us, bad for our wallets.

on the other hand.... hahahaha! Glad to see Renuka and Purani having the same problem as me.. I am so mean but with people who can accompany me through my miserable days is GREAT!

Time to leave my house for a whole new day ahead! BYE!

Merry Xmas again, I love you all! Hugssss!

And all the way to Germany, Merry Xmas Christian!
And all the way to Cambodia, Merry Xmas Eang Chhan!

2008-12-24T02:27:00.003+08:00

I am fucking worried!
I can't get to sleep every night!!!! Its becoming very serious.
Its like 2.28am & I am still bloghopping, me and gheeting found some really interesting blogs... coolness. And fuck, its been like a week since this insomnia thing starts!!!!!! FUCK.

I mean, I used to sleep at like 11 to 12 every night okay, and wtf. This is bad.. I slept at 4.30am yesterday, finishing my Twilight book. :) Its very nice, a little draggy but Edward Cullen seems to be like damn perfect...... Now I gotta rush to get the other series. I am addicted to the Twilight series! YAY! Fuck, I should have read them when Anittha and Dyan were all reading it. And cannot wait to watch the movie!!!

Okay, so the point is, its very late, and I cannot get to sleep, I don't know why. But its really very annoying. Like what Ziyan always say, "spoilt biological clock". Does it apply to me now cos I really cannot get to sleeeeeeep at alllll!!!!!!!!!! FUCKKKKKKK.

I like sleeping early !!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats why I don't have any serious eye bags or dark eye rings BUT AT THIS RATE I'M GOING, I AM GOING TO TURN INTO A PANDA!!!

AAAA!

And then I'm bugged by this stupid headacheeeeee. :(

So, late into the night.. I was MSN-ing with Gheeting.
Having the time of our lives blogsurfing.

to live, is to mambo! says:
name ur child Gucci
to live, is to mambo! says:
ahhhaha

Joei the Princess of SMILING. says:
i intend to
Joei the Princess of SMILING. says:
truly and honestly

to live, is to mambo! says:
i'll name mine Vuitton

to live, is to mambo! says:
Gucci Si
to live, is to mambo! says:
AHAHHAAH
to live, is to mambo! says:
Gucci Si is funny
to live, is to mambo! says:
like Fujitsu

and.... you wanna know what else she said??

to live, is to mambo! says:
if its a son name him Eric
to live, is to mambo! says:
daughter pls name Inez
to live, is to mambo! says:
AHAHAHAHAHHA
to live, is to mambo! says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

Thanks alot for being my best friend.

...

& I still can't get to sleeeeeep!!!!

UPDATE!! at 3 AM !
(oooh its xmas eve already!)

I still cannot get to sleep. Although I've googled "How to cure insomnia?", its not helping okay cos heres what I've done so far.

Took a warm bath as instructed.
Drank a warm cup of milk, I drank hot chocolate instead.
Spy what is my hamster doing
Walked around the house trying to pack some stuffs.
Took a second spy on my hamster.

And I'm back in front of my laptop, unable to feel sleepy.

For the past few nights, I've been reading myself to sleep... Oh well, I guess I gotta read another book later. :) Mansfield Park by Jane Austen. HAHAHA.

So heres what I've found online..

1. Do a mellow activity before bed. Read, watch t.v. (try to avoid action thriller shows or movies), knit, write a letter, or maybe write in a journal, anything that will help you wind down, relax, and get to sleep quickly.

2. If your body is tense take a hot shower or a relaxing bath. Soothe those aching muscles to help fall asleep fast.

3. If your mind is racing about things you didn't get done or things you need to do then write a to-do list. Get all your thoughts down, write down any anxieties or worries. The more you can ease your mind, the easier it will be to fall right asleep.

LIES!!! Done all these and it doesnt help!!!

Okay bye. Maybe if I get off the computer... it might actually work.....

2008-12-23T23:07:00.001+08:00

Hey there, I hope this clearly illustrates our problems.
I really hope you try to understand sometimes.

Because... you obviously don't know how I feel.
Bye.

2008-12-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

I've decided to be all hurt and sad all of a sudden. HAHA.

Anyway. To YOU.
Harsh words hurt feelings.
But silence breaks hearts.

Understood?

2008-12-22T23:12:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I AM DAMN HAPPY.

NEVER FELT SO GOOD IN SUCH A LONGG TIME.

:D ALL SMILESSSSSSSSS.

2008-12-22T22:43:00.003+08:00

I feel so bad. :(

Anyway, hello everyone! I am back! Sorry for going missing, but whatever, I doubt pple are coming back here anyway cos its like a dead blog for years! HAHAHAHA. Sorry for the few nice loyal favourite people who pops by here every now and then, only to leave disappointed cos they aren't any new entries, I AM SORRY! Now I am back to add some impact to your lives~~~ HAHA. Sorrrry I am just being annoying.

Okay so back to me feeling BAD. Everyone has a past, AND MY PAST SUCKS!! Like seriously, why didn't anyone tell me I was a bitch?! FUCK! What kinda friends do I have?! (no i still love you friends.. I know you are all biased). BUT SERIOUSLY, i am damn knn bad. :( and not to mention, so childish, and sucha sore loser.

And.. I know it is so unlike me to say this here!!! BUT I NEED TO APOLOGISE TO SOMEONE!! Though I don't know how to go about saying it... hahaha. Okay here goes, remember a girl called Xiaohui? Yea, shes my ex-boyfriend's Eric ex-girlfriend(okay.. so I don't know if they are still together...but whatever.) And I need to apologise from the bottom of my heart because, yes, its been 2 years and I am so sorry for whatever names I've called you. I take it all back, and seriously, I am very loserish that time. I mean, I don't know but looking back, I AM DAMN CHILDISH..!!!!

Can I please disappear or something? Really you know, why didn't anyone tell me bout my fucked up behaviour huh................ Its not cool to be mean. See la, now looking back, I feel so ashamed of my own acts. Yes please, scold me somebody.

BUT. I've decided to look past my mistakes, and I'm making a bold move by apologising for my gross mistakes of the past~ Its okay if she wants to forgive me or not, at least I apologised. Anyway what happened was so damn long ago, she might have forgotten all about it too!! Like me, just that I read my archives and felt like a total idiot. If it happened now, I wouldn't do that, like seriously.

(I dont know if she'll EVER EVER see this...... but its alright!)

Okay update soon. :)

****haha, you all can't believe Joei would do something like that right... I am surprised by myself too! But I feel really good now. So try forgiving your own mistakes and you'll feel ultimately better!!!!!

2008-12-19T01:42:00.003+08:00

HELLO ALL!
JOEI TAN IS HERE!

I MISS MY MI FRIENDS! ALOT! ALOT ALOT!

I AM SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE NOW.
OMG DAMN HAPPY!

I miss all my friends lah knn!

& I need a job lah knn!

2008-12-10T11:18:00.003+08:00

This family is back after disappearing into the woods and seas of Malaysia for 9 days.
The girl on the top right hand corner has become damn tanned. :(
They enjoyed themselves VERY much though.
Piccies sooooon.

2008-11-27T11:00:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA. so cute.
Its gonna be a boooring day today, I shall be a good girl and stay at home.. or maybe I should stray out... but I've been going out alot recently.
going out = massive shopping = resources depleting = joei in poverty
So, I shall not let the impulse shopper in me have its way today.

Anyway, Friday tomorrow! Gonna do some interesting stuff.
HEH HEH HEH. :)

*you know what, i wanna experience the feeling of loving someone but not having the person love you back again. I mean, its better to have something to cling on to in your heart, than have nothing to cling on right. :( I am like aimless, having a boyfriend but not having any affairs(yes,boring i know), no secret sparks..... nothing at all ok. Some pple might go like "ooooh what a sweet relationship, they are SO gonna last forever." Do not ever say such things, (look at what happened to me and eric), we were like some couple of the century thing or something. But, we still didn't last! Oh gosh. I wanna have an affair I wanna have an affair! I am just kidding lah.

Okay bye.

2008-11-26T01:45:00.003+08:00

Its 1.47am and I am not sleeping! I'm wasting my life away doing up this new blogskin, hahaha, looks pretty gay and animated, i like the animated rainbow(so cute!), but this skin is really very gay and happy, depicts my mood now, so we'll let it stay this way.

2008-11-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

hello all.

Life's good.

I went shopping today and bought lots of things.
:)
I have 4 sets of swimming suits. HAHA. I am nuts.
I bought a new travel bag! Just for me to go travelling.

Am going for my retreat to beach and spa resort in Msia,
from 1st to 9th Dec! 5 days there, 4 days in GENTING!
Yippeee, I love Genting to the max.
COLDDDDness!

And hopefully, going to HONGKONG in Jan!!!!!
HAHAHAHHA. Life is mother fucking goood.

I am so excited.excited.excited.excited.excited.excited.

*I miss all my friends in school too!

*I am so happy life is so free and fun!

*Gheeting, smile stay strong. some pple are just seriously losers. however, we are not gonna care cos we've brains to think. :)

*Menny, please I want House of the Dead 3 pleaseplease! pleaseplease!

(okay im getting too high, will blog when I'm not so high)

2008-11-23T20:48:00.003+08:00

Just a short chopchop & very interesting entry.

I met Gheeting and her NAFA friends at Hazel's place on Saturday for a FILM PREVIEW! Its totally artsy. and funny and not to forget, mysterious.

Anyway, the big hooha about it (for me only lah..) .. was Christine and Menny's BED SCENE!

LOLOLOLOLOL till I died!!!

Here goes!

oooo soo kinky!

HAHAHAHAHA! They are lesbians in the show lah so funny.

Anyway just to tell you people who produced the film, it was awesomely awesome and really you guys desrve more than an A for effort and results man. Its damn good! And funny and so interesting. The storyline was so sad. And the name of the film was B.F.F. Best Friend Forever. So it goes like, 3 best friends were close and all, and suddenly 2 of them ignores the other one, causing much misery for the one being left out.. and in the end, we found out the reason was because.....(hahahahaha), the 2 close friends were actually lesbians who often engage themselves in sexual activities. I was LOL-ing the entire time. Very funny lah, although its meant to be sad.

Okay, good job everyone. Lots of love!

So my Saturday was spent at Merchants Court eating the High Tea Buffet with my parents, it was damn good and costly. And I went for a hair cut plus treatment and everything, more costly!!!!!! but the effect was perfect, hair soft, healthy and whatever. And watched 2 movies till 3am!! Beverly Hills Chihuahua is so cuteee and REC was scary!! HAHA. Okay thats my Saturday for you!

I am off to my Godmum's house now!

Will blog about more interesting stuffs soon, so pls come back!

(EXAMS ARE FUCKINGGGGG OVERRR!!!!!!)

2008-11-19T13:02:00.001+08:00

I lead such a sad life NOW, but when Friday comes.....
This will be all our faces!!

I cannot cannot cannot wait for Friday to come!!!

Seeeeeee ya all soooooooooooooooooooooooooooon.

2008-11-04T14:20:00.005+08:00

I know I shouldn't be wasting time here, but let me show you guys a new cool webby that gheeting recommended, she says i'll definitely LOVE it alot, which is so true! best friends what, anyway. so these are the things i've done. And I miss Kacang alot alot alot...

Kacang died on the 31st Dec 2007, and I've always always always loved her still and she is so cuteee to the max, and her fur is damn soft and she NEVER bites. She has big big eyes and she is retarded bcos she never ever bites. She LOVES all kinds of food, she even loves drinking Cranberry juice, Yakult, chocolate milk, fresh milk, any kind of drink that is offered, she loves FOOD too, and she hates durian! ohmygod right cos I hate durian too! And she smells superbly good, when I play with her everyday, I'd always take a deeeep sniff from herbody(hahaha), and I love squeezing her cos I really love her alot. She looks super cute when shes asleep and when I hover around her habitat, she knows and will respond by twitching her whiskers then waking up with a dazed look. CUTENESS. And her paws are the softest, smallest, whitest thing on earth! And I will carry her, smell her, feed her, let her run along everywhere EVERYDAY, AND she never ever dirty up my place. I miss Kacang!!!!! She is like perfect and soft and cute!! Oh, and Kacang responds to her name. Sigh, tell me whats not to love about such an adorable little cutie?

I mean, I know to some of you, a hamster is just a hamster, rodent, blahblah. BUT don't be shallow, animals ARE animals and they have feelings and they know if we love them or not. I know Kacang loves me,my mummy, my daddy to the max. Thats why we love her more than anything too. To anyone who thinks a hamster is JUST a hamster, or can't be compared to other pets like a bunny, a doggy, a cat, etc., get a life pls, pls try to be more positive and think of small things that are life's greatest pleasure ok, if not i will pity you to the max.

So.. this is Kacang ! Who will live in my heart forever and ever and I'll see her after I die which would be happyness for me!

Say hello my dearie!

This is a pig.

She likes to nua around.

she LOVES toilet rolls and she will always make that hole herself, clever girl.

peekaboo! soooo cuteeee!

So, this is the webby which produces coolass images,
its some photofunia.com thing, so try it!

Kacang is so cute and wonderful, she is a phenomena!

CUTENESS!

Okay so this is it, I love Kacang always. I still have Stripey though, and I love Stripey equally too, just that I don't know if I can take another death of my baby dying. The feeling is the grossest feeling ever, and I will die if I ever experience it again. Okay see you all.

*Menny's & Valerie's bday falls on the 9th Nov, which unfortunately is in the midst of my paper so I shall dedicate this section to wish them a VERY HAPPY 19TH BDAY! And we'll have lotsa fun after my torment and when gheeting's done with her projects and all! And Val, we'll party our ass off and drink to our death okay!

2008-11-04T00:55:00.003+08:00

I just got off the phone with someone special! (can't tell who though) but we talked for damn long cos.. it just always happens. haha.

anyway, signs of stressness is appearing! its like hardcore.

I know I am stress when...

I forgot to take off my bra and went straight into the shower, and when I realised it was too late cos it was already wet!!!!!!.
I threw my socks in the rubbish bin instead of the laundry basket when I came back home from GP paper.
I keep finding faults with Elvin.
My weight keeps on increasing at the speed of light.
My face becomes a fertile breeding ground for pimples.
When life seems meaningless and suicide seems like an ideal solution
When Purani,Anittha,Priya&Deepak and me hangs out at coffeeshops and discuss ways to end our life through a suicide pact.
My body starts to ache fucking badly.
When I start loving High School Musical exceptionally much that my ringtone and alarm is tunes of HSM3.

My ringtone is Right Here Right Now . My alarm tone is Now or Never. So I wake up to Zac Efron's heavy breathing of "sixteen..sixteen.." SHIOKNESS. love it. haha.

Okay byebye.

2008-11-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

okay so its GP and SEA hist done, next week's paper will stress me out so badly, i might as well go commit suicide and end my bloody sorrows now. why is it that time seems to pass so fast yet so slowly?! :( okay so just let me calm down.....

and fuck, i hate it when i've like only 2 hours sleep daily.
thats like, very disgusting.

i shall be a no-lifer for now,
see ya all.

i like the song CRUSH by David Archuleta or something, very nice. and Can I have This Dance from High School Musical. i'm also into the Jay's latest song, the title is like 5 chinese words i dunno what is it, but it goes something like are you tired, what happening to our happiness something along that line. very emofied and nice. (and thats the only song i've heard so far...) so i need to get all the songs asap, and gheeting if u see this, and if u happen to have the songs(i know you surely do haha), send it to me please.

Okay, and I've watched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!
wooohooo! i shall watch it continuously !!!!!!! :D
Such a nice nice show with nice nice song.

okay byebye.

2008-11-01T00:19:00.003+08:00

*deleted this entry because someone laughed at me!

haha.haha.haha.

I need 3 weeks later to arrive faster, pleaseeeee!

2008-10-20T23:09:00.004+08:00

So, Thursday was our Graduation High Tea at the OCC, (sobsob). It was damn fun! The pre-event preparation was superbly funny, rushing to do our hairs, change clothes, make up and all, tedious but worth it! HAHA. And the food they served was quite nice, I ate non-stop :( but I was feeling happy about it then. The teachers were damn sweet and nice considering they planned this event for us, and I was feeling damn sad at some point(so gay !!!) cos its like, HELLOOOOO! this is like the last few times we actually get to hang out as a group kinda thing. :( SO DEPRESSING. Such high tea are like meant to make pple sad, but we still had fun, hahaha, the post party which is to club is enough to make us all high already.

So here are the few of the many pics!
Upload ALL when I am free okay.

Firstly,these are my favouritest pple from MI, with Val and Renuka and Rosh included but they are not here! I love them to the max and they really never fail to make me laugh all the time.

Deepak,Anittha,Priya,Dyan,ME,Sylvia,Purani

I know we are damn biased, cos Jieyu(the one far right) is wearing some goth dress which looks damn good on her, even her makeup is goth, and she looks damn goooooood!!!! Like really!!! And these are the nice pple I love too!

My class. :D

I'm a minority. I'm always a minority with these Indians.
(i look so fair ... hahaha)

My favourite darlings ! :)

Me being gay with my award and Deepak being gay being himself.

AND WOOOOHOOOOO!!
DBL O!

Love EACH and EVERY one of them.

I don't know why I look so happy but I didn't drink any, the drinks are damn cheap, but I would never wanna go back there again cos its just not my ideal place to club. I didn't enjoyed myself thoroughly that night :( haha oh well, Purani is a joke to us now so hahahaha.

Oh my god, do you have any idea how much I'll miss these pple?! Like years zoom by just like that, the times we had together were GOODNESS. I'll miss them and being with them taught me many stuffs, like I learnt Tamil phrases, I learnt how to savour my Briyani rice and eat it with my hand, I learnt that my Indian friends actually DO date pple, I learnt that its possible to actually have feelings for girls(not me,of cos), I learnt that friends should be like them, easy going and positive.. and more!

OMG, im gonna tear! :( SOBS.
I LOVE THEM LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for the times all my sweethearts!
I ❤ you all !

BYE!

*10 more days to my first A level paper.
FUCK
FUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCK

damn stressed! ohmyfuckinggod!
please let me tide through this period of hardship without falling sick!pleaseplease!

2008-10-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL!
JUST APPEARED TO WISH MY SWEETIES..

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I ❤ YOU ALL LOADS!

To... My dearest best sis on earth, who lives in my block on the 8th level!! (how cool is that?), my childhood friend since like forever(hahha) and the prettiest, slimmest, and sweetest sister I've ever had in my entrie life! JOAN TAN XIU FEN, her name looks kinda similiar to mine right. Love you pretty!

To... My bestest best friend who is damn sweet and damn nice, and shes the most like kind-hearted soul you'll ever meet, pretty with humongous eyes and pink extensions. RACHEL! Happy happy birthday and you know I love you!

& To... Eric Ng! Okay so hes my ex-boyfriend and he is like nice and so wishing him like happy birthday and all the best in his tattoo career and I hope he closes up that humongous ear piercing of his cos I abhor it.

...

And promise to update once I'm free.
Bye!

2008-10-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

Joei's favourite song from ABBA.

The Winner Takes It All

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small

The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...

LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& more.

2008-10-05T20:46:00.002+08:00

The only best part of my weekend is the food. My parents bought me to The Cathay to dine at The Cathay Restaurant and the dim sum and eeefu noodles was soooooo yummy, like the kind where you eat and fly to heaven kind. The custard bun was so yummy with the custard oozing out, like omfg im salivating, the dim sum was all goooooood. For dinner, had seafood at Longbeach and again, omfg, the drunken prawns is sooooo bloody big and yummy and i had 3 massive orgasms after each bite. Yes, its that good.

And on Thursday, I got MAMMA MIA with Sylvia and Purani, its damnnnnnn nice as well! And I'm like hooked on ABBA songs now, so when we got to The Cathay on Saturday, my mummy and me went into the Gramophone store(or whatever) and she totally bought me an ABBA hits track !! AAA *screams with joyyyyyy!* And we caught Painted Skin, a chinese movie about some lovey dovey stuffs which was quite sad, cos...... aiya its super sad, the fox so cuteeee. Anyway and me and Elvin caught a midnight show as well, HOUSE BUNNY! soooo nice! damn funnnny.

Oh and on Friday, although school ended like damn late!! I managed to meet up with my dearest dajie for a cuppa. We talked like non stop and it was damn fun, so we promised to meetup this Thursday for more fun and laughter. And I met Elvin after and we went Prawning, expensive hobby but I'm addicted to it, damn bad. But I caught like many prawns and I'm so happy with myself and Elvin took them all home to feed his tortoise. I neeeeed to go prawning AGAIN, sooooon.

Now, back to another dreary week at school. :(
Okay, how about I stop here.

Anyway, seriously, if I see another post or other comments made by anyone towards any of my friends, I will fuck you up so hard, you will see stars in your eyes. Like twinkle twinkle little stars, except the stars will look horrendously ugly because they are in YOUR eyes. Like please get a life please, you don't wanna see ME blogging about you right? cos it wouldn't be nice, and seriously I've a life and I DO NOT need to keep bitching to keep me alive. Sigh, my sympathy goes all out to you.

Crap, Elvin has booked in, :( I hate this Sunday feeeeeling!! Somebody get it away from me please!!

2008-10-01T22:50:00.001+08:00

okay feeling much much better.

Now lets all wish Elvin luck for his test, :) .

And I need to know Stewie's walkie talkie episode is which one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-01T21:05:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling like unhappy and all.

:( I've absolutely NO ONE to make me happy at all.

Life is like, soooo miserable...

*CRIESSSSS*

2008-09-30T19:10:00.004+08:00

Hello all, I've disappeared from school for a zillion days already, (DO YOU THINK ANY OF MY FRIENDS ACTUALLY MISS ME?!?!) hmmm. I've not seen them for sooo long! Okay so this is what I've been busy with recently.

My Sunday! - Working at Conrad Hotel for the F1 event with BFFs.

Getting ready..

Gheeting says I look slim here.
(does she mean I look un-slim elsewhere?)

We look damn nice right, like professionals. HAHA.
And we ate like a million and one food, nice great food.
Pictures are all with Menny and Gheeting, we had alot of FUN!!!
And we are like paid to eat, slack, sleep, play wordsearch, and take things.
Like seriously, FUN!! Working with them is just pure FUN!!
So, work ended about 12midnight & so went over to Godmummy's house to play with Riri and eat my granny's leftover buffet food.

My Tuesday. - at NAFA being model of the day for Gheeting's class.
So I had to just stay positioned for 3 hours, my ass was killing me, and at some point, my nose was reallt itchy but I dare not scratch it, hahahaha. I didn't smile, and therefore they all didn't draw me smiling so I look grouchy, almost like Purani, had an Oscar face. But it was fun, I'm paid anyway!!

The initial stage..

Nice hor?

All the artists at work!!

So interesting man.

I like this, looks so emo, and my thighs are too small to be true.. ahhhh.

Gheeting's workplace, the most comfy-iest one.

:)

I like this drawing too, but my thighs are seriously way TOO small, they are like perfect thighs man!

Me being positioned like that for 3 hours, with 5 mins break in between but I was hurting all over, really its not easy okay!

Look at the chair, gheeting drew it damn realistic-ly ok! MY fave piece.

And you know how I always wanted to be very skinny and anorexic-skinny kind of skinny, and since last time pple advised me against it cos they said I'd look better with some meat or something, I finally understand what they meant, and with this, I really DO NOT wanna be skinny. HAHAHAHAHA.

Take a look and you will know what I mean..

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Joei with a skinny face!

and the dear artist is my dear best friend gheeting.
I didn't know I look like that to her, with perfectly sunken face, so skinny looking almost like a monkey, and I look anorexic here.

So everyone thank Gheeting! She made me realised how I SHOULD NOT be skinny! :) My friends will love you dearlyyyyy. And thanks Gheeting for allowing me to the object of your works, love ya!

BYEBYE PPLE!

2008-09-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

FUCKED UP!

I don't know why I typed that, but I'm not feeling fucked up or anything, haha. I got my menses in school today, fortunately I found out fast! (yay!) Anyway, I shall not go to school tomorrow cos it shall be rest day for me, (like I haven't had enough rest......) HAHA.

OMG Elvin just called me, and I totally forgot that tomorrow is Friday!! YIPPEEE YAYAYA! But he has to book in on Saturday, CRAP. :(

Why do I've so many things to do?

2008-09-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

I am like in a foreign place now, left with a computer for 2 hours or more. Like seriously, and its quite funny. I'm actually glad this place is air-conditioned, plus theres internet access, and although I'm all alone in the dark in a strange place, I really have no idea why I'm not scared, like seriously. HAHA, I can't really disclose where I am now, I've my reasons for being secretive alright.

My eyes are damn itchyyyyyyy.

Alright, I feel like escaping to some secluded island and spend the rest of my life there. Firstly, there must be plentiful of food there, like neverending supple kinda thing, MUST HAVE: Salmon Sashimis, Negitoro sashimi(oooh sex), Prawn Tempuras, Soba, my medium rare beef with fats, Teriyaki Chicken with Egg and rice, Maggi noodles, Meatballs, Sotong balls!, Shark's fin(okay i'll give that up for the sake of the poor sharks.), all kinds of soups, Nasi Padang-my usual egg, with curry vegetable,and the fried potato thing, MY CHICKEN BRIYANI FROM YISHUN!!!!!!, chicken skins!(oooh double orgasms), prawn noodle with more fried pork lard, yummy hokkien mee from Lorong 9 Geylang, IKEA's meatball!!!!!(my all time fave), gheeting's mum kuay chap(godly), and meesiam, and mee rebus and eeefu noodles!!!!!!

I am mad. Usually when people are on an island, they think of bringing things like their electronic gadgets, or some other things. How come I think about so many food?!?! I am like deprived of food because of my stupid diet which is going nowhere. Elvin says I will die if I keep puking after I eat. (hahahaha, I AM BULIMIC!!!!!). I told Elvin I won't die, he says I will, and my tummy will rot or something, I shall not believe him.

I've not eaten the whole bloody damn day, all I had was some luncheon meat bread, its leaving me hungrier than fucking ever. :( I hate this whole I-cannot-eat-cos-I-am-so-fat thing. Maybe I should just let it go and be as fat as possible, like seriously. I mean its not like my fatness is posing a problem to me, hahaha, except that I stress Elvin out alot with my im-so-fat craze, and that I can't wear sexy clothes(oh man, you guys have no idea how much I HEARTS sexy clothes.) I swear that if I ever become slim, which is highly mpossible, the first thing I'll do is parade around my neighbourhood in sexy clothes meant for slim people! AND I WILL WEAR A BIKINI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THEN I WILL START HAVING SEX!!!!!! Yea reason number 2 for me abstaining from sex is bcos I am FUCKING FAT, so if my boyfriend is gonna get turned off by my body, we might as well not get it started in the first place. So we shall all pity Elvin cos he is one hell of a deprived guy. :( so sad.

Okay so the thing is, I am never gonna become slim. HAPPY NOW?!
All the useless rantings. My blog is turning damn loserish and filled with fats.
Like owner, like blog.

HAHAHAA, you know what?
After all that I've said, I am still not gonna give up the love I've for foooood.
FOOD IS MY LIFE & I INTEND TO KEEP IT THIS WAY.
I live to eat good food! yumyum.

***I sound like a lunatic, stay away from me for the time being.

2008-09-24T12:55:00.002+08:00

This time, I really miss Elvin like lots. :(

He has to be in camp like from Sunday to Friday, so technically speaking, we only have Saturday for each other. I can't believe I am saying this but..... how can I go on like this!? Being so loserish, gotta miss and wait for a guy. :( I'll not say its unfair cos Elvin might be feeling the same way too. But sooner or later, it'll take its toll on both of us. and then.. bad things are gonna happen. and you would't see happy pictures like the one above and the ones beneath already!!

Like everyone always say, relationships tend to go haywire when the guy's serving the army, like seriously, I so agree okay. Usually they say its the girls who go out to look for affairs, for companionship(okay I will NOT do that, it just doesn't make sense for the heart to hold more than 1 person seriously), but for some cases, its the guy who screws up totally(just bcos you are tired or stress doesn't mean we've to accomodate you guys, we girls are equally miserable alright!!)

And I don't really understand why pple can have affairs so readily these days, affairs ruin relationships so badly. Like they hurt not only one, but maybe two, or three, or four people! Like what the fuck is the purpose!?

And Dyan said something which makes sense and is so fucking unfair. Why is it when a guy flirts, he is given beautiful names like CASANOVA, WOMANIZER, DON JUAN, etc. and when a girl flirts, its like CHEAP, SLUT, VIXEN, BITCH, WHORE, blah blah. So annnnnnoyyyyinggg!!

Okay I am PMSing. My menses is supposed to come today, no signs of it yet though.

And I know, I am blabbering nonsense up there, ignore those.

2008-09-23T18:13:00.006+08:00

Hello all, my pictures with Elvin at Sentosa & Chinese Garden are here!

I LOVE THE BIRDS OKAY!!!!!!

secret: (elvin is actually very afraid of the birds lor..)
loser.haha.

AT THE INSECT KINGDOM OR SOMETHING.

we saw these beetles fucking & that got us high the wholeeee day!
actually, it was Elvin who kept bugging me to take this pic.
Seriously.

We spotted this big fat caterpillar and I touched it and its damn soft!
And theres lots more on that plant!!!!!

HIGH !

On the skylift - contorted faces cos we were eating potato chips and i was threatening elvin that I will make him fall.

AT THE LUGE.

Elvin very happy - first-timer (don't blame him)

AT THE 4D MOVIE THINGY.

also very happy.

phone's camera-so its quite unclear.

Elvin: "this is the face you always give when you are losing an argument, or when you've already lost."

THE TOWER THING.

elvin is a beaver.

UNDERWATER WORLD!

Joei and Elvin with................ the Garoupa-lookalike fish which has an enormous mouth, me and Elvin named it Jeanette. I mean, we guessed that it was a female fish.... and we were damn happy to take pictures with it. Hello fish! we gave you a name, jeanette!

:)

CHINESE GARDEN!

(i spotted 4 Kacangs behind me!!!!!)

TURTLE MUSEUM.

Elvin was damn enthusiastic about feeding the tortoise, he claims he loves ONLY fishes and turtles/tortoise whatever. But the tortoise are really cuteeee! They respond and they LOVE food, and they BITE ! Like damn ferocious. One of them can even break bones.... and I thought they look quite retarded and harmless, and slow and everything.

OKAY.

I just wasted alot of time uploading pics.
byebye!
*and ya, I've grown fatter okay! I want no comments about me becoming fatter!!!!!

I promise to slim down once I get my determination!
So stop pressing me!!
(okay no one is actually pressing me, its my inner voice at it. its quite eerie. Like somethings telling me it might be youuuu........)

2008-09-22T15:25:00.002+08:00

I went to Sentosa with Elvin on Saturday! We totally had lots of FUN, and we enjoyed ourselves to the max, yippee. And went over to Chinese Garden at night, :) . We love eventful days like that. Elvin is damn nice cos he has learnt how to deal with my PMSness. Love you for that.

My diet is so not working out, its like I am gaining more weight.
Wtf.

Okay, I am like damn busy recently. Don't know why.

See ya sooooon!

2008-09-16T21:38:00.001+08:00

Its the last Prelims paper tomorrow, I shall ENJOY MYSELF FOR A LITTLE WHILE.

Just a teeny weeny bit.

:)

2008-09-15T23:51:00.003+08:00

hey there.

YOU've SCREWED THINGS UP AGAIN!

& guess what? Its not the first & neither is it gonna be the last time you do that.

:) Congrats.

YAY! Feels so good to have such fucked up things adding on to my already-very-high stress level. I SIMPLE LURVVEEEEEE IT MAN! :) :) :)

Thanks for being sooooooo understanding.
Like, seriously thanks.
P.S: you sure know how to make me feel better, like WOW!.

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!!!!!!!

...

just what the fuck is wrong with YOU?!?!?!?!

2008-09-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

I cannot blog lor!!!
Each time I start to blog, I get the need/tendency/urge/desire to blog again!
:(
means I am breaking my technology diet!
DIETS JUST DO NOT WORK FOR ME!!!!!!

KNN!

Anyway, I am going on a real diet. Like seriously.
(of course given that I ABHOR diets)....
I don't know how this is ever gonna work out but!
My source of motivation comes from Gheeting,Menny,Xueling,ISabel and all the other skinny people in the world. They are like so slim !!!! And I am like FAT and FAT and FAT!!!!!
It irks me to know that I am fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll still love eating of course........ so.............. I don't know what are my plans yet.

BUT! Elvin is very annoyed with me!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
I refused to go out with him today cos I feel fat and I can't go out.
He says he is gonna ban me from going out with slim and pretty pple so I wouldn't act cranky after meeting slim and pretty pple ! MAKES SENSE MAN!
Its like why can some people be so slim, WHY WHY WHY.
:( I wanna be anorexic or something. Okay I shall decide to be anorexic as of today.

IF I CANNOT BE SLIM, THEN AT LEAST LET ALL MY FRIENDS BE FAT!!!!!!!!
(okay okay I touch wood for you guys.)

Anyway.. I missed my 4E4 chalet today, :( but its alright, I'll see my dajie next week.
I hope they had fun!!!!

I was watching the Kimora marathon thingy!!!!! Damn nice!!!Love it!

okay byebye!

2008-09-11T18:17:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone I am fine.

I have Literature paper like tomorrow and I am here!!!!!! I am mad.

Anyway, I hung out with my pretty & fucking skinny and slim sweeties like Gheeting, the fairy, Menny, Isabel, Xueling and Elvin!, Wilson, Jeffrey and co.

So fun, though the purpose wouldn't be having fun, it was major crisis. So its not all fun. Everything will be fine my darling, so dont cry dont sad anymore!

Elvin is having block leave now and I am having exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is sooooo unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And quote of the day, after discussions with Dyan and lotsa new infos from those pretty girls....................................
"ALL GIRLS ARE SADISTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

like seriously lor.
I don't know why girls like to suffer.
Its like, they know it BUT they still want it or something.

Siao ding dongs.
(Joei included)

2008-07-21T22:16:00.009+08:00

Hello these shall be the pics to sum up my birthdays, theres more but I am really tired so here you go, have fun and entertain yourselves. I had fun ! so much fun!

The yummyiest, sweetest, nicest, most gorgeous cake ever existed.

Please agreee with me please please please.

I really love it alot and its like orgasmic.

Everyone loves it and one bite is really never enough, it leaves you craving for more cos its like nice and yummy and the words are so nice. We tried very hard to preserve the words, but because it is so yummy, we all died and gave up.

Purani says, "The point of having candles means we've to make it difficult for you to blow."

So we cut the part that have no words.....

Tadah! we managed to conquer all the parts without the words.

TOOOOOO BADDDDD!!

Its really tooo yummy, and its left with only the word PRINCESS now.

hahaha, but its really goooood.

Thanks for the cake!!!!

And..

See the amount of hands trying to cover the flame from extinguishing. Its so funny and unintentional. HAHA.

Happy Birthday Girl.

Slacking after school.

Purani says I am the fairest, and Deepak is the darkest.

yumyumyum.

Darling Ziyan!!!

:D I love you!!

And, next are Elvin's balloons for me!

Sooooo niceeee!

HEEHEE.

I like Ariel! shes my fave princess cos she has red hair!!!

Dyan and me! I like my hair!!

YAY!

I love you allllllll.

Love this even more!

My cuzzie was there too! He is Riri's owner.

Showing off.hahahaha.

Johnniee korkor!

BFFs to the maxx!

Signs of high-ness.

Dyan! Signs of high-ness.

"joei, you are so red lor"

"Bo tah WU lan pah"

(means if you don't finish the drink, you will have a dick.)

Because traditionally if a guy dont bottoms up, he will be named like BO LAN PAH(no dick), so for females, it will be to grow a dick. That is very scary.

....

Thats all! Very entertaining hor!

Got more coming up! Don't go away!

Byebye and I love you all BFFs, all who made me so happy.

Hugs and kisses.

2008-07-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !

Secondly,

Thanks everyone who made it a very happy birthday for me! Really thanks alot, from the super gorgeous yummy-iest cake with the nicest words ever to the night at Phuture to those who sent me a simple birthday wish via sms, friendster, msn, my tagboard, and personally. YOU ALL ARE SO NICE! omg, i love you all to the maxiest maxest maxxxxx! HUGS x 10000 ! I am very touched and blessed and happy and so once again, thanks alot.

Thirdly,

I love Elvin and I must really thank Elvin for making my birthday so nice cos he really bought me many many presents and made me very pleased! And thanks all who got me pressies! I love each and every one of them. :)

I love you all ! And thanks for making my 19th birthday very enjoyable!
Thank you Thank you Thank you.
Me is so happy I cannot stop smilinggggg.
:D Hugs.

2008-07-20T19:49:00.002+08:00

Its Sunday, and you all know I hate Sundays & how I will lament about it each time Sunday arrives. Sunday is gross. Sunday is when Elvin goes back in to camp and I've to start counting down loserish days. Anyway I am very sure everyone hates Sundays. I think Gheeting's school is starting soon, so yea, FUCK SUNDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY! Saturday's Phuture so fun! HEEHEE. Thanks for the pple who went, those who didn't, no worries! Went to Zouk and saw Elvin shuffling like a trance prancer! I like it I like it I like it! I like it when Elvin shuffles cos..... its very nice and I do not know how to do it at all!!! hahaha. Sorry its just me being obsessed with his shuffles or whatever you call that kinda dance that don't make sense but still look very nice.

And Elvin stayover-ed and we had a yummy brunch. His parents came to pick us up and went to pray for his granny and slacked..... and I am like depressed cos he has to get his ass back to camp. But its my birthday tomorrow!! YIPEEEYAYAYA! So I must be happy and look forward to a Monday! I am like so unlucky, I hate Mondays and my birthday has to be on a Monday but fuck that shit! I love birthdays!

I love all my presents so far! :) Will blog about it when I have more time.

*Elvin got me ballooooooooons on Saturday! LOVE IT! 4 balloons altogether, I almost died of an overdose of orgasm!

Okay, so don't say I never blog ah..Next week will be a busyfied week for me, so I'll have lesser time to update this space! BYEBYE!

Me miss Elvin already.

2008-07-18T15:10:00.002+08:00

Got tagged by Ziyan, just nice cos I've absolutely nothing to blog about.

7 things that scare me:
1. My extremely fat body with all the fats bulging out.
2. When I am penniless & without my credit card.
3. When Elvin goes into his abominable rage.
4. When people around me gets angry.
5. The gnawing feeling of being affected(by someone's past).
6. Sex.
7. The word "Java".

7 things I like the most:
1. KACANG! I LOVE HER!
2. ELVIN! and all my best friends!!
3. LV! JuicyCouture! sometimes Gucci!
4. FOOD. all kinds of good fooooood.
5. Crowns? haha.
6. My red sony stuffs like my PSP,lappy,camera. & my watch.
7. Elvin's bike.

7 important things in my room:
1. THE BED.
2. Elvin's pictures.(heehee)
3. Lappy
4. The mirror.
5. A fan.
6. The table so I can study and do work.
7. Must be neat(its an important thing for my room)

7 random facts about me:
1. I love my pet hamsters to the max & I love animals too.
2. I can really eat alot, you all will be surprised.
3. I love all my friends to the max.
4. I can shop and scare Elvin to death with the amount spent.
5. My parents love me alot, some people think I am spoilt but I am not,at all.
6. I cry easily. I laugh easily too.
7. I am soft physically - like a tofu from my boobs to my ass, to my whole body.

7 things I plan to do before I die:
1. Have sex at least once.
2. Eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat......
3. Tell Elvin I love him.
4. Travel around the world.
5. Pamper myself with massages and manicures/pedicures.
6. Spend all my money on branded goods!
7. The rest of the money shall be for my family&friends who are alive.

7 things I can do:
1. Eat alot, like alot.
2. Constantly telling people I am fat.
3. Shop like crazy and buy 4 same clothes in different colour.
4. Be very unreasonable with my boyfriend.
5. Show lots of love to animals.
6. Do household chores.
7. Talk forever with my best friend and never ever get tired.

7 things I can't do:
1. Be slim. (i really don't know why)
2. Forget someone's past.
3. Have sex.
4. Control myself from spending money.
5. Stop myself from eating.
6. Be confident.
7. Be able to forget Kacang, WangWang, Cinderella. (all my deceased pets)

7 things I can attract the opposite sex:
1. cos I laugh alot.
2. cos I am cheerful.
3. cos some guys like fat girls with big ass?
4. i am nice when i want to?
5. -
6. -
7. -

(haha, i really don't know how i can attract the opposite sex,haha)

7 things I say often:
1. Fuck
2. nabeh lor.
3. Elvin, I love you!
4. HAHAHA
5. oh my god!
6. eee not fair one.
7. I am the princess right right right?

The 7 people to do this survey:
Anyone can do it, but I dunno why my blog skin cannot copy, so you guys gotta go Ziyan's blog and copy from there. :)

**

Okay time for my afternoon nap, byebye! I had lunch at Crystal Jade with my parents, yumyum. Satisfying, tonight at Miss Clarity Cafe would be good too! The company is very important. So guess who I'm going with okay? hahahahahahahaha.

2008-07-17T22:27:00.004+08:00

My first picture, Deepak and Joei.(i look idiotic but ignore it okay)
Deepak says this is an illustration of Yin & Yang.
Then I died laughing. And he said, "you're so gonna put it on your blog right?"
I went like OMG HOW DID YOU KNOW!
Then he replied, "I've known you for 3 years...."

Fatty bom bom. I realise I rarely have pictures of myself in my blog.

=/ my face looks retarded, and the food was yummy!
Tepanyaki ROCKS.

Dyan & Renuka.

I really don't understand why my face always looks so spastic.
Dyan please tell me! Its like the theory of you and your friends smiling nicely and me grinning retardedly. HAHA.

The amazingly cutee doggy. RIRI !

So random but just a convo with me and Sherman. I've known him since I was sec 3. And he brought us out to eat, Gheeting I can let you see the pictures.

And my school friends..

Sylvia and ME!

My new friend, Oscar!

Renuka! Shes in that iPod screen.
Renuka said, "oh cool our very first picture together!!!!"

Anittha Thanabalan serving suspension, we accompanied her and left her notes!
:)

Okay and to that, I shall self proclaim a holiday tomorrow. And, its Friday! Friday means happyness! Lovely day!

2008-07-15T23:05:00.001+08:00

Fucking stress.

Relax Joei.

Breathe in Breathe out.

Everything will be fine.

Yes, everything will be fine.

2008-07-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

Bad day for everyone. I had to keep quiet cos I am like scared.

I was very sleepy the whole day. I kept thinking about Elvin.

I am trying my best to counsel my dear Dyan. Don't worry and must accept that things are in the past, love you still.

Purani made me very sad....... :( Sobsob......she doesn't love me anymore....
(but please try okay!!) haha. It was very funny in class when I gave her the stare. HAHA.

I ate alot.

I am happy and somehow I cannot wait for Saturday.

And Christian, hello to you if you are seeing this space! HELLO!

2008-07-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

hello all!

Today was a neverending day. Like lessons were going on and on and on, and school ends so bloody cheebye late. And we had Pilates! Its fun but fucking tiring, we were like groaning in pain, but my daddy says the right way is to relax, which I didn't. So, must try to relax next week.

I am soo tired.

And oh ya, my birthday is like next Monday so I'm having a small little party at Zouk this Saturday, all close friends can come! :) YAY! Don't worry will definitely got drinks for you all, just bring presents can already, HAHA. Love ya! Hope I'll have a smashing time!

I can't wait now!

Joei: "Elvin, birthday girl REALLY must open bottle one meh?? I don't mind la but I've never done it before."
Elvin: "hmm, I think so lah, but you also never drink, you want open what bottle?"
Joei: "No lah, my birthday mah, my friends are all drinkers so I need to let them enjoy..."
Elvin: "Very ex one lor! So bo hua!"
Joei: "Ya lor, I rather use the money go shopping :( how ah?"
Elvin: "I agree with you.then don't go club lor, so easy."
Joei: "I disagree with that, bye"

Don't worry I am NOT stingy, I just DON'T drink. And I don't know why drinks are so grossly overpriced at clubs, and anyway, I have alot of bottles at home.. So... hahha.

See you guys there ! Hugs!

2008-07-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

I'm back from my weekend!

This week was shopping week, so me and Elvin went on a shopping craze and bought anything we wanted, not needed. We went like, "Omg, this is nice, and buy it now!". Very bad for the wallet but its not all the time we both get to do that. Next week will be another shopping week hahaha. YAY! 5 more days to goooooo ! 5 more days 5 more days!

Had family buffet at Raffles City, I love the sashimis and the herbal chicken soup is soo nice! And I loveeeee the prawns! And the cheesecake is so yummy, cool! And went to watch midnight show, Hellboy II...... I fell asleep, and Elvin slept throughout.. And then Elvin stayover-ed and when I woke up, its bloody Sunday again! I hate Sundays, its gay and totally unnecessary.

Sunday is when you get those disgusting "Sian... tomorrow got school......" or "oh fuck, my boyfriend have to book in again", and just plain "KNNBCCB-fied" feelings lah.

Anyway, I am very happy with my weekend, now I must persevere this week, and be nice, and be positive, and be organised! :)

Next week is my birthday ! Yippeeedooopeeedooooooo !

2008-07-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

Short update.

I had fun the whole of today cos I skipped school. (haha.) I love youuuuuuuu. Thanks for the nice time, and hope we can have more soooooon!

YAY! Same PE group and Dyan, Purani & Sylvia for PILATES! I can't wait! First time I am so excited about PE! hahahaha! Fun!

I am tired, byebye!

*Elvin is booking out tomorrow! & he says hes gonna pick me up from school on Friday! YAY! Cheap thrills for Joei!!!

2008-07-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

Happyness! :) I was right to PMS yesterday cos I had my menses today. YAY! discovered it on time and no leaks AT ALL, yes i am very proud of that okay. HAHA.

And Purani made me a happy happy girl today! She turned my PMSy mood around! Firstly by bringing KALHONAAHO! & by promising me something which I so love. LOVE!! EXCITED!! HAPPY!!! *okay calm down calm down, you can't blog when you are excited.*

And, I must be positive! I must learn to forgive others, must be gracious and fuck the past, no denying the past, but accept that it happened and whats past is past. So, no point brooding over it hor? Just live life to the fullest and eat more buffets lah, just eat and eat and eat, enjoy, go travel, eat more, and song bo! you will die liao.
oh i forgot, i must have sex first before i die. hmm, but must have sex after 21 years old(if im still with elvin), if im not with elvin anymore means NO MORE SEX LIFE FOR JOEI TAN. But Elvin is like gross, he had sex with ____ before, OH FUCK WAIT, didn't I just mention that I've to learn to accept the past. Okay sorry sorry, Elvin is un-gross. He was dumb in the past, now he is wiser, he is abstaining from sex! Poor guy, hes gonna be deprived for 2 whole years but its alright, :) Patience is gold.

And I honestly think he is turning gay too, from facing guys all day, and no proper sex with the female species, he might stray.........................................

Okay nevertheless, still happy today! Even happier cos not going to school tomorrow! BUT after tomorrow, I must go on a DO-NOT-SKIP-SCHOOL-DIET plan!

Determination is the way to go man.

2008-07-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

:( I am PMSing very badly, I'm having negative thoughts like now, like I'm friend-less! MY boyfriend doesn't love me! I'm a loser! I'm fat! blah blah blah. I abhor PMS. Makes me feel so alone in the world. oh no.. I'm all alone, I've no friends at all. :( Nobody likes me, everyone is looking at me in a strange way. ohmygod..........................

Anyway.

I am really a loser, but this helps. I googled "How to forget the past".
And tadah!

Steps:

1. Accept that it happened. It's not the easiest thing to do, but it will help you get on your way. The past is a part of your life now, but it is not the most important part. Accept the fact that it can no longer be changed in anyway.

2. Live in the present. This one is kind of hard, as well, since the present is easy to take for granted. Know that by constantly using your present time wisely, you are constantly making a better past for yourself.

3. Learn from it. Something good always comes out of anything, even if it is a very bad experience. Find the lesson involve and try not to make the same twice. Lousy-Lesson Example 1: "If I didn't get busted shoplifting, I would've moved on to armed robbery and get shot by cops."

4. Forgive. Yourself or the ones that have hurt you. Cut yourself, and others, some slack. Nobody asks to be given a bad memory. People are not perfect. Everyone is prone to make mistakes. That's how people are. And the only way to really move on from a bad experience is to forgive the people involved.

Tips:

If it really bothers you, talk to someone you trust and feel comfortable with about it. Talking is good. Not talking about it makes you bottle it up, and the next thing you know, medication is involved. (fortunately, i like to talk to pple ah...)
Compare it to another's bad experience. Think about it. I mean, you've had a bad day, but that other person may have had a bad year. You may have lost your cat, but that person across the street lost his mom. Everything's relative, even problems.

Warnings:

No denying the past. Because, no matter how hard you bury it, it will resurface time and again, like a bad zombie film.

(haha and to this, ziyan and dyan will go like "SEE? we told you living in denial is a big NO-NO so you must NOT live in denial okay!") okay okay i know i know.hahaha.

Yup, I mean, I told Elvin the only way for us to last is for me to accept his past, and love him for who he is now, and not the things that happened before. I am trying my best okay. Its not easy for me hor.. Its like, I am very very tormented by things he does with his ex okay, the images refuses to go away(stop laughing at me). But I am becoming better, I am googling stuffs and I am feeling better. :)

This whole weekend, I tortured Elvin with my abrupt moody-ness. When we both were like happy and laughing, I will go like, "I am disturbed by your past." or like "I am reminded of the things you've done." This is when you will see Elvin being very nervous and his face will change to a constipated one instantly.

And the usual Elvin would go "KNN la, can dont be stupid anot?" or something like "what you want now? aiya whatever lah you want to think then think lor" or maybe "everytime also my past my past, ya lah im a loser lor".

BUT, the changed Elvin dealt with this very professionally. He decided to be nice already. He said "baby you know i love you right.... you love me too right? and not my past right?" *and gives a nice sincere smile and a tight hug* and he said "okay baby everything is fine, i love you, =D"

Hmmm, I love Elvin like that, so nice. I must have more talks with him, cos I told him how to deal with me when I'm being unreasonable or PMSy. and he did it! Girls, try to try it out! Guys usually don't know the best way to deal with girls one lah, they are losers, all they need is a little encouragement and support from their girlfriend (according to Elvin).

Okay, school starts tomorrow! still in my holidaying mood. i wanna sleep till past noon and go out and stay up late but i can't anymore!! My new term resolution, go to school everyday UNLESS i've driving lessons. No skipping of school unnecessarily. I shall make this promise to my Kacang and everyone who loves me.

NO SKIPPING OF SCHOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!

*important!*

2008-07-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello, okay right I'm back from spending time with Elvin the guy I can only see on weekends for 2 whole years. :( Two whole years........................... Okay stop. If I stop thinking about the time, it might become faster. Like its Monday now, so its like 4 more cheebyefied days to go !! Weepeedooo!

So over the weekend, I've gotten myself a new handphone(yay like finally!!), and ate at Lawry's Prime Rib over at Paragon(nice steak!love it!), Elvin stayed over at my house, had yummy breakfast + lunch by my parents, went over to Elvin's house and said my byebye to him, and went over to my godmummy's house to see my RIRI. Okay, thats all I did for the weekend. Its youth day today so I went shopping with godmummy, bought bras and slippers! And lotsa storybooks. And 2 wallet! Okay done.

OMG, my cousin is the best man, Ronald korkor rocks! He is gonna give me his newly bought Lanyard from G____! :) YAY cool !! The design is niceness and I love it, hahahha. Thanks korkor. My birthday present!

Yup, Purani found her KALHONAAHO! YIPPPEEE! Time to watch it!

Okay, I miss all my friends already, so lets meet up sooooon!
Byebyebyebyebye.

2008-07-04T14:41:00.002+08:00

hello this shall be a short post.

Firstly, Elvin won't be back today :( so.... I shall miss him till he comes back. Its like so sad right, like my life is all about "When is Elvin coming back?Hmmm, let me countdown the days.. Oh gosh! Its like 1 more night!" . Okay, this is not working out for me, yet.

On the other hand, ever since hes been enlisted, my dad says I'm acting more and more like a human. I'm like, WHY?!?!?! And he says, "Cos I see your face more at home and you don't go out early in the morning and come back late at night. Like a ghost sneaking around." HAHAHA, it makes sense.

Secondly, I've had lotsa fun these days. Waiting for Purani to find her DVD, I'm ready for the challenge but she refuses to gimme the KALHOONAAHOO show. And I'm down with serious sorethroat, I've a voice of a LADYBOY(transvetite, yea?). Cool.

I had yummy seafood at JUMBO Restaurant yesterday with parents&bro. Niceness, my fave seafood restaurant like ever. Love it.

And.......I had lotsa fun on Wednight....hehehe.

And, I am so sorry I lied about the short post.

I shall get my ass over to my godmummy's house and play with RIRI THE CUTEST DOGGY ON EARTH.
Byebye everyone, muacks!

2008-07-01T19:18:00.002+08:00

I MUST WHINE NOW!

I am supposed to be at Bliss cafe with cool people like Menny,Gheeting,Christine, and I don't know if theres anymore. But its such a bloody pity I've Literature paper tomorrow... :( They are really cool people, that ice cubes are gonna be sooo jealous of them. HAHA. Really. Okay, never mind chances are aplenty. Next time next time okay. Cos I wanna see some lesbianism acts between Christine & Menny (oops?).

To Purani : Bring KAHONAHO tomorrow so I can CRYYYYY. Actually I don't believe I'll cry, cos you all always lie to me, say what the Kablahblah show with the girl being possessed is the scariest show on earth, and when I watched it, its like KUAKUAKUA, I felt so cheated. HAHA. Okay so remember to bring it thanks.

Day 2, 3 more days to go! :) I miss you already honeybaby!

(I'm becoming a nicer girlfriend lor...........hopefully lah.)

2008-06-30T23:58:00.002+08:00

Talking to Dyan and Ziyan now on msn. And Gheeting too. I feel like a counsellor.

★ Starlet says:
dunno la just that the pain frm the past never goes away

You know what? I so agree with her about this. The pain from the past can never go away. I mean, I am trying to live with his past, and though it gets so hard sometimes, I will still try lah. I mean, I love him, not his past. The people in his past are redundant, like way redundant. Dyan and Ziyan says ex-es should burn in hell, I agree with that. Not all ex-es should die though, like we mustn't. HAHAHA. So unfair one hor?

But I guess all the girls also like that one. Everyone hates ex-es, cos they are gross, fugly, have sex before, blah blah. I am so mean! Okay but its true. Oh well. Accept it man.

:) Day 1, so 4 more days to go!

2008-06-30T15:23:00.002+08:00

Back from my weekend with Elvin Si, coool ! I've not seen him in 2 weeks, and the next thing I know is... he looks like a monk. And because of his sorethroat, his voice is totally different. So... its very strange but I feel like I spent my weekend with someone new. (I am just joking). I love Elvin !

I'm like some loser now lor. You know, those kind that, "yay! 4 more days to go!". Omg. Now I understand how it feels to be actually counting down days.

Oh well, 2 years is the longest time ever. I hate the Sunday feeling of him booking in. Then the Monday and Tuesday will be very disgusting. Then Wednesday will be like neutral. Thursday will have the "1 more day to seeing my darling!" feeling. And Friday will be like happyness! Then Saturday more happpy !!!!! And the next thing you know, NABEH! Sunday night again. KNN kinda thing. And the whole process will continue....................... for 2 blooody motherfucking cheebye years......................................................... That means (4 weeksx12months)=48weeks x 2years of feeling that Sunday feeling..................................................................................Oh no! I am sooooo miserable.

Haha.

Sleepy. Bye.

2008-06-26T16:55:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone, this shall be the pictures from my night at Phuture with my BFFs Gheeting(Rachel)(haha), and Weifang & her cuzzie.

Heading to Zouk, Menny is such a vainpot seriously. In the car also must make up.

While waiting for Menny so we can spring her a surprise attack. Cheebye, that idiot say she at toilet, then I say I'm at topshop. Den I go toilet find her, she go topshop find me. Dumb!! So our plan failed and Gheeting was panicky for no reason at all. HAHA.

Peekaboo 1 from Gheeeeeting!

Another peekaboo from Joei!

YAY! we love our drinks. I didn't know Gheeting hates Chivas, till yesterday............

BFA.
BFA stands for Biggest Face Award for pple who don't know yet.

Favourite spot for stoning/hanging out/see how pple dance at Mambo and get the shivers.

I love you my darlings! Always and always.

:D

Menny's ugly shot of us, she claims she don't know how to use my camera.
Dumb or dumb? OH oh oh, she explains that "its not my camera mahhhhh"
We believe you. ^^

Gheeting: "I like the smoke!!"
Joei: "I also I also!"
(then I remembered the time when we were at Zouk and this sudden cloud of thick smoke scared us to death, cos we totally couldn't see each other and its like scary. REALLY! We were holding each other but cannot see each other. Okay nobody knows what I'm saying but its just scary. HAHA.)

Our drinks for the night.Its enough to last forever.

Cheers people, hope you all had a great night too !
And hope you readers enjoy, byebye love you all !

:::

I'm totally at Macdonalds now using my lappy. Anyway, something embarassing, I was at Compass Point Macs with Edeline and Edwin the other time trying to study when I was bored and decided to try out the sms thingy that me & Gheeting so love alot. HAHA, so I sent something like "Hello Edeline & Edwin, must study hard okay, and I miss Elvin so much, love from Joei!" .. So its nothing embarrassing or what right...

Until I went to school and Shirin asked me, "Joei, did you do some sms thing in Macs the other day? I saw the Joei thing and I double confirmed it when I saw the Elvin thing..." AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! EMBARRASSINGGGGG!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! So cool, but its very embarrassing. And then everyone kept laughing at me! :(

Purani smsed me this morning and told me she bought Donut Factory without any queue. HAHA. Okay. And she doesn't know who William Moseley is !! He is the Narnia guy okay, the King Peter! so hot. :) Love him.

Me wants to eat dimsum at that place again, lets go man!
Love you BluePeach. Have to go eat those orgasmic yumyums again!!!!!!

2008-06-26T15:05:00.002+08:00

OMG! Phuture was the funnest thing on earth yesterday, we had lotssss of fun. The guys opened a Chivas bottle and ordered some juggies of Cranberry Vodka! COOL. Everyone was happy haha. Menny and Gheeting were having the time of their lives, while I was there mopping around missing Elvin. Anyway, went over to Mambo for awhile and stoned there while Gheeting was getting high, the amount of people noticing us stoning was a joke. HAHAA. They even came up to us and said "Enjoy yourselves man!!" (yesyes we were, we were just tired and having sore legs). And back to Phuture where all the good songs were played after 3 am. Danced till we died, Gheeting had blisters! Fuck blisters man. And, we took tons of pics, but seems very little now, so we gotta take more next time. Oh, and I LOVE partying with my BFFs, love you. And Gheeting is very happy cos got Caucasians dance with us to YMCA,the Caucasian that danced with me had a nice cologne on, me is captivated by him !! AAAA. No me is not as siao as Gheeting the slut.

And thanks Menny's Fulin for driving us to and fro, THANK YOU. F, U, (ck), no lah, L, I, N.

1 more day to seeing my honeybaby! HAHAHA! YAY! I'll be the world's emo-iest loser on Sunday when he has to go back lorrrrr. NeeNaaBeh.

I had some yummy dim sum yesterday, HAVE TO EAT IT AGAIN!! Its like damn nice, the carrot cake was so special and yummmmyyyy!! And the CheeCheongFun so nice, and the HARKAO was the sex.

So to conclude my Wednesday, the literature paper in the morning was disgusting, but after 12noon, the rest of my day was splendid man. (except when Elvin woke me up from my afternoon nap and decided to be very anal about me clubbing, but all is solved and we are very much in love again).

Oh shut up Joei.

2008-06-24T18:58:00.001+08:00

My new lover. HOTNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

I don't mind spending all day in bed with him man, HAHA.

Okay, I LOVE MY BLUEPEACH CAN!!!!!!

MUACKS YOU!

See you on Thursday! Steady ahhh!

YAY! I miss you man, time for some hot hot gossipssss.

Just 3 more days.

2008-06-22T13:50:00.002+08:00

ITS DAY 10 ! Elvin just called me hahaha, he told me its only 5 more loserish days to gooo! YIPPEEEE! I miss you so much Elvin Si ! Okay, and I asked him a gay question in a very whiny tone. "Elvin, if people bully me how......." , And he gave me some funny answers. HAHA. I am sooo sick, like really sick. My nose is like so red, eee.

I must must must study man!

...

Okay now I must help Dyan blog. (I must not stoop to their level, I must be nice, I must be nice.) So, sometimes unlucky things happen to people.. :( And we are one of the unlucky people on Wednesday night cos Phuture was full. Phuture is a much better/classier place to club than MOS, in our very honest opinion, cos MOS got alot of gross people which we wouldn't even care, really! BUT SEE. We were unlucky. We had no choice. So we had to go there. Then Dyan didn't even tried to act friendly leh, or maybe its Dyan's friendly nature or what. But please, don't anyhow anyhow say Dyan wanna step member with your boys ok? I am very disturbed cos Dyan have no intention in doing so! AAAA. Dyan likes to eat pork alot, how to step member with them?? And because they're YOUR boys, your hot soccer boys, she wouldn't dare to do so, cos you all bitch about her again.. But then she didn't. Why you all still bitch about her? So strange one leh. And is YOUR soccer boys say hi and acknowledged Dyan first, (I don't know who are these soccer boys still....), she didn't act friendly. Yea she said HI of course, but thats cos they said hi first.

Oh well. I guess you all are the same kind. YOUR soccer boys and you all like to spin weird tales about people. Oh well, maybe we should accept it this way. Its in your nature to do so. But please don't say Dyan wanna step member with your boys, cos really, I can swear upon anything in this world she really has no intention of doing so.

..

So unnecessary one. We go out party is to have fun one mah, why make it so big and retarded.. Aiyo. Alright, I miss Elvin again! I must prepare some stuffs for him, I love you babylove! I am so glad my boyfriend is a normal person, I shall decide to love him more!

Very very sick ah..

2008-06-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

It would help if I don't get all the unnecessary temptations from people!!!!

khoo,keathwee. - said:
oie.
khoo,keathwee. - said:
ha go party! lol
khoo,keathwee. - says:
haha later go zouk laars!

:( this kinda sentence only makes me die a very slow painful death......
Its Friday night........ And I SHOULD be at Zouk.

Nuff said.

Fuck off stupid thoughts and emoness.

Me neeeds all my friends nowwwww! SOBSOBZXZXZ!

2008-06-20T20:09:00.003+08:00

Coolness, I went for driving in the morning, it was fucking early I had to force myself out of the bed. And went to meet Edeline & Edwin to study, so fun, my first attempt at studying, but ended up camwhoring and talking talking, and not to forget, eating.

HAHA! Elvin just called me, and told me some happy stuffs. Its so funny! Okay ohmygod me miss you. I realised that its no point having an affair, since I love only Elvin, so BYEBYE DIRTY THOUGHTS!! I shall be nice and be like "Right here waiting" for you kinda thing. eeEeeeEee. Disgusting but who cares? I love you can already.

byEbyEszxszx.SIIANZXZXZ 1/2.Having stupid flu.And my body is so aching.

2008-06-19T22:47:00.005+08:00

Those are not my legs at all, how could it be? HAHA, Dyan's conclusion is that this mirror makes us slim. I need such mirrors at home!!

Yummy CranberryVodka, the games we have to play just to finish it is a joke.

Not high yet.

TOILET!

Taking a break.

MY toilet.

"we both look so decent in this pic hor"

BFA.

:) YAY! Finally clubbed with my sweet babies!

oooOooo.

HAHA.HAHA.HAHA.ooops what have I done.
So many questions right? Like whos dancing with me?
Who the fuck is that in front of me?!
__
Think hard enough. :) __ Fuck you, haha.

I am so sorry if this pic is super obscene, thats why we call it THE WILDEST NIGHT. Just look at what I am wearing really. Ignore what your eyes leads you to, please. And such sights don't appear often in my blog so please don't lead your eyes to my neh neh pok thanks.

Dyan's place getting ready for the big night out. So last minute!!!

HEEHEEHEE.
Not telling what we are hiding.

:D

HAHA, not telling what we are hiding again.

...

Concluded that it was the wildest night ever, and I said I am not telling why. HAHA, and.. it was really wild lahhhhh, cheebye. Anyway, I had so much fun I think I might actually be addicted to clubbing again.. oh no. (Elvin just called to say I am allowed to club !!!!!) OH MY GOSHHHH!! Happyness. YAY! So its clubbing time from now onnnn. YAY, me love Elvin soooo much. I miss him all of a sudden.

I hope these pics are sufficient enough to keep you all entertained! :)
BYEE!

2008-06-19T11:47:00.001+08:00

The wildest night.

Ever.

Like really.

ohmymotherfuckinggod.

2008-06-18T10:15:00.002+08:00

Its Day 6. I've driving and I'm meeting up with my darlings today! :)

So yesterday I did alot of stuffs with Mummy. We went Lor Ah Soo to eat the ever famous KUAY CHAP! We loveeee it! Thanks Gheeting the darling for introducing me such wonderful dish. And we went to the dentist for polishing and cleaning, went back home to bath, and off we go to DhobyGhaut for our facial, and went to eat HOTPOT CULTURE at Marina Sq. Okay, I am eating way too much buffet lately, way too much. Alright, I miss Elvin already.

:( :( I've no more Elvin, I've no one else in this world I can rely on, I am friend-less, and I am so pathetic, SOBSXSZXZ.

I dreamt of Kacang yesterday! Soooo cute, I was totally holding her and shes sooooo soft!!! Oh my god I love you baby Kacang! I love you, I promisee.

2008-06-17T14:20:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I don't know why my pics are all mixed up here and there, but here goes my Anlene Marathon Volunteer thing and my night out with Menny. So here we are camwhoring badly. It was fun and some camera man was filming us. hahhaa.

Now we can say the Orchard Road is our grandfather's road or something lah. HAHA.

RIRI-NESS!

HEHEHE.

The toilet was the coldest place ever. EVER.

AND THE WATER THING IS SO COOOOOL.

HERE WE ARE~!

:):):)

Right, so the following would be our time at THUMPER.

I loveeeee this picture can.HAHA.

LOVE YOU ALL!

(I am missing Elvin to the maxxxxxx.)
More pictures when I'm out with Dyan and Ziyan tomorrow!
And when I meet up with the BFFs like Gheeting and Menny again.
And when Purani gives me KAL HO NAA HOO, cos I overslept and skipped school today.
And when I meet up with Dajie and Rachel for some bitchings and shopping.
And when I am feeling better to blog about Malaysia trip. Meanwhile to know a little more, can take a look HERE at EDELINE'S BLOG.

2008-06-17T13:03:00.002+08:00

DAY 5.

ELVIN SI DE ZHI. I MISSSSSSS YOU TO THE HIGHEST TO THE MAXEST POINT OF THE WORLD. OH MY GOD. I AM DYING A VERY SLOW TORTUROUS DEATH. I MIGHT BE ADMITTED TO THE BLOODY HOSPITAL SOON, I AM MISSING YOU SO MUCH I MIGHT JUST DIE.

I want to be an immature piece of shit now, and insist I cannot live without Elvin.

Sigh, so I went out with my parents the whole day yesterday. Spent one whole day with them, ate some buffet at Merchant Court, and today too. They know I'm terribly sad, so Mummy bought 3 LaSenza bras and 2 Mango tops for me. :( But I miss Elvin still. And we caught Chronicles of Narnia Prince Caspian again! WEEE! I love NARNIA!

Cheebye, I really didn't know it'll be soooo difficult can. I thought its like, "oh well, elvin is enlisted, i can be free and happy. blah blah". NO! I am like suffering. NABEH to the max.

:( I miss you Elvin alottt.

*haha, thanks to everyone who made me tagboard ALIVE! weee! Thanks so much for the support and understanding. LOVE each and everyone of you.

2008-06-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

Day 3: WOOHOO, my honeybaby called me a million times today, happyness. And its getting real bad, I am missing him to the max and theres nothing I can do. AT ALL. I love that Elvin Si, although we had this major argument this afternoon, he was nice enough to apologise. HAHA, loveeeee youuuuu. & fuck la, just don't drink water lah, get yourself sick and have a fever and you can BOOK OUT! HAHAHAHHA!

I am just kidding.

Actually I don't want you to book out lor, it will make parting more difficult... Sobsob.

Maybe I can set up some women support group about their boyfriend being enlisted, I've never felt so much for them before, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. NOT USED TO IT AH!!!!!! I'VE NEVER BEEN SEPERATED FROM MY MOTHERFUCKING BOYFRIEND FOR SOOOO BLOOOODY LONG BEFORE LEHHHH!

Okay, so for me not to miss Elvin thaaat much, I have to occupy myself with many activities. I had much fun with Menny at some Thumper club, technically I did not club AT ALL. So haha, I kept to my promise, I DID NOT CLUB. I just accompanied Menny and she accompanied me, no drinking no dancing, really. I can swear upon Elvin's life man.

And at 5.30am, we had the Anlene womens run thing, hahaha Purani, Anittha, Priya, Rosh, Renuka, Cordelia, Jieyu were all there, FUNNESSS! At least when my mind is kept busy, I don't get that sad loserish gnawing feeling. And I was bugging my friends with "I miss Elvin/ I am Elvinless now/ I am one lonely girl", and they gave the funniest replies everrrrr. Anittha said, "Its okay, Elvin will be fitter with abs or muscles and you can see him and his nicer body". And I went into my orgasmic state of fantasizing, and they immediately regretted what they said. HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay , I love them a-fucking-lot. Thanks for being sooo nice can. Menny thanks. Gheeting will be nice too I know, so thanks in advance, all my MUNGAMAs thanks, ahhahahaaaaa. & random nice pple like Raymond, Jeffrey & some other random guys in msn.

Currently at my godmummy's house with RIRI. :) Love them all, heehee. I love RIRI.

Alright, I am missing Elvin real badly again, cos I'm over at Hougang and there is no Elvin ! Okay Joei, you can do it, you survived 2 years of seeing him but not being able to have him. Therefore, 2 weeks is nothing. BUT WHAT THE FUCK!!! 2 wEEEKSSS?!?! How to survive 2 bloody motherfucking weeks when every second seems like a bloooody century? I am being anal about this whole 2 weeks thing. And worst still, next time when hes able to book out, it will be worst lor. It will be hardcore difficult to part, oh gosh.

nabehcheebye I wanna go NS, I dont mind the gruelling exercises, or I can be their counsellor, I can be the medical officer too, I can be the welfare people, I can be the one who finishes up the food if it cant be finished, I can be their cleaner, I can be Elvin's companion(YAY!). Aiya just let me go in lah. I don't mind doing 5 B EX everyday............................ To which Purani says..."How to go NS when you don't even wanna go for PE?"...........................You see Purani.. This is what love can do, grossing people out again.

You know theres this guy on msn who told me something,
"At this point of time, there is only 2 things you can do.
1. Provide him the support he needs and give him all the emotional support and stand by him.
OR
2. This is the best time to leave him and move on in life. Do not waste his time."

You see, I think no.2 is a good choice, BUT TOO BAD, The princess LOVES Elvin. ALOT. So I guess I must be a nice girlfriend and give him support.

Sigh, Elvin I am going bonkers. I am typing nonsense. I am like some kinda despo girl, you know those kind that cannot live without the boyfriend kind??? See? I am going crazy. :(

I love you, honeybabylove.