because I'll always swallow the pain,
so you would never ever see the tears.

Its 1.28am now and I can't get to sleep.
I must buy sleeping pills and sleep my life away.
I hate it when I'm feeling miserable and then can't get to sleep. Its so fucking irritating and I am not feeling in any way better. :( So nothing can make me feel better now, I've no Kacang to make me smile, I've no one to talk to, I'm fat, I'm without any money, I've no one to care about me cos apparently its MY life and that it shouldn't be controlled, I am not intending to club, I have lotsa unnecessary exams coming up, I am very very very unhappy.

quotes..

"You'll never understand why I hurt so much because you're not the one who is crying, you're not the one who is left behind, you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone..."