Hello I'm back after MIA-ing for years.

Today I shall blog about .....

I can't blog about anything I wanna blog about.

So byebye!

**sorryx1000 to dyan dearie! im so ashamed of myself and im so sorreeeeee!! im like a big loser so don't be mad at me lahh! i've been a bad friend for not hitting the clubs with you & ziyan sorryyyyyyyyyy! :(

And this marks the start of Joei's hectic worklife. Its gonna kill me slowly, but surely. But somehow, I'm enjoying this period of my life alot. Hanging out with gheeting & melanie.. SO HAPPY! :)

"I'm gonna marry you la really."
"LIAR!! stop being a big fat liar."
"yayaya, im always lying la."
"ya of course you are lying, you always lie"

Step One Step One Step One.

(thanks Edelline for the pretty nails! LOVE IT!)

I love this song! From my favourite gangster show also. HAHA. I shall watch Dou Yu part 1 & 2 all over again!

Till the end

All these precious moments with you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven that's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true to hold, to keep, to share

In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world, there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my boy
And through it all I know that you've come to see that
You're the one till the end

All my friend around me say you'd be gone too soon
Baby, I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home

In my heart , I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world, there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my boy
And through it all I know that you've come to see that
You're the one till the end

The fine dining restaurant that went up to RM1000.
and one bottle of the "Finest Mineral Water from Italy" as seen from the bottom right of the picture costs RM13. Joke pricing.


Me with alot of ghostly orbs.


I love Genting. or I hearts Genting. hahaha.


Foggy and lotsa ghostly orbs. wee.
As seen from the pics, i was wearing a Fleshimp jacket, which DOESN'T belongs to me, but my gay brother. This jacket seems so familiar, I think someone around me has it too. I wonder who. Someone lent it to me when I was cold in the examination hall. hahahaha.

Back to ironing clothes! :)

I'm totally back from Genting, feeling real sad cos i LOVE Genting!
:( I wanna go back there.
I had LOTS OF fun there though! OMG.
FUN FUN & loads more FUN!

Fate has been my very good friend recently.
SERIOUSLY.

Right now,
I have a very sacred secret to keep.
*secret*

And my heart has been revived again..
I miss you, I really really do.
Those words you said to me,
I hope they are really really true.

Looking after doggy now, can't blog much!
Love you all!

YAY! going to Genting like in few more hours.
:D big big big big big grinssssss.
I LOVE GENTING!
cold cold weather! nice nice food! scary scary rides!
YAY gone from this loser place for 4 whole days.
I wished it would have been 4 years/months/weeks or something.
but i would miss all my friends..AND OMG MY HAMSTERS.

When i saw my hammies left this afternoon,I died.
I cried like a loserish loser you know.
:( It hurts not seeing them at home.
Kacang&Stripey&Bunnee; i love you all okay?

I want to have that Guess wallet !! >=(
I want to have that Juicy Couture watch!!
HINTHINT.
aiya scowls.

Purani is off somewhere in India now, hope she coems back safely and not get trapped by some Tsunami or something. Shes so sneaky! she left without a word and only informing me thru an email which i just read now. aiyo.

Gheeting&Melanie: LOVE YOU BOTH. and stayovers when im back! PARTY!
Dyan&Ziyan: Saw 4 & Kbox when im back! LOVE U BOTH!
Zhiwei&Meng: OMG OWE U BOTH BIG TIME! thanks for taking care of my hammies, please love them thanks.
Dajie&Rachel: Shopping trip when im back please!! SORRY LOVE u both too!
Eric: When im back then we go eat okay and stop saying loser things thanks very much! And you haven gimme my birthday present.
Joan&Serene: I miss you both like crazy.
Sylvia: I really need the bikini when I come back okay thanks haha.
Valerie&Annitha&Priya&Reyy:Sorry i can't club this Wed! do it next week okay!
Kacang&Stripey&Bunne:LOVE YOU THREEEEEEEE!!! OMG!!!!!!!

I did not take this picture hor! >=(
hahahaha joke picture please and OK THANKS for the cookies and you're so gay cos you make the stupid heartshape and still purposely take such pics. loser x 1000 okay.


Xmark being a very very happy bday boy unwrapping his presents.


All very happy cos last day of school.


I wish I'm as talented as Eric (in drawing Stewie only)
Clever right that Eric Ng.


What I had before heading to Club Play with Purani on Thursday. NICE!! I like it alot!!


Love of my life: GheeGhee & NANA


HAHAHA.


:) YAY.


My boyfriend la. REALLY. look like right.
he looks like hes on drugs but hes not the main thing in the pic la so ignore him.



My favourite! :)
Not as fun as NewZealand's one though!

** Just realised some people in this world are seriously so kind can, and whats so sweet is that person is just a stranger to me, and a girl somemore, shes called Annabel and she bought me socks! OMG so sweet, even though is people ask her to help me buy, she also buy. so nice hor! I dunno who she is At all though. But I admire her for that lor, cos if people ask me to help ANOTHER person buy, and somemore i dunno the person one hor, SORRY ah, you go and buy yourself. OMG, im so selfish, it scares me terribly. hahahahahaahahahha. joei is so selfish im so disgusted eeee.

***OMG, I'll miss my hamsters so so much already!

CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak.
Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

hahaha, joke.

So, which of it is true? You decide.

I've not blogged for 3 hundred years.

My previous week was a big fat joke okay. Hectic wild fun and very tired after that. A very brief summary of my week:
Monday-Ear Candling and slacking at Godmummy's place
Tuesday-Job training with Melanie+Gheeting! i had so much fun! + Steamboat
Wednesday-Highlighted my hair + Zouk with Dyan&Ziyan +stayover at Ziyan's place.
Thurday-Play(lesbian club) with Purani+Annitha+Priya+Rosh
Friday-Dinner at Winehouse + Dragonfly with Mummy, Auntie Kellyn, Auntie Carris, Auntie Jasmin & Denyse.
Saturday&Sunday-Sentosa Siloso Beach Resort, Butterfly Park, 4D show, Carlsberg Sky Tower, Luge and Skyride, Fort siloso with Parents and brother
Monday-Fish head steamboat at Boon Keng , yummy.

i clubbed 3 days in a row, the bomb already. but im a tad unhappy cos i didnt club with melanie and gheeting which is so unfair cos gheeting is having her projects and neverending essays now. yupp 3 of us will party like losers soon cos we HAVE and we NEED to. yes deal promise, swear upon my hamsters. (my hamsters!!!)

You know that day when 3 of us (me, gheeting &melanie) had the Job training at the Adecco there.. I had this nostalgic feeling of going back to the past with them. The days at school when we can see each other everyday, hang out at Plaza and eat KFC cheesefries, taking sneak peeks at The Fat, The Black, The Short, we laugh at every single things, when we sit at our Beggar Sect Place, Our lemon barley and fish fillet, when we are index number 1,2,3,4, and that we always get into trouble TOGETHER, when we ponteng class and got caught by the teacher(shit! gheeting whats her name!?!?! mystery!!) and got our parents down and we cried, when we go see people get tio-ed after school either at some carpark or school toilet, when we stole from the Art Room first aid box(haha), when we seriously can see each other EVERYDAY......

:( now we totally can't. and that day at the job training we scirbbled on each other's paper, writing ugly MELs everywhere and drew loser things all over, it really felt like secondary school days again.. :( i wish we were in sec sch forever and ever.... i love them you know. they made my school life so happy and everything. of cos we xmark,damark,ch,johnnie,dajie,rachel,4e4pple,and others also la. My resolution: Spend more time with Gheeting and Melanie so we wouldn't drift apart. Like more stayovers!:) since i can't thon cos i need sleep. And maybe we can have more job trainings forever. hahahahha. Or we can enrol in some cooking lessons, or some other classes so we can be in a class together? :) Good idea? SHALL WE DO IT? omg!! please reply!!

Yea, and that was dedicated to Melanie and Gheeting darling.HAHA,muacks.

And list of things that I need badly:

1. New handphone
2. Wallet
3. Bag
4. That Juicy Couture Watch! OMG i need to have it so badly.

And now i can't wait for my trip to Genting. 21st-24th November! Will miss all of you and i really love Genting!! :) YAY!!

I am so sad now.
I saw 2 dogs getting hit by 2 cars, and those 2 cars did not even bother to stop and take a look. And I watched one of it die right in front of my eyes.
I cried like a loser even though they are just stray dogs.

Seriously, im so affected by it. Terribly affected.

I.. watched it die. Like took its last breath and then die kinda thing. I shall kill myself now, that image of it taking its last breath is etched in my mind and it refuses to go away.

Why must those people be so cruel and not stop the fucking car!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Those strays are innocent!!!!!!!!!!!!

:( :( :(

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Tastes as good as it looks man!
I LOVE IT.


BUNNEEE!


Gheeting giving me a ride, hahaha. I am damn terrified of driving this thing okay. She speeds and brakes and turns like a scary loser. And how sweet of melanie to take this picture. hahaha. Damark drove her on this and we overtook them i think! we overtook everyone! haahhaha.


Okay omg, i miss my Princess hair! :(
so unfair that all good things come to an end!
I WANT TO CURL MY HAIR NOW.
NOW. now. NOW.

I am highlighting it like now also.hahahaha.

I blame all my moodyness on PMS! PMS is sucha bitch, I hate PMS. PMS is a loser in life and therefore PMS wants to destroy us all. PMS ought to perish and burn in hell. Joei is officially now ANTI-PMS. I shall start a campaign soon. heh heh heh.

Highlighting my hair, LIKE LATERRRRRR!

I was the happiest girl in the world yesterday, not as happy as when I had 2 bowls of soup but yea,im still VERY happy BECAUSE my hair had beautiful curls yesterday!!!!!!! Me and Ziyan was totally slacking at work and we meet up to do some shopping and dropped by the RedKen something for FREE styling of the hair, and tadah! I had beautiful curls for the day. My all time wish since young was to have curly hair!(not the kind of CURLY CURLY kind, like only at the bottom have kind..) LIKE A PRINCESS KIND!!!! so i was a real princess for awhile yesterday. YAY!! but the curls are gone now, and its tempting me to do some real curls. :( BUT i promised myself the first thing i will do after A levels is to MAKE MY HAIR HAVE BEAUTIFUL CURLS!!! YIPPPEEEEEEEEE.

Anyway, I don't know if life is considered smooth sailing now or not..
I hope it will be..

Thanks to all who visited me when I was under torture of what you would call being a stupid promoter. I love all of you so much!

*Poor Gheeting is under examstress now! RELAX LOSER! if u don't relax, you are a loser okay, aiya just awhile more only! and after that is so partying time! please think of the partying ! love ya.

**Melanie REFUSE to blog about her birthday. REFUSE. anyway you are 18 and this calls for some pure fun ! like what you say, "TIME FOR SOME LADIES NIGHT OUT"

(what kinda friends are not worth having..? I NEED TO KNOW PLEASE)

looking at my archives when i came across this,
(yes i know im a loser, but i read my own blog ALL the time)

"What a lovely surprise to discover how unlonely being alone can be"

i want to put in a word about being single. its fine to be single!
beats going out with a lowlife or feeling like a vulnerable kid on an endless roller-coaster ride.

some pple aren't up for the whole relationship thing, they would rather focus on frens, sports, homework, shopping, wadever~. they like being able to do wadever they want, whenever they want. they like bein independent and able to flirt, they like having their options open, time free, and possibilities endless.no problem there. others jump from one love tangle to another and never take a moment to figure out who they really are and what they really want.

and that, my darlings, can be a BIG problem.

its nice to be loved, of cos ! but don't be afraid to be alone. bein alone doesnt mean u're unattractive, any more than bein part of a couple means u're attractive, thats total bullshit. and there's something kinda nice about not having your Friday nights booked up. besides, goin out with one person can sometimes be limiting and can lead to quarrels, jealousy, pressure, or hurt feelings. alone and unattached, you get to make your own schedule and keep yourself company. and who's better company than YOU?

"inside myself is a place where i live all alone" - Pearl S.Buck
"i never found the companion as companionable as solitude" - Henry David Thoreau

Alone, yes. Lonely, no.

**this is not a post discouraging love. of cos i encourage love~ i jus wanna let pple who are single have more confidence~ WOOHOO.

(hahahha, im sucha joke last time)

Current mood: PMS-sy

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See? Told you I'm PMS-sy.
I'm sucha loser.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO..

MY DARLINGS:

MELANIE & VALERIE !

Happy 18th birthday!
Clubbing time!

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Working all day - killing me slowly, but surely.
ARGH. I feel like a patient in a hospital,
with people "visiting" me on a regular basis.
New people, surprise! people, family members.
And surprisingly, I'm like paid to sms and shop around.
JOKE.
I hate working ah!! very the fucking sian can!!

I want money, I want a doggy, I want new tops, I want my hamsters to never ever die, I want to highlight my hair red, I want to club everyday of the week, I want to STOP working but still have money coming in, I want to eat non stop and never get fat, I want to go on a holiday BADLY, I want to go everywhere in the car, I want to have free manicures & pedicures forever, I want to be able to fly and become invisible, I want to not be so gullible, I want a new branded wallet, I want an ATM machine as a boyfriend, I want to be able to sleep as long as I want, I want to be able to print money, I want to stay in Genting forever(haha), I want to migrate to New Zealand, I want to escape this cruel world, I want to stay in a HAPPYland where everyone is nice, I want to eat salmon every second of my life, I want the world to only have chicken skins, I want animal abuse to STOP, I want all kinds of sufferings to END, I want to be slim, I want to be a social worker, I want to be nice and smile to everyone, I want to be a tai-tai, I want to be a Princess, I want to be bestfriends with my bestfriends forever, .....and the list goes on.....

(humans are just never satisfied, don't they?)

Went to Purani's granny's house for dinner yesterday.
I had the world's most spicy meal of my life. I died.
DIED. so now im actually dead.
Its damn spicy but damn delicious. YUM.
Headed over to Orchard with Sylvia and Purani,
And I FUCKING DIED A DEATH (yes, AGAIN)
GUESS WHO I SAW?!?!?!
(i tell you....)
(i tell you....)
(i tell you....)
(i tell you....)
(i tell you....)
(i tell you....)


I saw Elvin. ELVIN. e-l-v-i-n.
MY EX-BOYFRIEND that i loved like a loser.omg.
with pple like Kenneth,Leon,Wilson and i forgot still got who.

wah seriously my heart stopped.
and then after that it went into a frenzy.
purani&sylvia had a hard time calming me down.
in fact, im still suffering from shock now.
(okay, i know now melanie and gheeting are so itching to hear what i have to say, and they will so ask me to meet them at rivervale plaza's mac and slack. hahahaa. or just stayover at melanie's house la for some HTHT)

hhahahhahaha. melanie darling hope you enjoyed your birthday! LOVE YOU! HAPPY 18th and MUACKS! i uploaded all the pics into my com liao. i will upload in my blog or send u via msn soon! when im free. hughugggg!

*valerie darling! happy 18th! sorry not able to join u guys at Sentosa, im working! sorry sorry but i know u enjoyed yourself. LOTS OF LOVE! 18th but still a baby!! hahaha.

OMG, i had salmon belly sashimi and famous amos cookies today, thanks to DASH. whahaha joke. it tastes so good im dying thanks thanks to the maximum max.

And to loser hoe, you think its so funny giving me sneaky visits huh.. i slap u den u noe. haha joke thanks for the Orange Julius.

and yes , my leg hurts so badly. :(
Thank god i don't have to take PT back home all the time!
I'm sucha fortunate shit.
XIEXIE.:)


Sucha long posts, even I am about to fall asleep.
Good nitey everyone.
I love you all.....

i need help badly. im being spoilt to the bloody max and i can't help feeling happy about it. and at the same time, im feeling so bad about it. hahahahah tell me what to do please.

im so sad i missed Zouk yesterday but i had a funner night out cos i laughed so hard i died. melanie's bday was a joke, i like her present part, its sucha BIG FAT joke. and as usual, damark and johnathan made me died laughing. so happy to see all of them again! its beeen years since i've seen melanie and gheeting !!! but technically speaking, i just saw them on the chalet day which is just a month ago. hahahahaa.

i like the surprise yesterday, i like the Princess on Board thing, and the cupcakes. alot. so im feeling happy!

YAY! another happier thing, going purani's granny house for Deepavali dinner. YAY!!!! YIPPEEEE!!

i cannot wait to go Genting!

WORK YESTERDAY WAS A TORTURE! I CAN'T BELIEVE I NEED TO WORK THERE ON FRIDAY, SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. PLEASE KILL ME!!!!!! but its okay, for my debts, i will work till i die. :)

been so long since i play with kacang, kacang me love you okay. and stripey too, and bunnee as well. Bunnee is being naughty, but i will tame her slowly la.

(pics to be uploaded soon)

Happy because:
1. Just did facial with mummy at De Beauty. I still have lots more to go! yay! I love the package she signed up for me. (ahhahahaaha)
2. Work officially starts tomorrow. weehee.
3. YAY, i get to be fetched again!
4. My quote is recognised in Purani's blog.
5. Melanie's bday celebration is tomorrow!
6. Valerie's bday celebration is Friday!
7. I have 3 love of my life! Kacang, Stripey & Bunnee!
8. I can pay up my debt soon!
9. I am going to Genting on the 21 - 24th November! HAPPYNESS!
10. Mummy just brought me to eat Jappy food.

Unhappy because:
1. Stupid Zhiwei gave me sneaky attacks in Facebook, say your prayers NOW loser. i wanna watch you die slowly, but surely.
2. I've no money at all, as in, at all.
3. Getting fatter & fatter.
4. Whats gonna happen to the 3 love of my life when i go Genting?
5. I am quite stressed for no reason at all!!!


Okay, its 10 happy things over 5 unhappy things. so I should be happier. Okay yay! i am going to Genting! happy happy! YAY!! i'm gonna forget all my loser troubles and sit the rides 10 million times, with the cold weather! and everythinggggggggg. My dad wanna go India too, maybe I'll bump into Purani there. muahahaha so fun. and then i will see so many of my "friends" in India! India is always night time, is it? Its okay, I will be the mangen sunlight there.

I am so sad over the demise of my Godpa's mummy. He is so devastated.... and it totally killed me to see him being so depressed at the wake. OMG, papa please be okay soon, i love you.

My secret wish: I want everyone to understand me, from the inside out.

Do you think it would be difficult???

I miss Cambodia,
and my junior ZhiYang is the nicest most sensitive guy ever.
then&now. thanksthanks buddy.


Look at their classroom..
Treasure yours now okay!


Me miss Cambodia la!!!!


Miss my bimbo friends!


:) Why am i always with Indians? I wonder why.
hahahaha.


Guess who & who? GUESS PLEASE.
omg, the girl has short hair, and braces. OMG.
If you noticed, the fat one has a big spoon and a big bowl, and i have a smaller spoon and bowl.hahaha joke picture.


Granny's birthday.


I dunno why i took this.


What I wanna let you know for all the things you've done.
Since you don't want any thankyous.


OMFG so sweet.

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Moral of this post: I miss Cambodia soooo much, that I will be going to Vietnam at the end of this year(hopefully). Daddy is very keen on going there, I am keen too, but that means I can't go Malaysia! :( I wanna go both. And i miss Genting so so much too. I love the weather there, I have so many longsleeves to bring there! hahaha.

New baby in my family: A Pearl White hammie, cousin doesn't have the time to look after it so its under my care now, its so cute and white and tiny. I shall name it "Bunnee" cos it looks like a Bunny. so cute right. when i take pictures of it den i post here. Its exactly like KACANG except its totally white. Okay its so cute, playing with it now. BYEBYE.

Actually I'm not feeling too happy about things happening around me at the moment. The $140 debt is very much affecting me, no kidding. The stress level is like so tremendously increasing, and it doesn't help when someone just decides to continuously ANNOY the fuck outta me. (adding on to the fucking stress), and the amount of unfinished household chores calling out to me, the death of someone, financial crisis... etc etc.

Have I ever ever mentioned that Life is a motherfucker ?
Well, it fucking is, and seriously I don't mind ending it.
(if not for my Kacang&Stripey& now with Bunnee around)

Thanks hammie for keeping my sanity.
I love you hammie darlings.

Alot of catching up with my friends!
Miss all of my friends!

Over at granny's house!
And that means MIA-ing time!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Byebye world!

I can sense a fun night out,
(no its not clubbing, i promised someone i will not club unless the person is there)
:) pasir ris, laughing, talking, drinking(no,i don't drink), and more laughings.

Haha, and another funner thing,
Meng is gonna fetch me again! YAY!
I am so so happy.
Fine,they are uncomfy.

I'm feeling uber happy now,
its almost like i'm floating.

Exams over, so much activities going on, fun ride outs to nowhere or everywhere, birthday celebrations, work starting soon, highlighting my hair RED(song bo!!!), and more.

If only everything stays the way it is now.....