in the mood for poems. so... yea. hahaha.
don worry all of you.
im just TRYING to be melancholic.
DO NOT ask me "wad happened to you" or wadever.
im fine. really. =D hugs everyone.
im just in a mood for poems.

Am i Alone

I get a funny feeling,it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,wanting to go and hide.
My doctor calls it depression,my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm retarded,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

-end-

and now, i hope you would not get hurt.
probably the hurt is inevitable.
but. your happiness is all that matters to me.
really. i want you to smile.
i want you to feel happy.
please, for the sake of u loving me so much,
stay happy, won't you? please?

hugs n kisses all.