Rugby match today. as in, i went to watch not play.

MI vs PJC , and GSS, and SP.

Rugby is soooo violent! i am soo soo traumatised to the max.
its so not a game for the weak hearted.
they all siao one. all anyhow hit, bang, pull, snatch, fall down..
and so fucking dirty..
eee im disgusted by the game.
and yea thanks Meng for the FamousAmos cookies and Hersheys. thanks ah.

and the Japanese food was nice! hahahahahahha.

zhiwei !!! u are so GAY!! hahahahhahahahahaha.

2 years & 1 month ! have fun! =D

Joei the EMO. hahaha. QUOTES TO SHARE!



How could an Angel break my heart? Why didnt she catch my falling star? I wish I didnt wish so hard. Maybe I wished our love apart.
- Toni Braxton

I hate you...and then I love you...it's like I want to throw you off a cliff....then rush to the bottom to catch you.
- some unknown retard.

Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain. Even if these arms should want to embrace you again. And even if i'm all cried out and no longer in pain... i'll never fall in love that way again.

Too many sleepless nights thinking of you, and when i wake up my tears are running side of my cheeks ,thinking how much i want to be with you and i'm going to miss you still even as a friend but yeah its part of life so ya
- fatmastercow88

I cant talk to you anymore, its not that I am mad at you, its just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I cant have you and that makes me love you even more.

im not supposed to love you, im not supposed to care, im not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. im not supposed to wonder where you are or what you are doing, but I cant help it, cause im in love with you.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

We don't stop loving someone, we simply learn to live without them.
(gheeting darling! this is for you! hahaha, and me! WINKS.)

see ah, all these quotes so proper, so EMO, so sad..
but then hor ! me n gheeting had a game once.
to come up with Love Quotes !
for example,
Love is like a handphone, you love it when its new, but when a new model comes out, u love the new one, and there goes the old one.

haahahaha. more more! got more!

Love is like water, when it evaporates, its gone!
Love is like.. coffee, some like it bitter, some like it sweet.

so now, noe how to play the game already?
hahahaha. its a pretty fun game. me n gheeting indulge in this whenever we get bored. hahahaha. LOVE YOU ALL.

MISS SWAN IS SO HILARIOUSLY funny.
bye.

kk it was mean of me.

im always mean. yea yea.

firstly, sorry to eric. i didnt mean to scold u that way. alrite. hahah relax.
i was super angry ma.

yea and secondly. im sorry to someone. you will know who im talking bout if u are the someone. sorry!! sigh a million times and fucking sorry !!

and i had a nice time with sylvia&purani dearies. hahaha. and sandra!! for a little while.. miss her! like alot! and toook pictures with syl! hahahaha. nice ones.

and yay! i love the goodie bag!

and hmmm. i see lotsa pple today! i saw Michelle, JinXian. Fennie, blah blah blah.
im popular. hahahaha. shut up la..

im so confused. like super.
i dunno wads up with me.
i also nvr lead u on ..
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

HAPPINESS ALERT!

omg! hahahahahahahhahaa. can't stop smiling. (screams!!!!!!!!!!)
im gonna die of happiness!
as in, seriously fly up to heaven and nvr ever fly down again.
woohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
my mummy just came back to singapore on Friday, and guess wad?!
GUESS!
she bought me Princess Hours! with lotsa other DVDs.
AND AND AND!..

a LOUIS VUITTON wallet !! as a gift for leaving me all alone in Genting!!
HAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHHAAHHAAHAHHAAH!
soo soo happy ! LV u know!
my fave brand of the favourites!
and i love this fucking particular desigm! eyeing it for 10 million years already!
OMG. this is sooooo gorgeous! i cannot take it anymore.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im gonna do a LV manicure! serious. so my nails can suit the wallet!

im going crazy! ignore me! cos of pure blisss and happiness! i LOVE LV!
and i LOVE my mummy to the max.
too bad shes already flown off to other countries again this morning.
Friday come back, den Sunday morning fly away again.
:( thanks mummy darling anyway. so sweeeeeet of you.

LOUIS VUITTON!


came with a box as well !


hahaha. goes well with my nails hor !


looks great and amazing from ALL angles!

i am sucha fortunate little slut.
i wish i can fly~
kk going to meet Sylvia and Purani & Sandra later.

LOUIS VUITTON !
i love you.

** yay! can watch SAW 3 soon! as in, REAL SOON! 3 more hours!

im a happy girl today !

for multiple reasons.
the main main main reason is my fucking assignment is done! DONE AND OVER WITH!
means i do not need to see that assignment paper ever again!
hurray!
that is, if i pass the course.
and my exam is like on 1st Dec. hahaha.

and 2nd main reason! gheeting darling was being nice and she shopped with me!
she helped me chose a beautiful dress, a white pumps, and a white belt!
she is soo soo soo nice. love her. to the max. forever.
den we had a nice long heart-to-heart talk that could probably go on forever if she doesnt have to meet her boifren. hahaha. felt good pouring out all the emotions that i've been hiding in my heart. yay! and had lunch with eric ! my file is with u ah! please return me ASAP. thanks.

3rd main reason!
going to collect the marathon goodie bag with purani & sylvia on sunday! hahaha so thrilled. cant wait. kekeke.

4th main reason!
just had my nails beautifully painted. the base is clear, with black and gold tips.
den have diamonds on it. soo nice!
like it. alotttt.

5th main reason!
im going to a rugby match on the 29th Novv. which is like this wednesday!
so excited. nvr go before. ahahaha. hope MI team wins!

and .......
im going to play Habbo Hotel now.
i know i have no life.
but currently, i feel that i have alot of life.
hahahahahaa. cos im feeeling fabulous!
and i promise i shall go clubbing with gheeting&melanie someday! soon!
real real soon!

I LOVE KACANG!
I LOVE STRIPEY!

**yay! my menses come already.!

doing my retarded assignment now. tomoro's the dateline. and hahahaha. i've not completed it. its ok. i've morphed into a chiongster. i shall chiong all night.. just to get a loser project done.

but im so looking forward to DXO on Saturday night.
hope it'll be fun! since its sorta a ladies night thing.

and im meeting Purani&Sylvia on Saturday in the afternoon to collect the marathon race thing at Suntec. i love goodie bags! they cheer me up alot.

wad should i wear to DXO? hmm.
sigh, im so fat, how to go such parties? i hate that person who force me to go.
everyone there is gonna be so slim & pretty!
i'll be so outstanding with my size!

in KL.


Prince Charmings~ (rush to the toilet) so, which is hotter? Xin or Lu. tell me!


so, my brother just got himself a blog. with ALLL the help from me. and its like, hes sucha loser, he doesnt know anything. and to think, in the past, i figured out blogger MY OWN! (with a little help from dajie) THATS ALL. u all should take a look at his dumb blog. its.. retarded to a certain extent. but bcos of his CREDITS to me. i take back my words. AHAHAHA.

and remember me saying lately, lotsa pple from the past SUDDENLY get into contact with me nowadays.
THERES ONE MORE!
QUNFA! hahaha.
yup, im sure glad to get into contact with him again. wayyyyy wayyy wayyyy long since we talked or last met. i hope there would be a chance someday! and reminisce the fun past.

theres nothing good on teevee lately. humpf! unhappy!
but its okay, i needa study anyway. my stupid diploma course on IT is getting so much on my nerves. i can't eat well, sleep well, cos of that. arghh.

(i take back the can't eat well part, cos my puberty is here again, and i get hungry like constantly.)

and im very very very sickly lately. keep having sorethroat once i wake up in the morning, afternoon. sigh, i hate sore throat, its totally disgusting! and very annoying!

AND HURRAY! my dad is soooo nice. he got me my favourite MOOO ice cream sandwich! hahaha. LOVE it! to the max. hope it doesnt worsen my sorethroat though.

**Important!**
OMG! OMG!
my mummy bought me Princess Hours from hongkong ! shes sooooooo nice. LOVE HER! yay! now i can see KimJeongHoon and salivate in front of the teevee! (smiles sweetly at kimjeonghoon)

im so happy~! (despite of the stupid computer stuffs i needa memorise)

heehee. me & gheeting's darling artwork in NAFA.
i drew the cow, she drew the spongebob. nice rite!


my darling girl ! i LOVELOVELOVE HER TO THE MAX!!


my darling boy! I LOVELOVELOVE him ! ALOT!
my hamsters are soooo soft & cuddly, i love them sooo much.
i cant breathe without them.


im officially in love with my teevee.
ever since my dad renewed my SCV to some digital cable shit. i swear its good!
with all the channels changed !
i have AXN, cineMAX, HBO, and more now !
theres even a Korean channel !
and i watched House of Wax and Troy yesterday till bout 1 am!
goodgoodgood!
waiting for more !!

and i HATE anything related to the computer now.
it annoys me GREATLY.
cannot take it!
the fundamentals are a total bullshit.
but of cos, to make me love it, i will TRY loving it.
so i can pass my fucking exams.
AAAARGGHHHHH.

i can't wait to go dress shopping for the wedding thing. hmm.
anyone knows where to get nice but not so expensive dresses?
care to tell me and share with me pleaseee?

my hotel room in KL ! 5-star business suite! hahaha. like it !!


Me, syl's & Purani's favourite game ! FANTASY ISLAND ! u all should play, it made us soooo excited we shouted like retards in the arcade. we are still trying to beat the high score! ahaha.


before FANTASY ISLAND was ZEN time.
(and we did this in the National Museum.) hahahaa.


when im all alone in Genting. so i resorted to camwhoring.


me n darling gheeting on the way to Singapore Poly to crash some lectures.


Me & syl darling showing off our HENNA done by purani's sister.
(we're in a pub!)


Puteh ! ahahaa. looks like Kacang, but shes Kacang's sister!


yupp, us again! we went clubbing. woohooo.


at National Museum doing retarded(supposedly artistic) poses, thanks to purani.


IN SINGAPORE POLY LIAO! we hung out outside the lucture halls to disturb and annoy the lecturers and students there. hahaha.


pretty pretty ah lians darlings! at Dog Show at Expo.


hope u all enjoyed the pics.
and, i still do not like my course now !!
computer stuffs is just not meant for me!

** i miss ROO! Peiru dearie, i miss u lots!

ok fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

(im sorry for the excess use of FUCKs here, i apologise sincerely)

BUT I CANT BLOODY HELP IT!

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

and i swear i feel like hurling a whole bunch of vulgarities, which will probably sound melodious to me NOW!

seriously, would u just stop motherfucking annoying me? PLEASE?!
i beg you? can anot? can anot?
u very the smelly pussy leh.
u just DO NOT get it rite?
I DO NOT FUCKING LIKE YOU LIKE ONE BIT! not even a dot.
i swear, u are the MOST dumbest piece of shit on earth.
u are not even worth a penny. (oh wait, ur wallet is worth ALOT.)
yea and other den being rich, u are stupid. dumb, retarded, and worst, ANNOYING TO THE MAX. and u fucking piece of penisless shit. CAN U JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP FUCKING ANNOYING ME!
i swear, u have just JUST annoyed me to the max NOW, and im bloody irritated.
and what issit that u just sms me?
"Now you be with me and leave all your darlings and stead now... and please be with me"

WTF IS WRONG WITH UR INTELLECT HA?!?!?!
i just fucking told u , TO STOP ANNOYING ME RITE?! DID I OR DID I NOT!?!!
and what the fuck? leave all my darlings? GET A LIFE. my gosh. like i would for you.
and leave all my STEAD? whoever uses the word STEAD now?!!! u leaving in which era i ask u?
and u speak as if i got 10million STEAD lidat. seriously la k, only losers uses the dumb word STEAD. and u are one big hell of a loser.

ARGHHHH. im so uber annoyed to the maxxxxxxxxxx. ARGHHHHHHHHH.
im so pissed that im having difficulties breathing.
OMG. OMFG. Oh My Bloody Fucking God.

i repeat, motherfucking gay bastard, I do not like you at all.
so get the fuck outta my life, and even if i do like you, it will only be when i need to buy something. so shut up and die NOW. NOWNOWNOWNOW.

u are stupid. and ur english like super sucks.
i hate you. ugly worthless piece of trash.
CHRISTOFUCK U SUCK!

so recently.
im in my Diploma Course now.
Fundamentals in Information Technology.
:(
i don like it one bit, its all bout computers, software and stuffs.
so annoying.
the word JAVA, PROGRAMMING, SCRIPT, RAM, DEFRAGMENTER, simply annoys me.

oh ya anyway,
all of a sudden, lotsa pple of the past just suddenly comes into contact with me.
like in my SLE camp, theres this SatyaRaj guy who claims hes my Pri1&2 fren and he sits next to me in class, and he copies my spelling all the time.
alrite.
and den currently. theres this guy named Keat Hwee who claims we get to know each other on IRC, and when we were like discussing bout the past, he reminded me that we both tyPe liKe tHat iN iRc lAst timE, aNd hE toLd mE nOt tO dEny iT. ok fine i admit i dO tyPe liKe tHat in sec 1 k! and he reminds me, we ALWAYS ends off a sentence with a ~ . for eg. "hello~ how are you~ intro please~ haahahahahahahah~ why?!~ i dunno lorrr~~~~~~~~~~~" i swear we were fucking retarded to the maximum max max max. im so embarrassed of myself. :(

but now it has reached a revolutionary stage, where it has hereby become. "hiie, moii name iish j0eii w0rhhs. nn haiis, shho shardd t0dayys, ii saw hiim wiib herr agaiin n0rhhs, haiis, whiie muz ii always get hurrt by euu derrhs? gerr miishh boii. gerr waiiting siilently ferr boii."

seriously la, pple wanna find ways to shorten words up. to create shortcuts for the internet or sms world. and u jokers muz purposely lenghthen the word up, i think u pple do it for the sake of spending more time on ur hp smsing, so pple will think u very popular and accepted, cos u are ALWAYS and CONSTANTLY typing on ur phone rite. hahaha.

BUT! its a different case for my darlings who type like this, like xmark korkor, melanie darling, and pple i know. thats a different story, we are already popular enough. so its okay for them to type like that. i noe its BIASNESS, but who gives a fuck rite?

and im ending off to say, times have mother fucking changed. all the youngsters now so punk. date when so young. and all the young girls start all their puberty so early, constantly making up, comb hair, wear heels, put false lashes, do manicure&pedicure. (im jealous! they can start all this so fucking early!) den all can have handphones, they know how to go VIVOCITY shop already, they know how to take pictures(with loserish poses).....

sObbiiesz!! they make me so sad of my past life. i didnt do any of these! i was spending my life IRC-ing! and playing Age of Empires. i had no MapleStory nor DOTA, nor Gunbound or Priston Tale. i didnt even have Plaza Sing, or VIVOCITY, or FAREAST PLAZA to go to! i do not have any camera phones to take pictures of myself ! i do not even noe wads a "haiiz" or a "jiiemuiis".

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i fucking envy my fucking brother, jaron tan!
hes only 13 ! and he has all these privileges.!
wad a pussy!
and all hes frens are like.. those kinda ACT ACT girls.
all the typical one kind wan. AIYO. i see liao i cannot take it.
but i muz .. control myself. or i will bomb them off their computer screens one day.
i will slit their throat and make maggots fuck their wounds.
muahahaha.

BYE!

the TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE is KNNBCCCB scary & disgusting to the max.

KACANG!KACANG!KACANG! is wad i rant everyday.


and this is her! my darling Kacang!


dirty thoughts. haahhaa.


baby girl sleeeping!


Me & Dajie darling! lovesss her.


when we have nothing to do in class, and when purani is e photographer!


Stripey darling!


loveee him. hes so cute. look how i grab him.


acting twittish. gheedear, xmark korkor, n me.


Me & the pretty melanie. :(


darlingssss forever~

i need to say. . .

i love my darlings.

the loves of my life.

P.S: gheeting. psst! i miss u! like fuck!! u this KNNBCCB. got bf den leave me in the lurch.

MY BELOVED ! (and only mine)
haha! only mine ah. no one can snatch him from me ah. remember k!
sorry to serene&fiona&zhiwei&sinyee for loving him to the max.
sorry but love cant be forced.
so he wants me to tell u guys he can't receiprocate ur love for him.
omg, i misssss him soo fuckin much.

and i reallllly missssss my hammies darling when im away.
8 days without seeing them!
I CAN DIE !!

and my diploma course coming up next.
sigh, muz go all the way to fucking Bukit Batok.
fucking far, fucking retarded, fucking shits.
SCREAMS OUT FOR HELP.

im back from camp!
body aching, burnt, tired, everything.
but the main thing is, i had ALOT of fun.
together with my group mates, and Purani&Sylvia.
as u can see, we can entertain ourselves ALOT, like wad Ben says.
and .. yay! we got the Best Group award!
hurrrray.
and congrats syl who got the "got leadership skills award"
and yay, had fun! really fun! realll fun. and its sooo fun.
cannot take it. and purani&sylvia keeps calling me a loser! im so sad, my BEST FRENS ma, only best frens do dat, im sure hor.
and punitha so nice, gimme so many Mozzie Patch, loveee her.
i hate Mozzies! thay loves me for some reason or so, attacks me!!! and im very sure sylvia&purani noes how much im afraid of them.
and i dunno why purani likes sandy floors. (HAHAHA!)
sorry for being a clean shit, and i nvr force u to say sorry ma!!!!!! why u keep telling pple that u HAVE TO SAY sorry to me ha????????

and im proud to say, i tried absailing and all the high ropes elements.
i swear i wanted to die initially, but its all about conquering my own fear.
(shut up joei, u're being a loser) is wad purani will respond to wad i just said.
(loser u noe seriously) is wad sylvia will respond to wad i said.
i've really good best frens.

anyway, love u guys forever! thanks ! for being funny and everything.

funniest event! the boss of the changi adventure camp looks exactly like JACKIE CHAN~!! and me n syvia CANNOTT stop laughing at his face. hahahaahahahahahhahaha. Purani laughed too, and he kept looking at us. and hes real name is.......... ALSO JACKIE! ahahahaha.

ending here cos everywhere pain.

*grins sweeetly at this picture for hours before i leave*

omg! OMG!

i swear, hes the hottest piece of boyfriend material on earth !! gorgeous ! totally! and im gonna die just seeing him! and hes gonna be the last thing i blog about before i leave singapore. haahahhaa. so let u all see this eye-candy okay! i noe u all very happy!

ahahahhaa. im happy too just looking at him! Kim Jeong Hoon is my man!

had a haircut. i look weird, but it'll be fine after it gets a little longer. hmm.

anyway, before i go missing, i need to say:

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING THEIR Os THIS YEAR!

ALL THE BEST AND U CAN DO IT~

TRY YOUR BEST AND STUDY REAL HARD NOW!

have fun !

and i do hope i'll have a fun time M'sia.
and..

i shall bath now cos we are going for an expensive meal with auntie kellyn & denyse!
BYE!