Because i miss you, because i need you.

i officially detest Sundays.
because today is Sunday , and im feeeling real real..

two words: FUCKED UP. (to the fucking max)

Seriously, i do not like going home when there are strangers k. (strangers=granny's fren)
but what to do. i dunno wads got into me recently. *double sighs*

i wish i can hurl profanities NON-STOP. 25 hours and 8 days a weeek.

Anyway, why can't things turn out smoothly ha?
If turning into an adult, or growing older means all these troubles,
seriously, i rather be a loserish kid all my life.
At least i do not have to worry bout exams, i do not have to worry bout my partner's exams, i do not have to face any relationships problems, and because of zhiwei, im facing friendship problems for like, the first time in my life? FUCK k. seriously. FUCK.

Love is so complicated.
and so is, ERR, pple loving you.
Love = pussy.

so,if theres a chance, DO NOT be in LOVE.seriously.brings nothing but troubles.gone are the times when love defines SWEET,HONEY,RAINBOWS,BLUE SKIES,BUTTERFLIES,CANDY,LOLLIPOP,MARSHMELLOW,HEART-SHAPED CHOCOLATES. NO!

its like ugly. LOVE is UGLY. its GARBAGE,PANGSAI,PIMPLES,FATS, ERIC(HAHAHA!im so evil) , ERIC's GF,BODY ODOUR, wadever la. add all the gross things here and you will have the definition of love.

and like wad Meng says, the spelling of DISAPPOINTMENT is spelt as J-O-E-I.

seriously k, if all i give pple is disappointment, den FUCK k, i shall have nothing to do with ANYBODY. BYEBYE.


**darling,seriously,study for your exams k.study hard.so we shall like not meet for like 341242476786786 days. alrite.okay, yea you are pressured by many many factors, so i shall not add on to it, you can have all the time you wan to yourself, i'll take a big step back. and, i can't really say im feeling fine or anything. but aiya, life is full of troubles anyway. just get your exams done and over with, get good grades and yay! you can like go US or something. yupp. so, just focus on your work and studies k. FOCUS. and PRIORITISE. shall not bother you ! BYE.




all i wanted was just to spend time with you.
maybe i can, if i were to dream a little more.