just came out from an ultra HOT water shower bcos:
1. i just came back from school under a super heavy rain. was drenched totally.
2. it was the most horrible day of my life today.
3. i just felt like bathing with hot water ok?

yea. honestly. had an awful day today. its probably mood swings. but then again, NO it wasn't. cos im not feeling crappy. im feeling mortified. mortified at how fucked up some pple can actually be. seriously, some pple can be just so fake. FAKE. its like omg? how could anyone actually be so hypocritical? i cant stand hypocrites. really, i can't. bcos im simply not one. and today, i actually saw the very ugly sides of humans. lying just right like tat. u noe theres a saying, 'don be pretentious, pple can see thru it..' and i bloody hell could. its kinda obvious actually. such pple should jus end their lives 10 times a second.

For god's sake
why are these pple sucha fake?
such pple should jus drown
in a algae-infested lake
and should jus choke
on a poo-covered cake
but im still not bloody attending their wake.
cos who cares even if they are already dead?

=) my very anger-filled poem.

so as u can see, i hope all these very hypocritical pple vanish, like *poof! BAM! shush~! and den i don get to see them ever n ever. now now, this would be the first step in making the world a better place. agree?

anyway, feeling kinda suicidal lately. miserable. depressed. melancholic. isolated. desolated. solitude. sighh... i dunno why. i hope i get over this feeling soon. or i'll end up the next headlines. "Girl, 17, jumped to her death cos shes gone insane"... i think its cos of my menses. i do hope its jus a normal mood swing kinda thing.

PLS .. lemme smile n laugh like how i do 25/8 last time. PLS.. i need laughter!! n smiles. PLS. =(