once again, ONCE AGAIN.
you will never have any idea how i'm feeling now.
(ok well, maybe you did in the past)
(feels like shit, but oh well)
as much as i FEEL like blaming you.
i know i'm in NO position to.



my heart hurts and i bloddy cannot breathe.
im in the worst state anyone can ever imagine.
no one will ever ever know how i feel.


life is so full of empty promises and broken dreams...
EMO-ing now sorry.


just as i was so happy during the first day of Aug cos its the seventh month and got alot of "eat-tables".. just as i was just ABOUT to move on from the past and forgive ourselves for our mistakes. THIS JUST HAVE TO HAPPEN. HAVE TO.


like wad dyan said, "don hold on to hopes, cos hopes will make you more disappointed than ever if the hopes are dashed." MAKES ALOT OF SENSE.

my heart has officially cease to exist anymore.
totally broke & disintegrated into thin thin air.
byebye, heart!

I hate Joei the gullible,
do you all hate Joei the gullible?
or Joei the Loser. Or Joei the Dumb.