Thanks darling Ziyan, thats me donating blood.
:) I gave my blood away for a good cause, happy.
"I donate blood, the gahmen sell away my blood!"
WHO is the one gaining from blood donation drives?!

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Joei Tan Xin Yi is officially dead. Like I am a zombie now, a living dead walking around. Really. Whats more, I am a zombie bounded by chains and everything. I have no freedom, they say if you die, you will definitely find your freedom and peace, but I am dead and I am more bounded than ever. Why is this so? Why is it that living has become such a chore and dying is much more of a chore. They say if you die, god will lift your burdens and allow you to go to heaven. Liars. I have more burdens than ever. Why is there no peace here.. why is it all I hear is your constant scoldings. They have ceased, but it still echoes constantly in my head and it refuses to stop. I will remember every single word you say, they are like needles poking through my heart. It is so painful. I shall be one unique living dead that is able to feel pain. Pain is shooting throughout my body. :( Such a depressing thing.

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"Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. You can't see their smiles or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it. Life has to end, Love doesn't."
-the five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom

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Me will not blog here from now on.
Sorry, but I am serious.
I will not blog, so don't bother coming back.
Byebye everyone, thanks for dropping by.
This blog is dedicated in memory of my beloved Kacang, my bestest sweetest hamster ever alive, so I am not allowed to delete it. I love you Kacang, you are the only one that would always be there for me, I could lie to you, I could neglect you, but you would always still be there & woulldn't scold me as well. Just like how I will always be here for you. I love you Kacang, I miss you alot, and life is a bitch without you! Please let me seeeeee you again. I can't wait. :) Hugs.