ok . i noe im probably freakin u pple who read my blog out, but i really NEED to say something. i really need to. bcos i feel its really unfair for these minority of pple out there..

ok, and so the topic is on GAYS. listen all of u, GAYS are still GUYS. there is totally no differences. they DO NOT have a lack of penis. or have an extra vagina or something. ok? so why the need to discriminate? why?

some pple are so mean to them.. just so superb horribly mean. i don see the need to be mean to them at all, okay, maybe in ur perspectives, its against religion and nature. BUT STILL, there is NO bloody reason to INSULT THEM!!! u don have to ask them to "GET A LIFE" or "go fuck yourself and the guy's butt" or "u guys are disgusting.. should just end your life" .. wadever for????? they don have to DIE just bcos they like guys. they HAVE a life. and i can bet they are living n enjoying it a billion times more den u assholes who discriminate do. im so sure.

u don have to treat someone differently jus bcos he/she is different from u. instead, love their differences. u don have to be like them, u don necessarily have to support homosexuality, but the least we can do is show them love from our heart. get it? bcos a hundreds are discriminating them, we should at least give them the moral support they need. YA, although they look strong from the outside claiming they don mind comments and all, saying how pple look at them doesnt affect them.. DO U BELIEVE IT? i don't. bcos no one, NO ONE, i repeat, ABSOLUTELY no one will ever NOT be affected by negative criticisms. somehow ur heart jus will not accept this negative comments constructively. okay? so can we all like STOP discrimnating them?

can we stop labeling them as, "Disgusting shits." , "Abnormal motherfuckers" , "Bastard" kinda thing?
bcos its bloody hurting. seriously. I can't stand it when i hear such remarks about them, it makes me just wanna cry n hit pple with a baseball bat who discriminates. pple who discriminates are a million time worser den homosexuals. they seriously ought to die young and be forced to look at lizards for the rest of their lives.

Adapted this from my GP notes.
Accept the person for wad he is.. Homosexuals are also happy. good. well-adjusted and contributing members of society. Apart from their sexual oreientation, there is nothing to differentiate them from heterosexual, which is us. Their behavious are NOT worse den gamblers, drunkards and drug addicts.

so PLEASE. DO NOT DISCRIMINATE ok?
To: all who discriminate homosexuals.
-pls jus divert ur very unkind remarks to pple who hurt animals instead!! PLS.
-and kindly use ur fucked up comments to pple who abandon their parents or kids.
-don ask GAYS to do something constructive bout their lives, u should too.

im not supporting gayism or anything. im jus trying to get a message out that , gays are not weird or abnormal. they are jus sweet plain pple underneath. NO difference from us ok?

"Discrimination will only drive homosexuals underground and bring on a feeling on rejection, fear, anxiety, helplessness and guilt."

love u all, byee. fuck pple who discriminate. yeah~~

just came out from an ultra HOT water shower bcos:
1. i just came back from school under a super heavy rain. was drenched totally.
2. it was the most horrible day of my life today.
3. i just felt like bathing with hot water ok?

yea. honestly. had an awful day today. its probably mood swings. but then again, NO it wasn't. cos im not feeling crappy. im feeling mortified. mortified at how fucked up some pple can actually be. seriously, some pple can be just so fake. FAKE. its like omg? how could anyone actually be so hypocritical? i cant stand hypocrites. really, i can't. bcos im simply not one. and today, i actually saw the very ugly sides of humans. lying just right like tat. u noe theres a saying, 'don be pretentious, pple can see thru it..' and i bloody hell could. its kinda obvious actually. such pple should jus end their lives 10 times a second.

For god's sake
why are these pple sucha fake?
such pple should jus drown
in a algae-infested lake
and should jus choke
on a poo-covered cake
but im still not bloody attending their wake.
cos who cares even if they are already dead?

=) my very anger-filled poem.

so as u can see, i hope all these very hypocritical pple vanish, like *poof! BAM! shush~! and den i don get to see them ever n ever. now now, this would be the first step in making the world a better place. agree?

anyway, feeling kinda suicidal lately. miserable. depressed. melancholic. isolated. desolated. solitude. sighh... i dunno why. i hope i get over this feeling soon. or i'll end up the next headlines. "Girl, 17, jumped to her death cos shes gone insane"... i think its cos of my menses. i do hope its jus a normal mood swing kinda thing.

PLS .. lemme smile n laugh like how i do 25/8 last time. PLS.. i need laughter!! n smiles. PLS. =(

this post will be for 14th April to 16th April ya? =)

okay. 14th April.
SUPER FUN & EXCITING DAY.
woke up bloody early. sandra's mom came over to fetch me. wad a sweetie.
head over to Toh Tuck Campus. makes no sense. y go so far?
head off to HarbourFront. haha. ok spare u all these nonsense k.
and den im OFF to Batam ~ yay !! yay !! yay !!
So, we checked in. me & sandra dear went in to our room.
GUESS WAD? our room has 2 bedrooms.
the master bedroom , and a normal two bed kind.
we of cos chose the master bedroom with a personal toilet n a SUPER king size bed.
=) the kiasu birds catches the nicer bedroom. *smiles.
den we had a Hotel Tour, and a Mocktal & Cocktail creation thingy.
me n dearie Sands went up to make a Mocktail named "margarita".
it consists of Pineapple juice, Lime juice, a syrup AND.... EGG YOLK.
sounds disgusting rite. but i tell u man. its heavenly. as in HEAVENLY.
nicest thingy ever on earth. we all LOVE it man ~~
next was the DESTRESS SPA CUISINE cooking.
the chef so plump, cuddly n cute. we all love him.
he cooked Beef w/ Tofu in Sambal Sauce. and Tempura Prawn Salad thing.
me n sands dear ate like a total pig. we ate like so many steaks n prawns.
damn nice. SUPERB.
ANYWAY, this is like so cool. me n sands dear gone thru a very very very horrible but damn sweet n cute experience. horribly pain but the results is like super cute. (now i cant help but keep staring at my cute little thing. =) ) aww. so nice. heehee.
went for KTV after tat. fun fun fun. the others had alcoholic drinks.
but i didn't. we both didnt.
me n sands dear is sooo guai. =)
AND DEN. another thing. although i have a super awesome sleeping partner, Sandra my honey.
shes a total madness.
this morning, i woke up already but was jus lazing on the bed.
suddenly, her hands landed right straight on my boobs. yes, my boobs.
and she said, "aye wake up".
im like. ERR, hello sandra. ur hands is on my boobs.
AND SHES LIKE OMFG. sorry sorry sorry. i tot it was ur back.
YEAYEA, my back indeed. excuses la, i noe.
so, this the joke of the century shall be evoked deeply in our heads. =)
yay~ the next day we'll be goin for Javanese Massage. wooo.

15th April. yea~
woke up. eat breakfast. pangsai. watch tv for awhile.
had Hospitality Industry Talk, Table Etiquette class, Wine Tastin & Appreciation.
hmm, my face got red after all the red n white wine drinkin, so did some of them
went for shopping after lunch. damn cool.
but their shopping centre abit err.. [dunno how to describe]
some things are like super cheap. BUT, they like to cheat young kids.
they think we are foreigners so they can cheat us. so evil rite.
lucky i got my sands dear with me.
shes like super nice, anyway i love her. shall elaborate later.
i got a new Billabong shoulder bag. and a new wallet. tats all.
AFTER we got back. muahahahahahahahha.
we skipped dinner. AND.....
WENT FOR MY LONG AWAITED JAVANESE MASSAGE..
wooo.. =DDDDDDD
me n sands dear enjoyed ourselves so much.
from now on, i officially announced.
my hobby is only MASSAGE, MASSAGE n MORE MASSAGE. =)
the Javanese Massage is like fabulous.
long, sensual strokes. omg. all my body parts are like covered in oil, including my hair..
aaaa. i love that feeling. *squeezes myself hard.
reaching orgasm soon. AAAAAAhhh. OOOOOhh.. EEEEhh. WAIOWUE. *winks at sandra.
LOL. anyway, i love the way the spa ladies speak gentle n soft. =)
i can do it. i can do it. i can do it.
so we went back after that and watched tv. lol.
pls don think we r both boring girls. our lives are the MOST exciting among everyone.
considering the fact, we went for the horrible but cute experience, the massage, the EVERYTHiNG we do is just super interesting man. really.
who can ever be bored bein with us? the cute one n the clever one.
LOL. <3s sandra lots.

16th April. damn sad.
woke up refreshed cos of the massage.
woke up feeling happy n rejuvenated.
but actually damn sad.
cos leaving my darling room.
anyway , when settling the bills, its like 10 million years.
had like so many difficulties man.
luckily got sands dear. SEE? how useful she is.
and unfortunately, we overspent.
YEA. WTF rite?
anyways had it settled. board the bus, den ferry and the MRT.
and poof~ im home. =(
or should i smile? =)
im happy n sad . its normal. perfectly.
so im off to do my homework n all. heehee.
don forget all, i LOVE massages. yay~

back to why Sandra is sucha lovely person.
1. she loves me TOTALLY. i noe.
2. she treats me lovingly. i love that.
3. shes been my sleeping partner for 3 days, n she touched me, and seen me all over. as in, really all over. including my vagina, boobs, wadever~
4. she takes very good care of me. so sweet.
5. she HAS to treat me nicely for the rest of her life. aww.
6. she lend me her "hoodie" each time we encounter rain drops. (so nice!)
7. she allows me to lie on her on the sofa n sleep.(while she strokes my hair which she claims is soft.err.)
8. she has orgasms together with me. =D
9. we go for cool spa treatments together. *winkk winkk.
10. SHES MINE! IM HERS! YEA!
Waffle & Cookies forever. and of cos, my dearie Oreo Peiru, shes another love of my life.

so im ending here. catch ya all soon. hugs n kisses.

hi all , im gonna do a VERY SERIOUS character analysis on myself..
it is gonna be very honest, very true, and very joei, i mean obviously RITE.

From 1st webby:
The sign Cancer is symbolized by the Crab.
Your sign's element is Water. Cancer is ruled by the Moon.
You are emotional, intuitive, sympathetic and moody. You enjoy shopping and visiting with friends. Cancer is sentimental, sensitive, and needs to have a sense of security. Cancer may be interested in politics even if it's only on the local level. You tend to over protect what is yours. Cancer is intensely romantic and has a vivid imagination. Your home and family are very important to you.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Cancer:
You can be cruel, grasping, weak, possessive, domineering, timid, lazy and tend toward brooding and cynicism.

From 2nd webby:
If you were born under the sign of Cancer the crab you are intuitive, emotional, maternal, sympathetic, domestic, retentive, sensitive, and helpful.
You can also be too cautious, brooding, touchy, manipulative, sorry for self, lazy, negative, and selfish.

so if u noticed, the repetitive words would be: EMOTIONAL, SYMPATHETIC, INTUITIVE, SENSITIVE, NEGATIVE, LAZY

so hmm, lets start...
Emotional/Sentimental - yes yes, this i seriously am. im super duper like emotional. im always affected den i'll start like crying. in fact, i cry super easily. ie, like by watching soppy love shows, or shows which have the disabled, or some sad animal shows. i even cry when my little darling hammie was bleeding in her ear. i cry when i see dead animals. =( ok in short, i cry easily.. so yes, this point is SO true.
Intuitive - hmm yes i am. really u noe. i got some kinda instincts tat some things will happen. some 6th sense thingy. oh well, dunno how to elaborate. skip skip to next point.
Sympathetic - WOW. i AM. seriously i so am. im sympathetic towards like everything. to old pple, to disabled, to orphans, to animals, to everything. honestly, don laugh, i have a very very very kind n soft heart ok..... im just a crab afterall..
Sensitive - yes i so am sensitive as well. its like, i don like to hurt pple, i care about how pple think, to the extend tat i find it hard to reject pple, to reject their advances. it makes me feel so bad to think tat they might feel hurt. yes so thats the problem with me. TOO sensitive for my own good. i care too much about how pple feel. TOO much.
Vivid imagination - LOL, u bet i am. ask anyone. hahaha. this is like SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEN man.
Intensely Romantic - hmm. i LOVE romantic stuffs. i just go wobbly with them. =D *hint..
Helpful - APPARENTLY i am helpful. its SO obvious. =D i always help pple .. cos i simply find it sooo hard to just reject it. hahaha.
Domestic - u may say so, i help out in like so many household chores. ranging from sweeping floor, mop, fold clothes, ironing to washing the dumb toilet. How domestic can i be? yes and im homely n i love my family alot.
Moody - yes. yes, yes, when im in one of those don-mess-with-me mood, i mean it. cos i will really really vent my anger on you. and i'll start all my cruel(one of my character traits) cursings. ie, "go get fucked by a million antelopes n den die in a horrible car crash LA." i get mood swings every now n then. who doesnt rite?
Lazy - why does both of the webby have the word LAZY!!? okok, i admit, i am . i procrastinate ALOT. but eventually, i get the things done. but depends on my mood okay! im super lazy i noe, i sleep, i idle about, and i simply just seem to procrastinate alot.
Negative/sorry for self - ok honestly, im a very very cheerful person, i laugh like 25/8 =) .. but im negative.. in the aspects that i think im the most fattest woman on earth, im super duper ugly i shouldn't step out of my house, so in short, im just FATuglyFATugly. so yea, this is probably wad they meant bout negative. but usually, im like not affected cos i rather jus be happy.
Selfish/Possesive - am i ? hmm to a certain extent, i am. i want things to be mine n only mine.. but i like sharing also ma.. only my frens can have the same things as me. other pple, err , cannot, cos it wun look nice on them. REALLY. and when i have someone, it have to be solely mine, quite selfish hor? i mean, who shares their boifren or gerfrens? tats retarded .
Enjoy shopping/visting with frens - OMG!! LIKE TOTALLY!! im soooo super in love with it. yes, its my only love. my forever love. my one n only LOVE OF MY LIFE. =D yay! shopping rox. i love all my ever-steady shopping partners. u noe who u are. and of cos i love visiting with frens!! i LOVE all my frens ALOT. all of them loves me n they noes tat too. haha.
Needs to have a sense of security - ya true, i like the feeling of bein protected, im weak(one of my character traits) . so i need to have someone to look after me, to plan for me, to think for me. i don like to LOOK AFTEr pple. i like to be LOOKED AFTER. im someone who needs to be protected.. really..

okay, so have u like gotta noe me better? hmmm. such things are so fun n true. okay see u all. bye. hugs n kisses. will continue in future.

happiness~ life is indeed wonderful!

anyway, today's International Frenship Day is like so cool. 06B2 had a perfomance, we hadda dance Indonesian dance. it was supposed to be a very very elegant, sensual n sombre dance. and...... erm. yea i kept smiling but actually im NOT supposed to. (sorry nut.. =( .. ) BUT IT WAS SO COOL. the dancers were, nadira, kala, sandra, sylvia n me ! it was soo many hardwork! but it paid off. seriously paid off. *grins goofily. i like the costimes n the make up and all. although the make up was like making my eyes itch, i super love it. all the thanks to kala, shes a super pro. and Nad n Kala should be proud ~ they choreographed n synchronise the dance, omg. =D anyway, we did a superb job . anyway , i had this super stage fright thingy in me, wondering how on earth did i manage to go up n complete the dance. *seriously cant figure it out.

hmm other den loads of homework like everyday, nothing much is schooL, hmm and on second thoughts. LOTS of things DID happen. man, how is my waffles dearie ever gonna type her CC? *winks. and that is about Raymond & Florence. lol. =D but sighh.............. im feeling kinda stressed, in a way or so. bcos im a super soft hearted person (AYE, i SERIOUS, NOT KIDDING) . i cant bring myself to think of them in a negative way. ya, although im super annoyed with Ray n Flo, but i jus cant bring myself to like practically ignore them. in a sense. but im not trying to be any retarded hypocrite, its not like im on super good terms with them but bitch bout them behind their backs. NO. i so did not do dat. its just, i dunno how to describe la.. =( i wish we could jus tell them, but its not easy. really. can anyone like tell me wad to do? LOL, how to tell me wad to do when i nvr tell u all anything about Ray n Flo rite? anyway im not telling. =D only my class dearies noe bout it.

and sucha tragic thing happen to my dearie Peiru (ROO or Orea). haiz, a sick thing happened to her. as in , SUPER sick. omg.

ABOUT MAPLE: hmm been hunting some dumb honey for ages. since the Ice Age till now. cannot get it. thx to zhiwei who keep like help me hunt also . so sweet rite?? and maple's like so fun, next time put my character up let u all see. im soo cute in it. i got chio hair n blue hair. (i wanted to ger red hair actually.)
and i don get it. why does some pple shout at like my darling rachel when all she wanted to do is like HELP? im so pissed at this fact. crazy bitchass motherfucker.

im getting sooo tired recently. i wanna sleep. and probably not wake u up again... BUT, i wanna wake up to the FUNs in this world. life is like super cool. life is like nvr dull for me. stay like this joei dear. kisses to myself. continue smiling darling cookies. cos joei love u cookies. (im so deluded.)

anyway, i been to SPCA tat day to try applying for volunteer work, =( BUT they said i can only apply after my 17th bday. so sad la. i wanna look after animals. *sigh. anyway hope i can go to Cambodia with Peiru n Esther dear to Cambodia, anyone else wanna go? cos if we're selected, we're goin there to do volunteer work. One of the questions in the form include "Do u think u can stand the mental n physical torture?" yes i do think i can.
my all time wish is to help pple !! im like so noble. although ya la, i noe ALOT of pple cant see this nice side of me. haha.

omg. omg. omg. omg. we are goin to Batam next Saturday ! with my waffle n oreo darlings! or Sandra n Peiru. =) we'll be sleeping in the same room. *yay! i love it. and i really do. imagine goin on holiday with ur like besties. its truly the best. cant wait. den we can like talk talk talk. im super excited i cant breathe. im hyperventilating. *gosh gosh. i love such trips. the person said it was supposed to be like a holiday retreat, where u go there relax, and be FULLY RECHARGED when u come back to Singapore. hmm.. i hope i don get my menses there. =DDDD *pls let it come after i come back or something. =)

a note to all my frens/darlings/sisters/soulmates : i love u all alot n i miss u all! esp. gheeting darling, melanie darling, my dajie, rachel dear, serene n joan sister, all my korkors, my 4e4s dearies. i miss u all like crazy, and im forgetting u all nvr. i noe u all have been asking me out .. *blushes. i noe u all miss me la. esp dat dumb slut ghee bitch, keep cursing me. anyway , the curse between us is dat, if we EVEr lost contact or nvr go out together for more den a month, our parents will die. funny shit man. anyway, i love u all !!

have u all realised tat my posts is like so full of love?
*cringes. im so lovey dovey. and im LOVING it so much. =D

back again.

hihi all ! =)

im back. happy ? yaya i noe all of u would be. i mean, who wouldn't? FATcookies is back to the sensational bloggin world. weewoohoo. =)

been to 3 weeks of school, my MI school, lemme tell u all, i simply super love it. all my frens dere, my class 06B2, the teachers, envirounment, blah blah. i love it !! i miss my OG2 though. orientations days are always the most enjoyable. agree? i've been kinda busy lately as well, all the homeworks, all the admin stuff. argh. i hope i don get distracted midway or something .. had enough of slackin in my whole 4 yrs of sec school. haha.

i like my class alot ~ alot alot alot alot alot alot alot. 06b2 is like so united even though its just 3 weeks of school. maybe cos its a small class. and the most amusing thing is there is just THREE guys in my class. THREE. Ravi, Heider & John. not even 1 of my hands is enough to count them. =D but its a fun fun fun class. honestly seriously. i think its the best class in the whole lvl. REALLY. we are like so enthusiastic but every event. i love such classes. =D *grins.

den theres some foodstuffs in my class, im cookies of cos. den theres waffle, chips, oreo, fishy, bread, blah blah blah.

anyway , 4E4 my sec class just had a BBq on Friday.tat is totally so OMG. cos its like so fun. all the reunions of 4E4 totally rox like always. great pics we took as well. heard theres a chalet coming up. hmm. but i'll probably be in Batam by then. i've a 3 day 2 night Batam thingy on the 14,15,16 April. going with Peiru n Sandra. my darlingss. yay will be sleepin in the same room. muahaha.

well, i miss all my sec school mates alot yea? gheeting darling, "WNH"[We Have No Hope] gang, my 4E4, all my other darlings from other classes. no words can describe me missin u all. =D

06B2, lets rock MI like totally. =)