I am sad.

I can find Ah Jan No.2, but i can't find Ah Jan!!!
:(

I NEED to know where it is.
I NEED!

i can't possibly lose it,
or did i throw it away?
i couldn't possibly throw away something i loved rite...

back to finding darling Ah Jan again.
gonna cry if i can't find it.
search all my cupboard already...