I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along


.............................


i am so hungry.
nobody buys me food.
i am so so so so hungry.
because i cannot eat,remember i got severe head pain from a hit by a HARD softball on my jaw.
and it all goes down to,
im very hungry,
without any food still.