Happy Birthday Elvin Si ! :)
Thanks for everything okay.
Its been more than a year and TIME FLIES!
I love you !

And oh my god! I can't believe this and I am feeling damn guilty now! I forgot to wish my best friend Purani a Happy Birthday on her birthday!!!(i think i was damn preoccupied with being stressed from being unable to find a job...) Oh crap! Sorrrrrryy, shall wish her a Happy Belated Birthday over here. SORRRRYY! I love you too!

I am such a blockhead sometimes.
And I am having this lack of appetite these days....
Whats wrong with me?!
Can't eat, can't sleep..
SIAO LIAO!

Bye gotta rush out now.

HELLO colourful WORLD!

MERRY MERRY MERRY XMAS TODAY! :)

Anyway,
Happy Birthday to MY DADDY!
- Love you! My father is like cooool.

And to Kiara the Tiara!
- my bro's sexyass girlfriend.

Birthdays on Xmas is soooo cool.

*Okay why do I seem to have so many plans today....
:(

(AND I COULDN'T GET TO SLEEP YESTERDAY EVEN THOUGH I REACHED HOME AT 3.30AM !!!! AND I SHOPPED THE WHOLE DAY OKAY, WHY DO I FEEL TIRED BUT UNABLE TO GET TO SLEEP! ITS SO ANNOYING.)
-I am very glad with my shopping loot yesterday with Edeline, we went absolutely crazeeee. Good thing for us, bad for our wallets.

on the other hand.... hahahaha! Glad to see Renuka and Purani having the same problem as me.. I am so mean but with people who can accompany me through my miserable days is GREAT!

Time to leave my house for a whole new day ahead! BYE!

Merry Xmas again, I love you all! Hugssss!

And all the way to Germany, Merry Xmas Christian!
And all the way to Cambodia, Merry Xmas Eang Chhan!

I am fucking worried!
I can't get to sleep every night!!!! Its becoming very serious.
Its like 2.28am & I am still bloghopping, me and gheeting found some really interesting blogs... coolness. And fuck, its been like a week since this insomnia thing starts!!!!!! FUCK.

I mean, I used to sleep at like 11 to 12 every night okay, and wtf. This is bad.. I slept at 4.30am yesterday, finishing my Twilight book. :) Its very nice, a little draggy but Edward Cullen seems to be like damn perfect...... Now I gotta rush to get the other series. I am addicted to the Twilight series! YAY! Fuck, I should have read them when Anittha and Dyan were all reading it. And cannot wait to watch the movie!!!

Okay, so the point is, its very late, and I cannot get to sleep, I don't know why. But its really very annoying. Like what Ziyan always say, "spoilt biological clock". Does it apply to me now cos I really cannot get to sleeeeeeep at alllll!!!!!!!!!! FUCKKKKKKK.

I like sleeping early !!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats why I don't have any serious eye bags or dark eye rings BUT AT THIS RATE I'M GOING, I AM GOING TO TURN INTO A PANDA!!!

AAAA!

And then I'm bugged by this stupid headacheeeeee. :(

So, late into the night.. I was MSN-ing with Gheeting.
Having the time of our lives blogsurfing.

to live, is to mambo! says:
name ur child Gucci
to live, is to mambo! says:
ahhhaha

Joei the Princess of SMILING. says:
i intend to
Joei the Princess of SMILING. says:
truly and honestly

to live, is to mambo! says:
i'll name mine Vuitton

to live, is to mambo! says:
Gucci Si
to live, is to mambo! says:
AHAHHAAH
to live, is to mambo! says:
Gucci Si is funny
to live, is to mambo! says:
like Fujitsu

and.... you wanna know what else she said??

to live, is to mambo! says:
if its a son name him Eric
to live, is to mambo! says:
daughter pls name Inez
to live, is to mambo! says:
AHAHAHAHAHHA
to live, is to mambo! says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

Thanks alot for being my best friend.

...

& I still can't get to sleeeeeep!!!!

UPDATE!! at 3 AM !
(oooh its xmas eve already!)

I still cannot get to sleep. Although I've googled "How to cure insomnia?", its not helping okay cos heres what I've done so far.

• Took a warm bath as instructed.
• Drank a warm cup of milk, I drank hot chocolate instead.
• Spy what is my hamster doing
• Walked around the house trying to pack some stuffs.
• Took a second spy on my hamster.

And I'm back in front of my laptop, unable to feel sleepy.

For the past few nights, I've been reading myself to sleep... Oh well, I guess I gotta read another book later. :) Mansfield Park by Jane Austen. HAHAHA.

So heres what I've found online..

1. Do a mellow activity before bed. Read, watch t.v. (try to avoid action thriller shows or movies), knit, write a letter, or maybe write in a journal, anything that will help you wind down, relax, and get to sleep quickly.

2. If your body is tense take a hot shower or a relaxing bath. Soothe those aching muscles to help fall asleep fast.

3. If your mind is racing about things you didn't get done or things you need to do then write a to-do list. Get all your thoughts down, write down any anxieties or worries. The more you can ease your mind, the easier it will be to fall right asleep.

LIES!!! Done all these and it doesnt help!!!

Okay bye. Maybe if I get off the computer... it might actually work.....

Hey there, I hope this clearly illustrates our problems.
I really hope you try to understand sometimes.

Because... you obviously don't know how I feel.
Bye.

I've decided to be all hurt and sad all of a sudden. HAHA.


Anyway. To YOU.
Harsh words hurt feelings.
But silence breaks hearts.


Understood?

THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I AM DAMN HAPPY.

NEVER FELT SO GOOD IN SUCH A LONGG TIME.

:D ALL SMILESSSSSSSSS.

I feel so bad. :(

Anyway, hello everyone! I am back! Sorry for going missing, but whatever, I doubt pple are coming back here anyway cos its like a dead blog for years! HAHAHAHA. Sorry for the few nice loyal favourite people who pops by here every now and then, only to leave disappointed cos they aren't any new entries, I AM SORRY! Now I am back to add some impact to your lives~~~ HAHA. Sorrrry I am just being annoying.

Okay so back to me feeling BAD. Everyone has a past, AND MY PAST SUCKS!! Like seriously, why didn't anyone tell me I was a bitch?! FUCK! What kinda friends do I have?! (no i still love you friends.. I know you are all biased). BUT SERIOUSLY, i am damn knn bad. :( and not to mention, so childish, and sucha sore loser.

And.. I know it is so unlike me to say this here!!! BUT I NEED TO APOLOGISE TO SOMEONE!! Though I don't know how to go about saying it... hahaha. Okay here goes, remember a girl called Xiaohui? Yea, shes my ex-boyfriend's Eric ex-girlfriend(okay.. so I don't know if they are still together...but whatever.) And I need to apologise from the bottom of my heart because, yes, its been 2 years and I am so sorry for whatever names I've called you. I take it all back, and seriously, I am very loserish that time. I mean, I don't know but looking back, I AM DAMN CHILDISH..!!!!

Can I please disappear or something? Really you know, why didn't anyone tell me bout my fucked up behaviour huh................ Its not cool to be mean. See la, now looking back, I feel so ashamed of my own acts. Yes please, scold me somebody.

BUT. I've decided to look past my mistakes, and I'm making a bold move by apologising for my gross mistakes of the past~ Its okay if she wants to forgive me or not, at least I apologised. Anyway what happened was so damn long ago, she might have forgotten all about it too!! Like me, just that I read my archives and felt like a total idiot. If it happened now, I wouldn't do that, like seriously.

(I dont know if she'll EVER EVER see this...... but its alright!)

Okay update soon. :)

****haha, you all can't believe Joei would do something like that right... I am surprised by myself too! But I feel really good now. So try forgiving your own mistakes and you'll feel ultimately better!!!!!

HELLO ALL!
JOEI TAN IS HERE!

I MISS MY MI FRIENDS! ALOT! ALOT ALOT!

I AM SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE NOW.
OMG DAMN HAPPY!

I miss all my friends lah knn!

& I need a job lah knn!

This family is back after disappearing into the woods and seas of Malaysia for 9 days.
The girl on the top right hand corner has become damn tanned. :(
They enjoyed themselves VERY much though.
Piccies sooooon.