Tuesday, February 20, 2007

wadever i do, it just cant please pple, no not pple, its just you in particular.
why ha?
so i gotta be serious, i gotta be mature, i gotta not-act-like-a-kid, i gotta talk about very very very serious issues like cloning, abortion, xenotransplantation, enthanasia, stemcells, national envirounmental issues, and so on.
and i should not talk bout my personal life, cos its very-the-boring, and that u feel that i should not talk bout it cos u dun feel like knowing it.

ok fine. im the world's tired-est person.

anyway, this world is weird rite? pple break up when the communication aint there anymore, pple break up when the girlfren doesnt wanna meet and doesnt wanna spend time with the boyfren, pple break up when the girlfren decides to not be a funny person and joke with the boyfren cos she finds it unnecesary.
(ok at least thats wad happened to me and eric)

and it gets very very tiring to constantly try to make time for the fucking boyfren, trying to spend time with him, TRYING TO, and trying to make him laugh (apparently somebody doesnt find me funny) , trying to talk to him bout wads going on with my life (and APPARENTLY, somebody finds it BORING).

oh my god.

anybody got any MATURE, CONSTRUCTIVE, and SERIOUS conversation topics u wanna share? like wads going on in the TIMES magazine? wads up in NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC?

seriously. seriously seriously.
i should study humans, and find out why pple are the weirdest shit on earth.
lidat also cannot. like this also cannot.
wadever la.

keep don wanna meet bf also cannot. keep wanna meet also cannot.
don talk to bf bout MY probs also cannot. talk to bf bout MY probs also cannot.
don be funny to bf also cannot. be funny to bf also cannot.

FUCK.

i shall just play KongKong Online. heh heh. just created my account.
it seems so cute and fun. weehee.

Monday, February 19, 2007

actually im having way lots of fun,
seriously! new clothes, money, my darling aloysious boyboy and my darling twins meimei, all the yummy food, everything.
in fact, im having a blast .
BUT YET, something is just missing. *sigh. (fancy me sighing on CNY) .its like so WTF okay.
despite melanie darling to go over to her house today, gheeting the idiot cant make it. cos she has something ON. (and i know wads on) hahaha.

i do not feel affected initially, as in, when im occupied with things to do, i totally do not care bout this emptiness, but when im alone, i start to think. the past HE would not leave me in the lurch.
WOULD NOT. he will bring me visiting to getmore angpaos. and we'll hang out till late at night at some random uncle&aunties house. SIGH. okay, time to be reasonable.

i've to really thank my Sharlene jiejie and Ronald korkor for bringing me out tomoro, they're gonna bring me out for a movie! OMG. im so excited! SEE?! i've become siao and retarded. im getting excited over an outing. im deprived of it. to the max.

might be going to the HePan (i think its near ... Esplanade), and last year, Me, Eric, Sharlene jiejie & Ronald korkor went. this year, it will be me alone with both of them. :( i've to be a lightbulb to them. sobsob. its as if im not attached.

Alone Alone Alone.
Lonely Lonely Lonely.
Solitude Solitude Solitude.
Isolated Isolated Isolated.

(joei tan xin yi, stop being EMO)

i just saw zhiwei's Vday card for me, so sweet, thank youuuu to the max.

and i saw ShiMing korkor yesterday at MacDonalds. bought my darling boiboi Aloysious to eat Supper. hang out till way late at night, and so korkor and Alan brought me home. i swear, he got me into trouble with my parents, cos he told my mummy hes gonna bring me and boiboi out to Vivocity to walk walk today, and obviously, my mummy didnt allow me to. Because...................................... i shall not elaborate.

have to catch up with my frens real soon. dajie, rachel, 4E4, gheeting darling, melanie darling, WNH gang, serene, joan, jason dage, zhiwei, glenn, and more.

and i swear, kacang&stripey is the cutest hammie alive, they are the world's most important darlings. i cannot CANNOT cannot live without them. and my mummy gave both of them an ang pao each, so so so cute.

Joei is feeling __________ again.


Somehow, i wish you were here with me tonight.
Spending CNY without you just doesnt seem right.
So, i look up and wish upon that starlight,
That probably next year you just might.

Saturday, February 17, 2007

computer broke down.
no time to update.

13th Feb was a splendid day,
and so was 14th Feb, Valentines Day! so many pressies ranging from pretty pretty daisies to balloons! and cookies and chocolates and alot of other things. and i especially love home delivery flowers! they totally made my day.

and 06A3 won the class decorations! we screamed like crazy and we were happy!
YAY! im happy too. everyone was happy.

Friday was sucha busy busy day, ahaha, had to shop, and had to atttend priya's darling bday chalet. that bungalow was huge, and we had fun. alot of fun, although i did not touch any alcohol, i am afraid to go through the terrible headache and vomitting that follows, or the unconscious state of mind that allows one to spout rubbish. totally not wad i want. and therefore, i will not drink any from now on.

Staying over was such fun! though i slept . ahaha. and went to OCH the next morning. wasn't scary, i wanna go there again! LETS GO! cant wait for the next chalet during March hols. gosh. it'll be a blast i swear.

just painted my nails red. looking forward to my ChineseNewYEar,
BUT, theres still a BUT.
its not the same this year anymore. yupyup.
i'll not be going to any lion dance's uncle and aunties houses anymore.
:( i cant see pretty pretty jiejies anymore.
and i cant get more ang paos.

this year, im all alone (in a sense ) .
for the past 2 years, i had companion.
this year, dunno who muz go to malaysia. and leave me all alone here.
ITS OKAY.
(im trying not to be unhappy!)hahahahaa.

I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.

i've lotsa pics to upload, but so little time.
will soon. very soon okay!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

i am feeling _______.

Fill in the blanks for me, thanks.
FRIDAY.
had so much fun in the afternoon. shopping at town with Pu&Syl.
sorrrry for being late late late. i swear im the sorriest shit on earth.
but its so much fun hanging out with them. hahahaha.
the most unpleasant day can also turn out perfect.
PURANI DARLING, I LOVE YOU.
SYLVIA DARLING, I LOVE YOU.

yupp, and headed off to Dyan's partyyyyyyyy!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO.
fun describes it all.
and lotsa drinking.
i love the FOOD especially though.
me n sylvia ate like crazy.
the Prawns. woohoo. they drive us wild.
and yea, i had my FIRST EVER Tequila shots.
TEQUILA SHOTS. with salt & lemon! OMG SO COOL.
yea, although i drank bout maybe less than 5 shots.
i conked out and died.
i spouted the world's nonsensical nonsense.
:(
and i puked at 3.30am.
and i can't sleep because my head was spinning, throbbing, and everything.

and therefore, i Joei Tan Xin Yi, SWEAR never to touch or drink Tequila in my life.
Because i see no point in torturing my body. my head. and, yea, pple's feelings.
I will not drink again.

SATURDAY.
FUN-NESS.
HAPPY-NESS.
WEEEHEEEEE.
i totally enjoyedddddd myself.
The Asian Kitchen.
The Protege.
Just Noodle.
Esplanade.
and lastly, MY NICENICE GUESS? WALLET!
OMG. im gonna die of happiness.

IMPORTANT! **yupp, happy happy 1st year friendship!
hugs&kisses. to KalvinHoeZhiWei.

oh ya, to sandra waffles penguina(issit this way?), I MISS YOU.
gheeting darling, I MISS YOU. when are we gonna meet?


yup, and gonna meet purani&sylvia tomoro to go Chinatown to buy chinese new year decorations. and if we are going to skip school on Monday, we'll so be meeting again to go to Escape theme park or Sentosa. ahahahahahahaha.
we're already seeing each other EVERYDAY in school , and every other day of our lives.
we'll die of each other someday.

MR MIP. ;) hello.

Friday, February 09, 2007

Q1. Do you have a valentine ?
-NO I DONT. I AM FUCKING SERIOUS.

Q2. Do u want a valentine ?
- I USED TO WANT. BUT NOT NOW.

Q3. What if no one asked u out onValentine's day ?
- hahaha, pple already asked, so yea.

Q4.What if ur favourite guy/girl thatu've been crushed on for years asked u out on Valentine's day?
- no i've no crush on anyone for years.so that wouldn't really be possible.

Q5. If yes,what if u already haveanother date that u suddenly remember on that same day?
- den stay at home and cry lor.

Q6. What if ur bf/gf cannot go out with u on valentine's day ?
- oooh. nothing new for this year.

Q7. What will u do if u saw ur your bf/gf going out with another person on valentine's day instead of u?
- byebye loser. (but i probably might be doing that too)

Q8. Your parents locked you up in your room for the whole day at valentine'sday. Your all alone. How will you feel?
- my daddy and mummy wun do that.

Q9. Your parents insist of bringing you out on valentines day for the whole day and you can't spend the day with your lover,what will you do?
- Rhetorical Question : What if you LOVER can't spend it with you then? Are you gonna stick with him?

Q10. Where will you wish to have your valentine's day celebrated at?
- New Zealand! or just some animal animal place.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

i am sad.

and if you are the cause of it, you know why.
are you ashamed to be with me?
because if you are, i'll just let it be.
if its my beauty you can't see,
then by all means, set me free.
HAHAHAHA.
common test is OVER.
byebye common test, byebye loser no life joei.
its very-full-of-life joei now.
woohoo.

i can finally shop without worries!
and go out like nobody's business.
yippeeee.

AND SLEEP. :)

oooh, i went for my spa facial with my mummy today.
9 more sessions to go! damn fun! i love it.
i like the person who did it for me, shes pretty and nice.
and we became frens. hahahaha.
now, my face is flawlessly flawless.
weeeheeeee.

double happiness.

and sorry purani & sylvia x 10000000 million times.promise will not let facial issue affect us from going out again. muacks.

and birthday party tomoro! cannot wait.
plus going out with purani&sylvia tomoro!
double cannot wait.

Saturday, PERFECT day for shopping.
wee, im so in the mood. YAY!

sigh, i swear i've grown so fat, i cant pass thru doors anymore. :(
but its okay, who cares?
hahahaa.

YAY! joei is very happy.
yay! i feel like jumping. i dunno why also.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

my all time good friend have evolved to my very good best friend on Saturday.
cos talking is bonding, dont u think?
:) i lovelovelovelovelove her. hugs&kisses.


and i got my new Fleshimp bag. haha. love my mummy. like alot.
and, its 69.90.

and with all the impulse shopping urges lately,
u'll soon hear me declaring blankruptcy.
and i'll vanish from the surface of the earth.

my common test is so not over, and here i am,
planning bout events AFTER my tests. :(
study mood please come quick.
4 more gay retarded dumb days to go!

upcoming cool events:
Science Centre, Jurong BirdPark, Sentosa, Booze birthday parties, lots and lots of shoppings, manicures&pedicures with dajie, Spa facial package[YAY!], Escape theme park, bikini swimming(i say say only la, i also wun wear, hahaha), VALENTINES DAY, CHINESE NEW YEAR, and lots more shoppings.

i think all these are the causes of why pple will go mad.

its been so so so long since i've seen you,
i've forgotten how it feels like to be with you.
make me wait no longer, will you?

Friday, February 02, 2007



HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
sorry, no offence, but thats really the image of u in my head.
i can't help it either.
and i cant help but think my hair is quite nice in this shot.
when i was at the airport yesterday,
a myriad of memories flooded me.

and i have this undescribable urge to just run in the customs and board any random plane.
to any random country. (and to eat aeroplane food for the rest of my life) [because i fucking love aeroplane food, makes me very very super happy]

i really do not wanna stay here any longer.

yes, thats it. i DO NOT wanna stay in this fast-paced crazy life.
where i've to wake up at 5.30 every morning, and den sleep at insane hours in the wee morning.
and so many weird weird things i hafta face.
it gets quite tiring sometimes. and i don think i've any more energy to face any of them.
despite the long hours i've been zzz-ing.

REALLY! please let me just POOFFFFF! and appear in some very relaxing country..
like New Zealand! woohoo.
i'll just live in isolation FOREVER in a small cute farm, nono, make it LARGE cute farm , where lots and lots of animals will accompany me FOR LIFE.
and i'll bring Kacang & Stripey with me, yay!
i'll be the happiest person on earth if i face all the cute cute animals everyday!

or let me just live in a SPA RESORT forever.
and let me indulge in some SPA treatments for the rest of my entire life.
i swear, Joei will be the most RELAXED piece of muscle ever living in this universe.
i'll be so RELAXED, i'll just be a piece of useless muscle. hahahaha.

[my tongue ulcer is hurting, to the max]

i like to escape reality and the truth.
its my favourite hobby.
Doctor says im suffering from stress & tension headache & over-tiredness,
im starting to believe him.

:( i can't wait to go overseas!
please, bring me there somebody.
cos i'll go berserk if i continue being a deranged bitch.

**ohhhhh. i saw a Fleshimp bag at Plaza Sing, damn hot la. im so gonna get it. $69.90 . weehee. my dad says he'll get it for me. but im so not a Fleshimp-py person. i shall be a Poser. ahahahah, but seriously, the bag is so hot. im fantasizing bout it EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE*


when i was still suffering from a broken heart.(but i still look very happy)
hahaha, my last day of 2006!
everyone except ME, tommy, jason dage, and the white colour shirt guy whose name is Jiaming looks weird here. either they are NOT smiling or keeping their eyes closed.

okay, sorry for random pics. i found it in My Received Files anyway.

i've not been in school for 2 days, sorry purani&sylvia! i know u both asked me to try to go school, but im really tried, and i need sleep badly! real real real badly. sorry darling, i love you both anyway.

THURSDAY. slept the whole day again. am happy cos i slept the whole day.
but woke up feeling real depressed, so i headed to town alone to shop.
and i came back a smiling girl, i got so many things!
4 shorts and some body scrub thingy from body shop.
i really love shopping ! and i refuse to see how much is left in my bank.
REFUSE TO.
and headed to airport to fecth my mummy, shes finally back after 3 weeks of abandoning me.
and she got the Vodka for Dyandarling. so happy!
i heard a happy news on the cab home! maybe its good news to me, but not good news to the someone.

meddle around with my darling hammies when i got home. and den, chatted on the phone with losers. and i went to sleep AGAIN.

tadah! lots of sleep makes me smile.

**by the way, my right eye is itching like crazy, for 4 consecutive days. and theres this ulcer on my tongue for 4 days already as well! and i've flu for 2 days. and sore throat(the on off on off kind) for a WEEK already!

IM SURE MURUKU IKAN IS THE CAUSE OF ALL THESE!

thanks for giving me the attention,
but its not you i want it from.