I just realised something ! You know all these little hearts ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥? They can change colours one leh! You see ah.. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. How cool is this man. Oh my god. Hahaha. And, please take a look at Gheeting's blog click here--> ♥♥Gheeting's blog♥♥ , its so funny lor. YAY!! I'm having so much cheap thrills with all these gay little hearts. What a wonderful invention.
Just back from a facial with Mummy, met Elvin for dinner and he says I scammed his money. Our meal costs $40 and its so funny. Well, Elvin is always funny. (to which I can sense everyone's face become lidat -_- when they read this line). HAHAHA. Anyway, I bought myself The Trends today! :) 3 Trends. YAY!
I cannot wait for CNY and Dyan's birthday party.
Double hurray!! YAY YAY!
(Fuck common tests.)
I've so many assignments to do ah..............
Cheebye x 100000000..............
Sigh...............
Byebye I go do liao.
I ♥♥♥♥ you all !
Erm.. and boyfriend, I ♥ you too! (gives you that face)
**I want a red PSP! NEED IT.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Hello everybody! Its Tuesday and I went to school ! So fun ! :) Saw some happy stuffs today cos some stuffs are settled! ♥ you Dyan! BUT THEN, >=( I got scolded siao for nothing ! >=( I was just trying to correct some assumptions !!(I cannot stand untrue things okay!!) NOT FAIR!! AAAAAA. AAAAA. AAAAA. But then, I've decided to listen to Elvin and be a good girl and not care about this matter la. I've decided to be nice and hopefully I get good karma and Elvin will love me forever. HAHAHAHA. And as Gheeting's blog says: Forgiveness is a great thing. So must forgive & forget then will be happy. I wanna be happy, I dont wanna be grouchy.
Me and Sylvia rushed our literature essay through Malay lessons today, it was super fun and thanks for the help that Charissa and HsiangLin gave, I finished it within 3 periods. SO COOL! And then I had to stay back for detention till 6. Purani, Sylvia, Annitha, Priya & Rosh had detention too, so we decided to go Pizza Hut to eat. YumYum. Anyway it was the first time I ever had detention. HAHAHA. For the stupid-est reason. Cos we refuse to go Chinatown. Joke reason lor..
And.. Thanks ♥♥♥♥♥ for picking me from school today with your unique clown bike. Its a clown bike cos theres green colour on it. No, I'm not laughing at it cos if not you'll ask me to take bus next time. Maybe you will start a new trend? hahahaha. Thanks alot. :) See I said you're so nice already. And I'm being ostracized cos I keep giving lovesick puppy grins.
I've more than 300 essays to do ! I'm like officially busy. And.. my daddy says I can buy any clothes I want, just sign can already. YAY! (cos... he thinks me and elvin broke up..... whaahahaha. and he thinks im super sad..... whahahahaha....) I shall just act sad a few more days and get a few more good deals then tell him me and Elvin got back together. whahahahaha. How exciting.
**Sorry but apparently Me,Priya,Annitha,Purani and Sylvia were quite HIGH today, after the meal. So we were laughing at silly things constantly until I got no more strength. They laughed at my legs, about the "she got a tag on her neck" and sylvia heard "she got attacked on her neck". Fucking funny. So pardon my excessive whahahahhaa(s) for this post. I'm still quite happy.
And yay, Melanie is going to go out with me again and she've decided to not be grossed out with me. Hahaha, and thanks for asking how I was in school just now, Love you! ♥ - for you.
Gheeting, sorry about the night ! ♥ -this is for you too. I love you and I'll tell you something soon, its the bomb I tell you. You hear liao you will suck cock and die. Like literally. Haha see ya soon.
Lastly, I'm in love ♥♥♥ YAY! The excessive usage of the little ♥s is enough to annoy all of my readers and myself too. Thanks byebye! hugs & kisses.
Mood:HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY&GRINNNYYYYYYYY
Me and Sylvia rushed our literature essay through Malay lessons today, it was super fun and thanks for the help that Charissa and HsiangLin gave, I finished it within 3 periods. SO COOL! And then I had to stay back for detention till 6. Purani, Sylvia, Annitha, Priya & Rosh had detention too, so we decided to go Pizza Hut to eat. YumYum. Anyway it was the first time I ever had detention. HAHAHA. For the stupid-est reason. Cos we refuse to go Chinatown. Joke reason lor..
And.. Thanks ♥♥♥♥♥ for picking me from school today with your unique clown bike. Its a clown bike cos theres green colour on it. No, I'm not laughing at it cos if not you'll ask me to take bus next time. Maybe you will start a new trend? hahahaha. Thanks alot. :) See I said you're so nice already. And I'm being ostracized cos I keep giving lovesick puppy grins.
I've more than 300 essays to do ! I'm like officially busy. And.. my daddy says I can buy any clothes I want, just sign can already. YAY! (cos... he thinks me and elvin broke up..... whaahahaha. and he thinks im super sad..... whahahahaha....) I shall just act sad a few more days and get a few more good deals then tell him me and Elvin got back together. whahahahaha. How exciting.
**Sorry but apparently Me,Priya,Annitha,Purani and Sylvia were quite HIGH today, after the meal. So we were laughing at silly things constantly until I got no more strength. They laughed at my legs, about the "she got a tag on her neck" and sylvia heard "she got attacked on her neck". Fucking funny. So pardon my excessive whahahahhaa(s) for this post. I'm still quite happy.
And yay, Melanie is going to go out with me again and she've decided to not be grossed out with me. Hahaha, and thanks for asking how I was in school just now, Love you! ♥ - for you.
Gheeting, sorry about the night ! ♥ -this is for you too. I love you and I'll tell you something soon, its the bomb I tell you. You hear liao you will suck cock and die. Like literally. Haha see ya soon.
Lastly, I'm in love ♥♥♥ YAY! The excessive usage of the little ♥s is enough to annoy all of my readers and myself too. Thanks byebye! hugs & kisses.
Mood:HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY&GRINNNYYYYYYYY
Monday, January 28, 2008
Hey world. Lets talk about choices. You see, a choice is a very fucked up thing, HOWEVER, to say that is a sweeping statement. A choice might be a good thing either. BUT THEN, choices are just irritating and stupid.
Example One: IF I had chosen to go home and iron clothes and wash clothes and mop the floor, and meet Elvin only after they finished slacking, NONE of the nonsense would have happened. Tell me am I right? And then Melanie wouldn't not wanna go out with me anymore right? Yes? See, but I still chose to tag along and I got myself into hot soup, unknowingly. Sadly and unfortunately. No one else to blame except my CHOICE. Cheebye.
Example TWO: haiya fuck i'm not in the mood to blog about examples anymore la.. :(
Next: Contents might be explicit to some people, so I suggest if you cannot take Joei's grossness, please skip this whole part now. HAHAHAHA. Really, if you cannot take it please please don't read it.
I'm not lovesick, I just... really love my boyfriend alot. To a very great extent sort of way. I love Elvin Si De Zhi a-fucking-cheebye-lot. Because he is very handsome, fit, (his body is so nice lor....), and he is SUPER streetsmart, he is so funny and cute, he makes me laugh constantly and he is so nice. He has superb ex-girlfriends who are really slim & pretty and they are all super nice to him. They wouldn't make him mad like I always do and they are like nice and pretty and slim and I must reiterate that they are very slim and pretty.
See..He deserves much better.I agree.
SighSighSighSigh.
I hate menses! HATE IT.
Example One: IF I had chosen to go home and iron clothes and wash clothes and mop the floor, and meet Elvin only after they finished slacking, NONE of the nonsense would have happened. Tell me am I right? And then Melanie wouldn't not wanna go out with me anymore right? Yes? See, but I still chose to tag along and I got myself into hot soup, unknowingly. Sadly and unfortunately. No one else to blame except my CHOICE. Cheebye.
Example TWO: haiya fuck i'm not in the mood to blog about examples anymore la.. :(
Next: Contents might be explicit to some people, so I suggest if you cannot take Joei's grossness, please skip this whole part now. HAHAHAHA. Really, if you cannot take it please please don't read it.
I'm not lovesick, I just... really love my boyfriend alot. To a very great extent sort of way. I love Elvin Si De Zhi a-fucking-cheebye-lot. Because he is very handsome, fit, (his body is so nice lor....), and he is SUPER streetsmart, he is so funny and cute, he makes me laugh constantly and he is so nice. He has superb ex-girlfriends who are really slim & pretty and they are all super nice to him. They wouldn't make him mad like I always do and they are like nice and pretty and slim and I must reiterate that they are very slim and pretty.
See..He deserves much better.I agree.
SighSighSighSigh.
I hate menses! HATE IT.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Elvin is getting back his bike today. I hope all goes well for him fron now on.
:) And I hope we won't be eating grass anytime soon again pls pls pls pls.
I just got my menses.. No wonder the sudden outbreak of so many pimples.
I wanna escape the world with you, I wanna stay up and talk all night only to see the sunrise(but we'll both fall asleep & miss the sunrise over&over again, of course). I wanna stay with you and eat yummy food again&again cos even the simplest food tastes heavenly with you, I wanna spend my life watching gangster movies and laughing at losers. I wanna listen to you talk about how much you like Integras and how you wanna modify some stuffs, even though I'll never understand what you're saying. I love you-thats all you gotta know right now.
:) And I hope we won't be eating grass anytime soon again pls pls pls pls.
I just got my menses.. No wonder the sudden outbreak of so many pimples.
I wanna escape the world with you, I wanna stay up and talk all night only to see the sunrise(but we'll both fall asleep & miss the sunrise over&over again, of course). I wanna stay with you and eat yummy food again&again cos even the simplest food tastes heavenly with you, I wanna spend my life watching gangster movies and laughing at losers. I wanna listen to you talk about how much you like Integras and how you wanna modify some stuffs, even though I'll never understand what you're saying. I love you-thats all you gotta know right now.
OMG, I dug this out from somewhere and this is exactly how I feel last time when I was in the process of forgetting the ex-boyfriend who is currently my boyfriend now. So sad but its damn true, take a sneak peek:
No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I still can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.
:(
No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I still can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.
:(
Friday, January 25, 2008
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Having our lunch where we did an extremely funny video.HAHA.
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In the toilet waiting for MENNY.
Yuki Yaki !! I love Yuki Yaki, its the nicest thing on earth.
Apparently, Purani feels that Zhiwei grown alot fatter.
Deceitful picture of Joei Tan.
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Still waiting for MENNY in the toilet.
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So cute!! How did I managed to get this shot?!
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Ohmygod. This is so fucking fucking fucking fucking cute.
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Smileeeeee. RIRI is so adorable lor!!
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Haha, so fun finding a strategic spot to take a nap during lectures.
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Lastly, cherish every chance to act cuteeeee.
Elvin drank 4 and 1/2 bottles of Yakult.
whahahahaa.
Happy anot ha? gheeting wanted PEEKTURES. the rest wanted updates. HAPPPPPY? okay need to take afternoon nap, nightey byebye.
RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 7 idiosyncracies as well as clearly state this rule.After stating your own seven weirdness you need to choose six people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry.Don't forget to leave a comment on their tagboards to say you're tagged and tell them to read your blog for more information as to what it means.
Idiosyncracies means a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to the individual.
1. I really love my hamsters alot, more than anything in this world, and nothing can be more important than them (therefore,it may be weird to some pple)
2. I smile too much and way too often. And I happen to laugh very easily too.
3. I can eat alot, and I get really excited just by talking about food and where to go and eat. Hahaha.
4. I love guys with good sense of directions. (I'm so weird..)
5. I am always sleepy, tired or hungry (according to Purani.....)
6. I think I am too soft hearted for my own good..
7. I love weird smells. Like the smell of glue, petrol, thinner, paint, marker, incense smell, and more... Hahahaha.
now the people i tag:
1. Melanie
2. Gheeting
3. Ziyan
4. Dyan
5. Annitha
6. Renuka
7. Valerie
8. Purani (u better do it)
oops, supposed to tag only 6 pple, but who cares. ALL of u need to do it. :)
Idiosyncracies means a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to the individual.
1. I really love my hamsters alot, more than anything in this world, and nothing can be more important than them (therefore,it may be weird to some pple)
2. I smile too much and way too often. And I happen to laugh very easily too.
3. I can eat alot, and I get really excited just by talking about food and where to go and eat. Hahaha.
4. I love guys with good sense of directions. (I'm so weird..)
5. I am always sleepy, tired or hungry (according to Purani.....)
6. I think I am too soft hearted for my own good..
7. I love weird smells. Like the smell of glue, petrol, thinner, paint, marker, incense smell, and more... Hahahaha.
now the people i tag:
1. Melanie
2. Gheeting
3. Ziyan
4. Dyan
5. Annitha
6. Renuka
7. Valerie
8. Purani (u better do it)
oops, supposed to tag only 6 pple, but who cares. ALL of u need to do it. :)
Thursday, January 24, 2008
FIRSTLY, SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES, I DON'T MEAN TO REFUSE TO BLOG BUT I ACTUALLY WAS REFUSING TO BLOG. HAHAHAHAHA. SORRY. IT MIGHT HAPPEN AGAIN SO NO PROMISES THAT IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN. SORRY!
Okay, a short overview of what you guys missed out in my life....
So... I went to Jay Chou's orgasmic concert, I had my first-time ever continuous orgasm 3 hours in a row. :) Of cos Gheeting and Hazel had more orgasms than me. It was a pleasant experience at the concert, cos its my 1st time actually. And it really was alot of fun! I'd love to go again !! HEHEHE. And to Renuka, please click HERE to read more about Jay's concert, its all in Gheeting
's entry.
Next, I..... managed to say 20 Tamil words on the MRT train on the way to Novena to eat Chicken Rice. YAY!! Joei the winnerrrrr. And the Chicky Rice is like, godly. Me, Sylvia, Purani, Rosh, Annitha, Priya and Renuka had the time of our lives there. :) And on the way back, something uber funny happened to Renuka and "TIANGGGGG" and hit-the-pole-that-came-out-of-nowhere. so funny ! Even Elvin died laughing.
Hmm. And my dad refuses to let me out or use computer cos he wants me to study, which is not working cos I'm just pretending and whats the point!! :( So I just spend my life doing household chores and packing up my room.. I can't even meet my ______ lor. And I can't go out on weekends as well. Sigh. Joei the loserrrr.
And I'm eating wayyyy too much recently. Not a very good thing.
And my life is busy, with I dunno what also. I'm busy but I can;t seem to accomplish anything at all. I have 10 million essays piling up (but I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT AT ALL) , and I still need to do this do that. My life very sucky hor?
Then me and Purani and Val ate at Kopi Roti yesterday after school and had the talk of our lives. so fun. and funny. hahahaha. I seriously dunno how we can actually talk so long. And the time passed super fast. Then I bought a dress for CNY. And then at night, I bought another dress. My parents and me and my brother and Elvin went for seafood dinner (very yummy) . I had seafood 2 days in a row. First night was with Elvin , Edeline, Edwin(happy birthday!), Auntie Janet, Auntie and Uncle, I ate crabs 2 times in 2 days. weehee. and its totally de-shelled and everything. (sorry i'm boasting but pls try to bear with me.)
And something random, I love salmon sashimi okay. LOVE. I always buy some on my way home and fall in love with it all over again. And my daddy introduced me some fried Pork thingy with black sauce, OMG. GODLY. AAAAAAAA. And I've always loved Pork Lard (gheeting taught me how to eat it and shes very proud of it. just like how shes gonna try to make melanie learn to eat KUAY CHAP.) I'm very sad cos the price of Pork is gonna increase and I can't imagine a day eating my food without all these unhealthy stuffs. YumYumYum.
HAHAHAHA, me purani and sylvia and dyan REFUSE to go Chinatown today! for the heritage thingy. SO FUN!! I went to my godmummy house to play with Baby Riri , and it scratched me till i bleed. pain. but its soooo cute i decided to love it even more.
I know I sort of gone missing from civilisation, I shall post a little something to everyone here. hahahaha.
Gheeting darling, sorry for "GOING MISSING" as you claimed. hahaha sorrrrry! I'm really really busy and I really don't know with what. So.. we'll meet up and play Blackjack soon okay. Promise Promise really.
Melanie darling, sorry for the "Pangseh" on Sat and Sun okay, didn't mean to but under the circumstances I can't help it. Hope you aren't mad or anything. And ya must meet up soon (not empty promises) k. Lots of loveee.
Ziyan darling, YOU ARE OFFICIALLY MISSING. Hope you this sick chicken will get well soon and rest more and GET UR ASS TO SCHOOL SOON. Why I go then you don't go.. Then I go then you never go.. Trying to be funny right.
Dyan darling, I promise to go to your party and stayover as well, And thanks for your FAB picture of me. :) I love it alot. hahahaha. And wheres our backview picss?! And I can't believe you like eating smelly cuttlefish. hahahaha.
Purani darling, sorry for not updating and cause you an empty feeling each time you visit my blog(considering its the first blog you claim you always read) HAHAHA, had fun at KopiRoti so lets have more foodscapades!
Sylvia darling, today's PE lesson was fun x 10 cos we didn't do anything, we were on MC okay, Purani didnt do it also lor! She was being the embarrassment of the century doing nonsensical things around us. HAHAHA.
Renuka the funniest friend ever!! I'm totally sorry for giving you false hopes , but thanks for entertaining me so much with your entries. It is the most entertaining-iest thing ever. LOVE IT TO THE MAX.
Annitha darling hahahah I'm glad your relatives found it entertaining talking about Joei, the mungen fellow who loves komalas, doesn't eat Spicy food and cannot pronounce PAAAAL properly. :) And please learn to eat smelly cuttlefish, its really nice.
Priya! FOODSCAPADES PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. The list of food places you and Annitha wrote, we only covered ONE place, the Chicky Rice. So, more more more okay! And more loser horror movies also can!
Darling dajie, OMG I've not met you for 3 hundred centuries and I miss you alot! I've so much to tell you and Rachel too! So I'm sorry for being busy okay!! Promise to call you up for shopping soon. I love you! for always being there for me. And I miss Rachel tooooo!! ALOT.
Zhiwei, I know you won't be reading this, but thanks for always helping me check movie timings and food locations and everything. THANKS for those efficient jobs and I appreciate it really.
Elvin, so weird talking about my boyfriend openly. I did that in school and I received 10 million protests. I'm so lovesick . (omg eew gross i can't believe i just said that.) Okay even all my friends cant stand me anymore. :( Oh no... I MUST stop stoning and thinking bout Elvin in school. Thats a big lie.. but hahahaha. Sorry boyfriend, I'll not give you empty promises anymore. Its Friday tomorrow and please don't make all Fridays a bad bad scary day. Thanks and I **** you. :) *giggles* (joei, pls fuck off and die)
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Alright. What a long post, I hope this occupies you guys for a long time, cos I intend to go MISSING again! :) hahahahahaha. Just kidding. I love you all, please remember that.
**
Do I cry too much?
Okay, a short overview of what you guys missed out in my life....
So... I went to Jay Chou's orgasmic concert, I had my first-time ever continuous orgasm 3 hours in a row. :) Of cos Gheeting and Hazel had more orgasms than me. It was a pleasant experience at the concert, cos its my 1st time actually. And it really was alot of fun! I'd love to go again !! HEHEHE. And to Renuka, please click HERE to read more about Jay's concert, its all in Gheeting
's entry.
Next, I..... managed to say 20 Tamil words on the MRT train on the way to Novena to eat Chicken Rice. YAY!! Joei the winnerrrrr. And the Chicky Rice is like, godly. Me, Sylvia, Purani, Rosh, Annitha, Priya and Renuka had the time of our lives there. :) And on the way back, something uber funny happened to Renuka and "TIANGGGGG" and hit-the-pole-that-came-out-of-nowhere. so funny ! Even Elvin died laughing.
Hmm. And my dad refuses to let me out or use computer cos he wants me to study, which is not working cos I'm just pretending and whats the point!! :( So I just spend my life doing household chores and packing up my room.. I can't even meet my ______ lor. And I can't go out on weekends as well. Sigh. Joei the loserrrr.
And I'm eating wayyyy too much recently. Not a very good thing.
And my life is busy, with I dunno what also. I'm busy but I can;t seem to accomplish anything at all. I have 10 million essays piling up (but I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT AT ALL) , and I still need to do this do that. My life very sucky hor?
Then me and Purani and Val ate at Kopi Roti yesterday after school and had the talk of our lives. so fun. and funny. hahahaha. I seriously dunno how we can actually talk so long. And the time passed super fast. Then I bought a dress for CNY. And then at night, I bought another dress. My parents and me and my brother and Elvin went for seafood dinner (very yummy) . I had seafood 2 days in a row. First night was with Elvin , Edeline, Edwin(happy birthday!), Auntie Janet, Auntie and Uncle, I ate crabs 2 times in 2 days. weehee. and its totally de-shelled and everything. (sorry i'm boasting but pls try to bear with me.)
And something random, I love salmon sashimi okay. LOVE. I always buy some on my way home and fall in love with it all over again. And my daddy introduced me some fried Pork thingy with black sauce, OMG. GODLY. AAAAAAAA. And I've always loved Pork Lard (gheeting taught me how to eat it and shes very proud of it. just like how shes gonna try to make melanie learn to eat KUAY CHAP.) I'm very sad cos the price of Pork is gonna increase and I can't imagine a day eating my food without all these unhealthy stuffs. YumYumYum.
HAHAHAHA, me purani and sylvia and dyan REFUSE to go Chinatown today! for the heritage thingy. SO FUN!! I went to my godmummy house to play with Baby Riri , and it scratched me till i bleed. pain. but its soooo cute i decided to love it even more.
I know I sort of gone missing from civilisation, I shall post a little something to everyone here. hahahaha.
Gheeting darling, sorry for "GOING MISSING" as you claimed. hahaha sorrrrry! I'm really really busy and I really don't know with what. So.. we'll meet up and play Blackjack soon okay. Promise Promise really.
Melanie darling, sorry for the "Pangseh" on Sat and Sun okay, didn't mean to but under the circumstances I can't help it. Hope you aren't mad or anything. And ya must meet up soon (not empty promises) k. Lots of loveee.
Ziyan darling, YOU ARE OFFICIALLY MISSING. Hope you this sick chicken will get well soon and rest more and GET UR ASS TO SCHOOL SOON. Why I go then you don't go.. Then I go then you never go.. Trying to be funny right.
Dyan darling, I promise to go to your party and stayover as well, And thanks for your FAB picture of me. :) I love it alot. hahahaha. And wheres our backview picss?! And I can't believe you like eating smelly cuttlefish. hahahaha.
Purani darling, sorry for not updating and cause you an empty feeling each time you visit my blog(considering its the first blog you claim you always read) HAHAHA, had fun at KopiRoti so lets have more foodscapades!
Sylvia darling, today's PE lesson was fun x 10 cos we didn't do anything, we were on MC okay, Purani didnt do it also lor! She was being the embarrassment of the century doing nonsensical things around us. HAHAHA.
Renuka the funniest friend ever!! I'm totally sorry for giving you false hopes , but thanks for entertaining me so much with your entries. It is the most entertaining-iest thing ever. LOVE IT TO THE MAX.
Annitha darling hahahah I'm glad your relatives found it entertaining talking about Joei, the mungen fellow who loves komalas, doesn't eat Spicy food and cannot pronounce PAAAAL properly. :) And please learn to eat smelly cuttlefish, its really nice.
Priya! FOODSCAPADES PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. The list of food places you and Annitha wrote, we only covered ONE place, the Chicky Rice. So, more more more okay! And more loser horror movies also can!
Darling dajie, OMG I've not met you for 3 hundred centuries and I miss you alot! I've so much to tell you and Rachel too! So I'm sorry for being busy okay!! Promise to call you up for shopping soon. I love you! for always being there for me. And I miss Rachel tooooo!! ALOT.
Zhiwei, I know you won't be reading this, but thanks for always helping me check movie timings and food locations and everything. THANKS for those efficient jobs and I appreciate it really.
Elvin, so weird talking about my boyfriend openly. I did that in school and I received 10 million protests. I'm so lovesick . (omg eew gross i can't believe i just said that.) Okay even all my friends cant stand me anymore. :( Oh no... I MUST stop stoning and thinking bout Elvin in school. Thats a big lie.. but hahahaha. Sorry boyfriend, I'll not give you empty promises anymore. Its Friday tomorrow and please don't make all Fridays a bad bad scary day. Thanks and I **** you. :) *giggles* (joei, pls fuck off and die)
**
Alright. What a long post, I hope this occupies you guys for a long time, cos I intend to go MISSING again! :) hahahahahaha. Just kidding. I love you all, please remember that.
**
Do I cry too much?
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
I'm feeling much much better now. :)
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Despite my very painful head and body, I really dunno why my body has been hurting so much lor.. And my closing eyes, I AM feeling better!! Like, a load taken away from my body. Feeling much happier and free-er now. At least I'm not bounded by unnecessary issues anymore. Glad that hes feeling fine and everything and LUCKILY Eric never scold me can (all of your speculations are correct, congrats.) I was so afriad he'll scold me , thankfully he did not. So woohoo yippee, Joei the happy person.
Anyway to Dyandarling, just gotta say if you wanna be with the person you truly love, sacrifices are bound to be made. And, to be kind to others is to be cruel to yourself.. So, I hope your life turns out way better soon. Cos that shitty thing(literally and as a matter of factly) was the fucking cheebye bomb. I don't know how you handled that but I am proud of you. I love you and I promise to be in school tomorrow.
Sorry for absenting myself today, won't happen anymore this week! (i hope!)
Okay, 3 more days to 18th Jan.
[heh heh]
JAY'S concert time!!
NNB fucking happy.
*I hope all the misunderstandings in the world will be gone. Like totally *poooof!* gone. And everyone will be left without worries. :) YAY, I'm always wishing for a perfect world(which apparently will never ever happen.) But I still hope all misunderstandings will be obliterated from this universe and I hope it stays FAR away from all my favourite friends.
I need to get a new comb, get contacts so that SBG will be satisfied, eat yuki yaki again, and get my CNY clothes in a very hurried way. Anyone wanna go shopping with me?
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Despite my very painful head and body, I really dunno why my body has been hurting so much lor.. And my closing eyes, I AM feeling better!! Like, a load taken away from my body. Feeling much happier and free-er now. At least I'm not bounded by unnecessary issues anymore. Glad that hes feeling fine and everything and LUCKILY Eric never scold me can (all of your speculations are correct, congrats.) I was so afriad he'll scold me , thankfully he did not. So woohoo yippee, Joei the happy person.
Anyway to Dyandarling, just gotta say if you wanna be with the person you truly love, sacrifices are bound to be made. And, to be kind to others is to be cruel to yourself.. So, I hope your life turns out way better soon. Cos that shitty thing(literally and as a matter of factly) was the fucking cheebye bomb. I don't know how you handled that but I am proud of you. I love you and I promise to be in school tomorrow.
Sorry for absenting myself today, won't happen anymore this week! (i hope!)
Okay, 3 more days to 18th Jan.
[heh heh]
JAY'S concert time!!
NNB fucking happy.
*I hope all the misunderstandings in the world will be gone. Like totally *poooof!* gone. And everyone will be left without worries. :) YAY, I'm always wishing for a perfect world(which apparently will never ever happen.) But I still hope all misunderstandings will be obliterated from this universe and I hope it stays FAR away from all my favourite friends.
I need to get a new comb, get contacts so that SBG will be satisfied, eat yuki yaki again, and get my CNY clothes in a very hurried way. Anyone wanna go shopping with me?
Monday, January 14, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
My new computer just arrived and I'm using it to blog(for the first time), and I'm super happy. Firstly, thanks boyfriend for totally helping me fix it plus tidy those annoyingly annoying wires which apparently look like spiderwebs to my daddy. It was the funniest thing having to hear you grumble continuously about those wires, and it was very nicely done(my daddy says thank you in a very nice way). And seriously its very nicely done. :) I love what those cable ties can do, it does wonders and I love it so much. Hahaha. Thanks for doing such a wonderful job.
**
On a nicer note, I can't wait for whats up on the 18th Jan. YAY! I can't wait totally to the max. And.. work with Gheeting and Melanie on the 19th and 20th. :):):) Triple smiles.
Okay, and I promise to go school for a complete week. If not I'll be labelled an asshole. :( By Purani. And that means we can watch more movies after school as well!! YAY!!
Okay, this is a new computer and I need to figure out how to use it exactly. So, see ya pple. I think I'll have lesser time to update. Sorry !!
**
On a nicer note, I can't wait for whats up on the 18th Jan. YAY! I can't wait totally to the max. And.. work with Gheeting and Melanie on the 19th and 20th. :):):) Triple smiles.
Okay, and I promise to go school for a complete week. If not I'll be labelled an asshole. :( By Purani. And that means we can watch more movies after school as well!! YAY!!
Okay, this is a new computer and I need to figure out how to use it exactly. So, see ya pple. I think I'll have lesser time to update. Sorry !!
Friday, January 11, 2008
Happy happy 19th Birthday to..
my bestbestbest friend Ziyan!
:) Have lotsa fun ! And be a brave girl.
HAHAHA, ah lians are not supposed to cry.
**
To MS, Sorry for yesterday.
Hope you're feeling better..
(if you do read my blog)
**
Jason Dage just called me to have dinner together!
With Sinyee , Kalz(as wad dage calls him) and I dunno still got who.
YAY! YUKI YAKI TIME!!!!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!
Happyness.
**
Supposed to meet Dajie today but I gotta pack up my house.
:( Unfair! But I'll meet you next week okay. Love you.
**
My blog is so.. lack of substance.
Its gonna lose all its readers very soon.
OH NO!
Better blog about something more interesting soon.
Like........ Our mother. (gheeting would love that).
Like........ Mahjong/Love (Melanie)
Like........ Sudden Departure (looks at Ziyan)
Like........ Old Cellphones & New ones ( Dyan's favourite)
Like........ Feminism & Bisexualism ( PURANIIIIIII!!)
Like........ Stars (sylvia of cos)
Like........ Achmed (Annitha & Renuka)
Like........ Confused racial identity (VALERIE :D )
Like........ Funny videos from youtube (Elvin)
Like........ Myself (only I would read it lor.....)
I'm sucha confused blogger. :(
I shall close down my blog muahahahaha.
Its becoming sucha dull blog lor.
GROSS.
my bestbestbest friend Ziyan!
:) Have lotsa fun ! And be a brave girl.
HAHAHA, ah lians are not supposed to cry.
**
To MS, Sorry for yesterday.
Hope you're feeling better..
(if you do read my blog)
**
Jason Dage just called me to have dinner together!
With Sinyee , Kalz(as wad dage calls him) and I dunno still got who.
YAY! YUKI YAKI TIME!!!!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!
Happyness.
**
Supposed to meet Dajie today but I gotta pack up my house.
:( Unfair! But I'll meet you next week okay. Love you.
**
My blog is so.. lack of substance.
Its gonna lose all its readers very soon.
OH NO!
Better blog about something more interesting soon.
Like........ Our mother. (gheeting would love that).
Like........ Mahjong/Love (Melanie)
Like........ Sudden Departure (looks at Ziyan)
Like........ Old Cellphones & New ones ( Dyan's favourite)
Like........ Feminism & Bisexualism ( PURANIIIIIII!!)
Like........ Stars (sylvia of cos)
Like........ Achmed (Annitha & Renuka)
Like........ Confused racial identity (VALERIE :D )
Like........ Funny videos from youtube (Elvin)
Like........ Myself (only I would read it lor.....)
I'm sucha confused blogger. :(
I shall close down my blog muahahahaha.
Its becoming sucha dull blog lor.
GROSS.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Messed up life.
I guess everyone will reach a stage in life where your life will be messed up. Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately best friends seems to be in this together. Like from what I know, Dyan, Ziyan, Gheeting, Melanie are all having messed up lives now. :( So sad but true. Its like stucked in this huge unescapable mess and theres nothing one can do about it. except to wait & see what happens next, or to just suck thumb and accept everything that happened. Unfair ah. Why must life be like that. Life is sucha cruel motherfucking piece of worthless shit okay. Its like why don't good things happen to nice pple????! WHY. Theres no exact explanations for it though, so lets not bother asking why k.
I'm spouting a whole load of rubbish(except the messed up lives part, that is very true). And.. ya. I miss Kacang, alot. I have a little replica of it though, it really resembles Kacang, its a brown hamster toy I bought in Genting. CUTE~~ Just like baby Kacang. Every night I wish for Kacang to be safe and happy, and oh ya, I got her ashes back already, so shes always beside me now, Good nitey sweet sweet Kacang.
Waiting for my brother to buy me Twister Fries now.
**Sorry I couldn't meet you tonight .. I'll see you soon okay. Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. Hugs & Kisses.
"It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy."
I guess everyone will reach a stage in life where your life will be messed up. Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately best friends seems to be in this together. Like from what I know, Dyan, Ziyan, Gheeting, Melanie are all having messed up lives now. :( So sad but true. Its like stucked in this huge unescapable mess and theres nothing one can do about it. except to wait & see what happens next, or to just suck thumb and accept everything that happened. Unfair ah. Why must life be like that. Life is sucha cruel motherfucking piece of worthless shit okay. Its like why don't good things happen to nice pple????! WHY. Theres no exact explanations for it though, so lets not bother asking why k.
I'm spouting a whole load of rubbish(except the messed up lives part, that is very true). And.. ya. I miss Kacang, alot. I have a little replica of it though, it really resembles Kacang, its a brown hamster toy I bought in Genting. CUTE~~ Just like baby Kacang. Every night I wish for Kacang to be safe and happy, and oh ya, I got her ashes back already, so shes always beside me now, Good nitey sweet sweet Kacang.
Waiting for my brother to buy me Twister Fries now.
**Sorry I couldn't meet you tonight .. I'll see you soon okay. Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. Hugs & Kisses.
"It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy."
A little something I got off from some forums.
About my horoscope. Its like quite true!!!
So amazingly scarily true.
CANCER WOMAN
When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, shy and polite trembling to be near you.
Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times.
She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.
She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt.
In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac.
She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like her you better tell her first.
She is like a musical note always changing in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".
When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money.
She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman are also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.
She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.
She is not stingy, but you will not be surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day.
She is not a jealous type, but possessive.
The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.
She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".
She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.
The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.
***
True anot you tell me? Its like so fucking true. Hahahahaha.
About my horoscope. Its like quite true!!!
So amazingly scarily true.
CANCER WOMAN
When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, shy and polite trembling to be near you.
Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times.
She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.
She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt.
In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac.
She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like her you better tell her first.
She is like a musical note always changing in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".
When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money.
She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman are also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.
She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.
She is not stingy, but you will not be surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day.
She is not a jealous type, but possessive.
The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.
She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".
She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.
The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.
***
True anot you tell me? Its like so fucking true. Hahahahaha.
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Xmas pressie: The bear is called Christmas Kacang & my favouritest book of the century. Thanks so so so much for getting it for me. cos I couldnt find it anywhere else.
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To Purani: this cute little thing is Riri. not what "that-R-thing-in-your-blog" hahahaha. I where got 10 million and 1 animals in my phone...joke.
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The last few pics of my baby Kacang.
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Happy 1st month. :)
Unbelievable.
And I hope you get it back soon.
*******
Caught a movie with Annittha,Priya & Purani at West Mall...
Penny's Dreadful. M18. I dunno why also.
Theres a boob scene, hmm, and other random stuffs.
ITs not scary, not sexish, not nothing. :(
Now they are blaming me for introing them gross movies.
especially poor Purani, not the first time for her! sorRrriiee.
HAHAHA PENNY , oh PENYYYYYY.
And went to school to have girly talks with Dyan & Ziyan.
Got caught(cheebye fucking suay)
But I've decided to stop being traumatised by it.
I hope darling Dyan feels better and sort out her life.
Same goes to Ziyan - you too okay!
and the soon-to-be messed up life Joei as well.
We had so much fun dying of laughter,
finding some new water bottle theory and all.
:)
Okay byebye.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Tagged by Valerie darling.
A. Found in my Room
1. LOTS of storybooks.
2. Clothes.Bras.
3. Handphone charger & other kinds of charger.
4. My favourite bed with nice smelling pillow.
5. BAGS everywhere man.
B. I've always wanted to
1. be slim and pretty
2. wish for Kacang to be slim and pretty.
3. be a tai-tai !
4. eat good food forever and ever.
5. turn back time (yay!)
C. Found in my Bag
1. Wallet
2. Phone
3. iPod
4. Comb/Mirroe
5. Storybook
D. Found in my Wallet
1. Kacang's/Riri's/Me&Elvin's photos
2. IC
3. Keys
4. Money and coins
5. POSB + Cards.
E. I am currently into
1. animals.
2. my relationsip(ohhhh.)
3. slimming down
4. smiling more often.
5. getting my attention back to school
CANDIDATES TO TAG: Gheeting, Melanie, (everyone else got tagged already!)
A. Found in my Room
1. LOTS of storybooks.
2. Clothes.Bras.
3. Handphone charger & other kinds of charger.
4. My favourite bed with nice smelling pillow.
5. BAGS everywhere man.
B. I've always wanted to
1. be slim and pretty
2. wish for Kacang to be slim and pretty.
3. be a tai-tai !
4. eat good food forever and ever.
5. turn back time (yay!)
C. Found in my Bag
1. Wallet
2. Phone
3. iPod
4. Comb/Mirroe
5. Storybook
D. Found in my Wallet
1. Kacang's/Riri's/Me&Elvin's photos
2. IC
3. Keys
4. Money and coins
5. POSB + Cards.
E. I am currently into
1. animals.
2. my relationsip(ohhhh.)
3. slimming down
4. smiling more often.
5. getting my attention back to school
CANDIDATES TO TAG: Gheeting, Melanie, (everyone else got tagged already!)
Being a bored loser, so I got this from Renuka's blog.
(i love doing such things!)
Hi, my name is:
Joei Tan Xin Yi
When I'm nervous:
I constantly bite my nails and I'll not smile.
The last song I listened to was:
My message ringing tone-Cai Hong by JayChou
I have a hard time understanding:
Why must Kacang die? Its like cute and soft so it shouldn't die right?
This Morning:
I woke up and played with Riri !!!!!!!!!!
Last night I was talking to:
Elvin Si De Zhi
Better name for me would be:
Princess Joei
Monday night I'll be:
trying to go out. and packing my school bag.
My heart:
loves Kacang forever. and my boyfriend. and my BFFs.
I was born:
on 21st July 1989.
Do you like walking in the rain?
When I'm in the mood to walk in the rain, of course!
Do you like thunderstorms?
Sometimesss.
Are you a vegetarian?
Nope nope.
Anything you absolutely could eat forever?
SALMON SASHIMI & Japanese food.
What food makes you want to gag?
Peas, Brinjal, Ladies Finger, CHILLI
What is your favorite dessert?
Cheese cake ! Cupcakes ! Crepes !
Do you want to get married?
OF COURSEEEEEEE! and have kids and all.
Do you smoke cigs?
NOPE.
Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
HAHAHAHHAA yes.
Who's the last person that came to your house?
Elvin
Miss someone?
Like of courseeeeee! Miss until cannot miss ah.
How's your ex doing?
I honestly hope he's doing well and I hope he is not mad at me.
Is there someone you want to fight?
No, I confirm lose one.
Do you like someone right now?
I love someone right now.
Song playing?
The channel 8 show song.
What are you doing tomorrow?
School + Crab dinner with mummy and Auntie Kellyn
Do you know what tofu is?
According to my friends, I'm as soft as a tofu.
Have you ever eaten it?
I love cheese tofu.
Do you want to go back to primary school?
OF COS. but would prefer sec sch though.
What are you doing tonight?
Sleeping and being happy.
Who did you ride in a car with last?
Elvin and family?
Who will you be with today/tonight?
Elvin and my family.
What color is the shirt you are wearing?
Yellow!
Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
Yes I guess.
Where were you when 9/11 happened?
Getting ready for school.
How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
As long as it can take.
The last text you received on your mobile was from?
Boyfriend :)
Last movie you watched?
Alien vs Predator 2 !
Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Glassssses.
Next vacation you're going on?
So many places! From Hongkong to Thailand to Vietnam! cannot wait ah!!!!!
Do you have any piercings?
Yes.
Last person you hugged?
Elvin.
The last time and place you went out to?
IKEA and COURTS!!!!!!!
Who/What made you angry today?
not gonna talk about it! VIOLENCE IS STUPID!
Do you sing in the shower?
ALL THE TIME.
Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
hahahah of course.
Do you love anyone?
YESYESYESYESYES.
Have you ever bungee jumped?
NO! But would loveeee to.
How many pets do you have?
Used to have 2, but I'm left with Stripey now.
Who's your celeb crush(s)?
BRAD PITT & Danson Tang
Do you find yourself loved?
YESYES.
Has anyone you were close to you passed away recently?
Of course...... Kacang baby..
Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Everywhere.
What's the closest orange object to you?
My computer table?
What is your natural hair color?
Brown.
Have you ever been asked out?
Ya.
What's your middle name?
Everyone insists its loser.
Your current relationship status?
Attached? I-have-a-boyfriend? What??!
What is your current mood?
HAPPY.
If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
My looks and figure! And to cherish pple!
If you must be an animal for a day?
A Kacang. Or a cow(can eat,sleep all day)
Ever had a near death experience?
Oh yes.....
Something you do a lot?
Laugh constantly, EAT ALOT, cry, miss Kacang
When was the last time you cried?
Like yesterday.
If you could have one super power what would it be?
Be invisible!
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Dressing?
What do you usually order from starbucks?
Java Chip.
What's your biggest secret?
I'm still sad over Kacang's departure.
Favorite color?
RED!
What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nothing.
Do you speak any other languages?
YUP, a little bit of TAMIL. I know a little Malay also. Of course Hokkien, and a little Cantonese.
What's your favorite smell?
Petrol, Thinner, Cigarettes, Glue(omg i love it), Mosquito Coil, Insect Repellent
Describe your life in one word:
Happy.
What are you thinking about right now?
What time should I sleep?
What should you be doing right now?
Actually studying but......
Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Elvin.
How often do you pray?
As long as when Tai sui is angry with me or gheeting. Or when luck is bad.
If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Princess.
Do you act differently around the person you like?
Been a long time since I had someone I liked, but back in sec 2, ya I did act differently. I tried not to though. AHAHHA so gross.
(i love doing such things!)
Hi, my name is:
Joei Tan Xin Yi
When I'm nervous:
I constantly bite my nails and I'll not smile.
The last song I listened to was:
My message ringing tone-Cai Hong by JayChou
I have a hard time understanding:
Why must Kacang die? Its like cute and soft so it shouldn't die right?
This Morning:
I woke up and played with Riri !!!!!!!!!!
Last night I was talking to:
Elvin Si De Zhi
Better name for me would be:
Princess Joei
Monday night I'll be:
trying to go out. and packing my school bag.
My heart:
loves Kacang forever. and my boyfriend. and my BFFs.
I was born:
on 21st July 1989.
Do you like walking in the rain?
When I'm in the mood to walk in the rain, of course!
Do you like thunderstorms?
Sometimesss.
Are you a vegetarian?
Nope nope.
Anything you absolutely could eat forever?
SALMON SASHIMI & Japanese food.
What food makes you want to gag?
Peas, Brinjal, Ladies Finger, CHILLI
What is your favorite dessert?
Cheese cake ! Cupcakes ! Crepes !
Do you want to get married?
OF COURSEEEEEEE! and have kids and all.
Do you smoke cigs?
NOPE.
Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
HAHAHAHHAA yes.
Who's the last person that came to your house?
Elvin
Miss someone?
Like of courseeeeee! Miss until cannot miss ah.
How's your ex doing?
I honestly hope he's doing well and I hope he is not mad at me.
Is there someone you want to fight?
No, I confirm lose one.
Do you like someone right now?
I love someone right now.
Song playing?
The channel 8 show song.
What are you doing tomorrow?
School + Crab dinner with mummy and Auntie Kellyn
Do you know what tofu is?
According to my friends, I'm as soft as a tofu.
Have you ever eaten it?
I love cheese tofu.
Do you want to go back to primary school?
OF COS. but would prefer sec sch though.
What are you doing tonight?
Sleeping and being happy.
Who did you ride in a car with last?
Elvin and family?
Who will you be with today/tonight?
Elvin and my family.
What color is the shirt you are wearing?
Yellow!
Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
Yes I guess.
Where were you when 9/11 happened?
Getting ready for school.
How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
As long as it can take.
The last text you received on your mobile was from?
Boyfriend :)
Last movie you watched?
Alien vs Predator 2 !
Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Glassssses.
Next vacation you're going on?
So many places! From Hongkong to Thailand to Vietnam! cannot wait ah!!!!!
Do you have any piercings?
Yes.
Last person you hugged?
Elvin.
The last time and place you went out to?
IKEA and COURTS!!!!!!!
Who/What made you angry today?
not gonna talk about it! VIOLENCE IS STUPID!
Do you sing in the shower?
ALL THE TIME.
Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
hahahah of course.
Do you love anyone?
YESYESYESYESYES.
Have you ever bungee jumped?
NO! But would loveeee to.
How many pets do you have?
Used to have 2, but I'm left with Stripey now.
Who's your celeb crush(s)?
BRAD PITT & Danson Tang
Do you find yourself loved?
YESYES.
Has anyone you were close to you passed away recently?
Of course...... Kacang baby..
Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Everywhere.
What's the closest orange object to you?
My computer table?
What is your natural hair color?
Brown.
Have you ever been asked out?
Ya.
What's your middle name?
Everyone insists its loser.
Your current relationship status?
Attached? I-have-a-boyfriend? What??!
What is your current mood?
HAPPY.
If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
My looks and figure! And to cherish pple!
If you must be an animal for a day?
A Kacang. Or a cow(can eat,sleep all day)
Ever had a near death experience?
Oh yes.....
Something you do a lot?
Laugh constantly, EAT ALOT, cry, miss Kacang
When was the last time you cried?
Like yesterday.
If you could have one super power what would it be?
Be invisible!
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Dressing?
What do you usually order from starbucks?
Java Chip.
What's your biggest secret?
I'm still sad over Kacang's departure.
Favorite color?
RED!
What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nothing.
Do you speak any other languages?
YUP, a little bit of TAMIL. I know a little Malay also. Of course Hokkien, and a little Cantonese.
What's your favorite smell?
Petrol, Thinner, Cigarettes, Glue(omg i love it), Mosquito Coil, Insect Repellent
Describe your life in one word:
Happy.
What are you thinking about right now?
What time should I sleep?
What should you be doing right now?
Actually studying but......
Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Elvin.
How often do you pray?
As long as when Tai sui is angry with me or gheeting. Or when luck is bad.
If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Princess.
Do you act differently around the person you like?
Been a long time since I had someone I liked, but back in sec 2, ya I did act differently. I tried not to though. AHAHHA so gross.
Its gonna be a long long school week ahead.
However, I'm not dreading it one bit. :) YAY!
Cos going to school to see Purani,Sylvia,Dyan,Ziyan,Annitha,Priya,Renuka,Valerie,Deepak and all is SO much fun and laughter. Yippeeee. I must bring more food and longlong green sweets to class.
Okay, I didn't go to school on Friday cos I seriously couldn't wake up. I had TTT and I passed! wee, so I get to book my FTT. :) Its like, I need to pass driving by this year, hopefully within 3 months. PLEASEEEE. Driving is sucha chore, :( learn to drive also no use, I'll also not drive. And I've this phobia of driving anything lor. Like since young, I hated bumper cars, and in Escape, I HATE GoKart, (ask gheeting).. I need her to drive me in a Go Kart. How loserish but I can't help it that I don't like driving rightttt!!!! I'm taking Auto, and if i fail my driving, the world will despise me. Sigh...
That day on the train home, Purani and I got into the holy topic of love. HAHAHAHA. I love topic on LOVE. Its fun and annoying at the same time, which makes it so fun and annoying. So, when we were being philosophical, we asked: "Would you rather have loved and got hurt, or have never loved at all?" Of course, being 2 very different individuals, I chose the LOVE AND GOT HURT LA! and she chose, NEVER HAVE LOVED AT ALL. Anyway so this time round, topic was somewhat the same, except it was: "To be with someone who loves you? Or to be in love with someone?" We are both quite bored pple on the train home, usually. But rides home are always entertained with interesting issues to talk about. I love you BFF ! And my other BFFs too.
Now, to share a little something..
"If someone does not smile at you, be generous and offer your own smile. Nobody needs a smile more than the one that cannot smile to others."
"A smile is the lighting system of the face, the cooling system of the headand the heating system of the heart."
So, please don't forget to smile. See, I'm so nice, I always smile!
However, I'm not dreading it one bit. :) YAY!
Cos going to school to see Purani,Sylvia,Dyan,Ziyan,Annitha,Priya,Renuka,Valerie,Deepak and all is SO much fun and laughter. Yippeeee. I must bring more food and longlong green sweets to class.
Okay, I didn't go to school on Friday cos I seriously couldn't wake up. I had TTT and I passed! wee, so I get to book my FTT. :) Its like, I need to pass driving by this year, hopefully within 3 months. PLEASEEEE. Driving is sucha chore, :( learn to drive also no use, I'll also not drive. And I've this phobia of driving anything lor. Like since young, I hated bumper cars, and in Escape, I HATE GoKart, (ask gheeting).. I need her to drive me in a Go Kart. How loserish but I can't help it that I don't like driving rightttt!!!! I'm taking Auto, and if i fail my driving, the world will despise me. Sigh...
That day on the train home, Purani and I got into the holy topic of love. HAHAHAHA. I love topic on LOVE. Its fun and annoying at the same time, which makes it so fun and annoying. So, when we were being philosophical, we asked: "Would you rather have loved and got hurt, or have never loved at all?" Of course, being 2 very different individuals, I chose the LOVE AND GOT HURT LA! and she chose, NEVER HAVE LOVED AT ALL. Anyway so this time round, topic was somewhat the same, except it was: "To be with someone who loves you? Or to be in love with someone?" We are both quite bored pple on the train home, usually. But rides home are always entertained with interesting issues to talk about. I love you BFF ! And my other BFFs too.
Now, to share a little something..
"If someone does not smile at you, be generous and offer your own smile. Nobody needs a smile more than the one that cannot smile to others."
"A smile is the lighting system of the face, the cooling system of the headand the heating system of the heart."
So, please don't forget to smile. See, I'm so nice, I always smile!
Friday, January 04, 2008
because I'll always swallow the pain,
so you would never ever see the tears.
Its 1.28am now and I can't get to sleep.
I must buy sleeping pills and sleep my life away.
I hate it when I'm feeling miserable and then can't get to sleep. Its so fucking irritating and I am not feeling in any way better. :( So nothing can make me feel better now, I've no Kacang to make me smile, I've no one to talk to, I'm fat, I'm without any money, I've no one to care about me cos apparently its MY life and that it shouldn't be controlled, I am not intending to club, I have lotsa unnecessary exams coming up, I am very very very unhappy.
quotes..
"You'll never understand why I hurt so much because you're not the one who is crying, you're not the one who is left behind, you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone..."
so you would never ever see the tears.
Its 1.28am now and I can't get to sleep.
I must buy sleeping pills and sleep my life away.
I hate it when I'm feeling miserable and then can't get to sleep. Its so fucking irritating and I am not feeling in any way better. :( So nothing can make me feel better now, I've no Kacang to make me smile, I've no one to talk to, I'm fat, I'm without any money, I've no one to care about me cos apparently its MY life and that it shouldn't be controlled, I am not intending to club, I have lotsa unnecessary exams coming up, I am very very very unhappy.
quotes..
"You'll never understand why I hurt so much because you're not the one who is crying, you're not the one who is left behind, you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone..."
I had a major fun day in school. Sleeping, eating green longlong sweets and telling everyone its my favourite sweet cos couples get to eat it from both ends of it, laughing and more laughings, more sleepings in centre stage, and finally laughed more and went back. :) So fun! Ziyan better come to school soon, before I go spray her hair for her ah.
I love you and thats all I'm gonna say.
Sometimes, I feel its bad to really love someone. Love causes sadness and everything! Love is a mother fucking bitchass loser. REALLY lor. Love means tolerating everything, like everything. Yes of course I will do that. But cheebye.. Love is like stupid. I think Love should be like banished or something. I'm like talking serious nonsense so please ignore me everyone, like ignore me badly.
Shakespeare that motherfucker can come up with some true quotes huh.. "The course of true love never did run smooth.." AAAAA. Why must love have so many obstacles. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. Cheebyebcheebyecheebye. KNN.KNN.KNN.
I'll never ever be slim & pretty enough for you.
:(
I love you and thats all I'm gonna say.
Sometimes, I feel its bad to really love someone. Love causes sadness and everything! Love is a mother fucking bitchass loser. REALLY lor. Love means tolerating everything, like everything. Yes of course I will do that. But cheebye.. Love is like stupid. I think Love should be like banished or something. I'm like talking serious nonsense so please ignore me everyone, like ignore me badly.
Shakespeare that motherfucker can come up with some true quotes huh.. "The course of true love never did run smooth.." AAAAA. Why must love have so many obstacles. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. Cheebyebcheebyecheebye. KNN.KNN.KNN.
I'll never ever be slim & pretty enough for you.
:(
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Hello everyone, how has the new year been for you guys? Oh ya, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 okay. :) Hope it will be a sweet smooth sailing year for you guys.
Now, for my very late looking-back of 2007.
Firstly, my saddest thing happened on the last day of 2007, I guess Kacang wants me to enjoy my 2008 so she decided to let go after hanging on for so long. I love you always and always Kacang. You are the sweetest, cutest, bravest, softest, nicest, tamest, gentlest, bestest hamster anyone can ever have(everyone knows that). I've always loved you and I'll always love you. You will be always remembered by my dear friends as well, who are ever so nice and supportive. They love you too, okay? You gotta have fun in heaven, and you will always stay alive in my heart, I love you dearly. Baby Kacang, I miss you so so so much. Thanks for being so cute and soft when you were alive, I LOVE YOU!
Now, my 2007 have been a topsy turvy year. It started out bad cos of Eric and stuffs, followed by his constant cycle of getting-new-girlfriends-and-then-telling-me-he-still-love-me, BUT then get a new girlfriend again. I tried changing for him, we tried talking things out a million of times, but too bad it won't work out anymore. It carried on throughout the year, we tried to make it work, but its like quite difficult. Then I had a new boyfriend Thomas, scared the daylights outta everyone. It was the bomb, but we broke up soon after, of course. Cos Eric and me were still hanging on. Then there was Zhiwei who decided to not speak to me cos I clubbed with Eric and we apparently was influenced by what you call "atmosphere". And me and Gheeting had a misunderstanding of our lives. Of course it was solved, and we are closer now. Followed by a series of unfortunate events like, exam stress, more exam stress, PW stress, school stress. And I gotta know Meng, he was very nice, we had lotsa fun. Many memories but too bad it didn't last, I guess its my fault but yea, its alright.
And my favorite was my Cambodia trip in June, I loved it with my heart. So many fun, I even had a "boyfriend" there(hes still contacting me now,by the way!). Hes super hot, hes like a Cambodian actor, and he is very hot. I had fun helping the needy there, I learnt alot about simplicity, I told Zhiwei: "I want to lead a simple life". Too bad I didn't stick to it. I love volunteering, my 2007 was filled with volunteering, with my class sweethearts, and all. My happy times are when I'm doing volunteer work. Another one would be my Pre-U Seminar at NTU. OMG, pure fun. I made so many new friends there, and we are STILL keeping in contact. So glad and I love Pre-U Sem cos me,sylvia,purani binge on the food there, then sleep, then eat, then sleep. SHIOK-ness.
And my 18th Birthday was sweet. It was clubbing constantly after that. Dancing was so fun, late night outings and everything. Drinking alchohol(abit only-like Ribena with a dot of Vodka) and smoking(a few puffs only) when I'm stressed. K-boxing like crazy with my EMO Chinese Songs Khakis(thanks). K-lunch with BFF. Foodscapades. and more. I love those.
Then it was so stressful, I almost died. All the project work, all the exams, all the stress building. It was almost unbearable. I'm glad I survived those ordeals. Then there was this class tension thingy which was quite unnecessary, but who cares about that anyway. Lets just move on with our lives and just fucking close that chapter. CAN?
Thanks to those who were always there for me, namely Zhiwei(for being my listening ear), Gheeting(for being the perfect BFF), Melanie(for being sweet and pretty), Eric, Purani(for being there ALWAYS), Sylvia(for being there always!), Dyan(for all the laughters and gossips), Ziyan(same to you), Val, Annitha, Renuka, Priya, Deepak, Dajie, Rachel, Chenghong, Meng, Glenn. I'm glad I've known you guys. Thanks for making my 2007 wonderful and keeping me sane all these while.
Towards the end, I'm glad I gotta know Elvin (again). He is constantly making me laugh and giving me nonsense promises that will make me smile for days like "I'm gonna make you the happiest girl." or something like that. Or talking about our future kid and everything. Thanks for being nice and everything. We'll make our 2008 a better year okay. (we try not to eat grass so often). Countdown at Downtown East with you, Edeline, Edwin, Xavier, Wallas and the jiejie and korkor is fun, free dancing with techno, R&B and trance. Its like FREE, and we are happy.
However, I still miss Kacang alot, but I'm sure Kacang wants me to smile for her, and I'll do just that. I love you Kacang. forever & ever okay!
So, this marks the end of my 2007, Hello 2008. I promised myself last last year that I'll make my 2007 perfect, I don't know if I fulfilled it, but ya, I'm just glad I'm closing that chapter of my life, and starting a brand new one. I love you my 2007, but 2008: I promise I'll love you more.
**
So, its my 1st day of school today. I had total fun. BUT stupid Ziyan got sent home, her hair is like.. HAHAHA. Then we spent our lives laughing and laughing. And me and Annitha died after 3 periods of Econs. I'm glad I had her. thanks Deepak for the gifts from Greece. Thanks everyone for your kindness and sympathy to Kacang and me. Then had Pastamania after school. Totally slacked for 2 whole hours laughing, gossiping, laughing, more laughings, AND LAUGHING. I love those sweethearts seriously. School would never ever be so fun without them. :) With my new bag, and new shoes that hurt so much(same as sylvia), and dyan being my "accidental" twin of the day. HAHA, so joke please, but it was a very pleasant surprise. I love you girls, muacks. They all really very nice! Gave me a bigbig hug cos they knew I'm sad over Kacang's death. AAAAA, so touched. And everyone is very surprised I have a boyfriend, (yes it feels so weird to be exclaiming, "I've a boyfriend", not something Joei would do, but since I'm actually doing that now.. sorry but muz bear with my nonsense!!!!!!)
Okay, I spent 3 hundred years typing those. I need sleep now, BYEBYE.
Goodnight Kacang, Mummy loves you.
Now, for my very late looking-back of 2007.
Firstly, my saddest thing happened on the last day of 2007, I guess Kacang wants me to enjoy my 2008 so she decided to let go after hanging on for so long. I love you always and always Kacang. You are the sweetest, cutest, bravest, softest, nicest, tamest, gentlest, bestest hamster anyone can ever have(everyone knows that). I've always loved you and I'll always love you. You will be always remembered by my dear friends as well, who are ever so nice and supportive. They love you too, okay? You gotta have fun in heaven, and you will always stay alive in my heart, I love you dearly. Baby Kacang, I miss you so so so much. Thanks for being so cute and soft when you were alive, I LOVE YOU!
Now, my 2007 have been a topsy turvy year. It started out bad cos of Eric and stuffs, followed by his constant cycle of getting-new-girlfriends-and-then-telling-me-he-still-love-me, BUT then get a new girlfriend again. I tried changing for him, we tried talking things out a million of times, but too bad it won't work out anymore. It carried on throughout the year, we tried to make it work, but its like quite difficult. Then I had a new boyfriend Thomas, scared the daylights outta everyone. It was the bomb, but we broke up soon after, of course. Cos Eric and me were still hanging on. Then there was Zhiwei who decided to not speak to me cos I clubbed with Eric and we apparently was influenced by what you call "atmosphere". And me and Gheeting had a misunderstanding of our lives. Of course it was solved, and we are closer now. Followed by a series of unfortunate events like, exam stress, more exam stress, PW stress, school stress. And I gotta know Meng, he was very nice, we had lotsa fun. Many memories but too bad it didn't last, I guess its my fault but yea, its alright.
And my favorite was my Cambodia trip in June, I loved it with my heart. So many fun, I even had a "boyfriend" there(hes still contacting me now,by the way!). Hes super hot, hes like a Cambodian actor, and he is very hot. I had fun helping the needy there, I learnt alot about simplicity, I told Zhiwei: "I want to lead a simple life". Too bad I didn't stick to it. I love volunteering, my 2007 was filled with volunteering, with my class sweethearts, and all. My happy times are when I'm doing volunteer work. Another one would be my Pre-U Seminar at NTU. OMG, pure fun. I made so many new friends there, and we are STILL keeping in contact. So glad and I love Pre-U Sem cos me,sylvia,purani binge on the food there, then sleep, then eat, then sleep. SHIOK-ness.
And my 18th Birthday was sweet. It was clubbing constantly after that. Dancing was so fun, late night outings and everything. Drinking alchohol(abit only-like Ribena with a dot of Vodka) and smoking(a few puffs only) when I'm stressed. K-boxing like crazy with my EMO Chinese Songs Khakis(thanks). K-lunch with BFF. Foodscapades. and more. I love those.
Then it was so stressful, I almost died. All the project work, all the exams, all the stress building. It was almost unbearable. I'm glad I survived those ordeals. Then there was this class tension thingy which was quite unnecessary, but who cares about that anyway. Lets just move on with our lives and just fucking close that chapter. CAN?
Thanks to those who were always there for me, namely Zhiwei(for being my listening ear), Gheeting(for being the perfect BFF), Melanie(for being sweet and pretty), Eric, Purani(for being there ALWAYS), Sylvia(for being there always!), Dyan(for all the laughters and gossips), Ziyan(same to you), Val, Annitha, Renuka, Priya, Deepak, Dajie, Rachel, Chenghong, Meng, Glenn. I'm glad I've known you guys. Thanks for making my 2007 wonderful and keeping me sane all these while.
Towards the end, I'm glad I gotta know Elvin (again). He is constantly making me laugh and giving me nonsense promises that will make me smile for days like "I'm gonna make you the happiest girl." or something like that. Or talking about our future kid and everything. Thanks for being nice and everything. We'll make our 2008 a better year okay. (we try not to eat grass so often). Countdown at Downtown East with you, Edeline, Edwin, Xavier, Wallas and the jiejie and korkor is fun, free dancing with techno, R&B and trance. Its like FREE, and we are happy.
However, I still miss Kacang alot, but I'm sure Kacang wants me to smile for her, and I'll do just that. I love you Kacang. forever & ever okay!
So, this marks the end of my 2007, Hello 2008. I promised myself last last year that I'll make my 2007 perfect, I don't know if I fulfilled it, but ya, I'm just glad I'm closing that chapter of my life, and starting a brand new one. I love you my 2007, but 2008: I promise I'll love you more.
**
So, its my 1st day of school today. I had total fun. BUT stupid Ziyan got sent home, her hair is like.. HAHAHA. Then we spent our lives laughing and laughing. And me and Annitha died after 3 periods of Econs. I'm glad I had her. thanks Deepak for the gifts from Greece. Thanks everyone for your kindness and sympathy to Kacang and me. Then had Pastamania after school. Totally slacked for 2 whole hours laughing, gossiping, laughing, more laughings, AND LAUGHING. I love those sweethearts seriously. School would never ever be so fun without them. :) With my new bag, and new shoes that hurt so much(same as sylvia), and dyan being my "accidental" twin of the day. HAHA, so joke please, but it was a very pleasant surprise. I love you girls, muacks. They all really very nice! Gave me a bigbig hug cos they knew I'm sad over Kacang's death. AAAAA, so touched. And everyone is very surprised I have a boyfriend, (yes it feels so weird to be exclaiming, "I've a boyfriend", not something Joei would do, but since I'm actually doing that now.. sorry but muz bear with my nonsense!!!!!!)
Okay, I spent 3 hundred years typing those. I need sleep now, BYEBYE.
Goodnight Kacang, Mummy loves you.
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