friends.

hmm. okay.. so this is about friendships and all.
firstly, friends should not argue over minor issues.
secondly, in my opinion, i feel frens are more impt den LOVE.
thirdly, frens are important. really. they are not jus there for u, they are ALWAYS with u, spiritually, mentally, physically, wadevercally kinda thing.

so sighh. the first issue.. my best frens are having a fight kinda thing. so its like. yea.. maybe cos im not a 'conflict' kinda person, i dunno how to exactly face it. but i feel that, you guys should talk to each other on a face to face basis kinda thing. cos if u don't, many many misunderstandings occur and the hatred jus continues plunging.. if u guys talk it out, u might probably be like, "ohmygod, i didnt say dat.. lol wad makes u think so?" kinda thing.. so u never noe.. i hope u darlings try talking to each other k. jus wanna say im jus so affected by this whole event that i refused to talk .. lol. even to dearie syl. thats the worst thing that happened..

until.. something bigger came up..

SANDRA WANTS TO GO TO PUERTO RICO NEXT YEAR AND SPEND HER LIFE FOREVER THERE!!! SHE WANNA LEAVE ME AND PURANI STRANDED HERE, WITH NO ONE TO GIVE ME HELP WHEN I NEED IT. =(

bcos u see, sandra is obliged, i repeat, she is OBLIGED to take care of me and treat me nicely for the rest of her life.. and now, she has to go. HEY no, not she HAS to go, she WANTS to go. against all odds, she jus HAS to go. okay but as u can see, it is a very sweet thing to begin with. like her n her beau Emm, two diff pple, two diff core language, two different sides of the earth. two different time zone, two different this n that.. and they are in love. SEE , IN LOVE. <3 but i think my dear sandra is taking it a little too seriously to a large extent. to the extent that, she feels that frens aint important anymore. i tell u , my heart jus simply shattered when she told me n purani that.. i mean, cmon, frens stick by u no matter wad.. we are not even the kinda shallow frens, or acquaintance, we are SLEEPING buddies or even darlings~ we don even share a shallow frenship.. right? how could u say u didnt care how we felt? im jus so totally devastated to the max. *sigh. u need to spare a thought for us u noe.. sandra said she didnt care if we are sad or we miss her anot. she claims that we would forget her after half a year.. okay, maybe some pple are like dat.. but im not. really. i treasure frens like super lots. im not even kidding. maybe this Puerto Rico thing is jus a phase she is goin thru now.. cos they are at the TRULY MADLY DEEPLY in love stage.. so irrational thoughts will randomly come like dat.. but i wish sandra could treasure our frenship more.. and not jus 'heckcare' our feelings. she said to us " u think i care?" when we said we would be totally sad if she leaves. =( im jus so sad...............

but actually, all of us have such thoughts too, it might only be a dream but.. who doesnt think of escaping? like i wanna escape to New Zealand and have sex with the cows. ok kidding. i wanna have a farm there.. rear animals.. LOTs of animals and all. thats my dream.. so Sand's dream is to be with her loved one in Puerto Rico. its not wrong, so i do not think we should stop her, but jus hope she thinks rationally, like the cost of living, the adapting.. it isn't easy living with jus anyone in a foreign land.. it jusnt isn't.. till then, there will be many things u cannot leave behind. serious. and i need to get it across to my dearie sands head that, pls do not think of ur frens as sucha light thing.. or shallow creatures that forgets u after half a year. for one thing, im sure, positively sure, taht purani n i are NOT such pple, we are loyal frens. cant u even tell that? i noe u are mature enough to even noe this tiny fact rite? darling pls say yes.

so i hope i made my point. that i treasure all my frens alot. ALL frenships jus WILL NOT be forgotten. and don treat frenships so lightly.. its frens thats wad keeps us going... really..

**sands dear, im not stopping u from flying there, but PLSPLSPLS u gotta plan nicely ~ and pls don ever say "so? who cares whether u are sad anot?" again, its a BIg blow to me.