my sisters of 5 years. love them to the max. finally met up with Elyn, pretty lil slut. hmm so envious of her can. and melanie too. and gheeting too. they all have somebody to love! so fortunate.. and now i've gone mad.


yes i noe they are very pretty. and ChengHong was there too! we totally had so much fun laughing and talking at my void deck. stayed up till 12 (its very late for me) but to them, its like wayyyy early. sigh. i like thonning but i can NEVER successfully thon. i've never stayed up all night once. why am i sucha failure? and chenghong is so nice................................. ahhhhhhhhhh.. i wanna have more of such slacking please. i need to relieve stress.


sigh, look at this, i feel like going to Max Brenner's Chocolate Bar to eat right now. RIGHT NOW. i'm so stressed and theres nothing anyone can do! the things i might do to destroy my life might be VERY destructive. sigh. somebody bring me go eat please. i need to eat full full and den go kill myself.


the chocolatey drinks of me & gheeting's. mine was yummy. gheeting's was strawberry something though, i m afraid of strawberries.


hey look at this cute pic of Kacang trying to be long. its trying to be a snake. its trying to be a stick. so cute can. loveloveloveloveloves kacang & stripey too!

i felt like shit today.
baddest mood of my life, bet no one noticed that.
cos im trying so so hard to smile and laugh,
but its so torturing.
i don wanna affect pple's mood!
i tried not to be grouchy. i tried to smile.
and now, all i wanna do is die.


do u feel the same.. says:
serious la
do u feel the same.. says:
if i earn alot
do u feel the same.. says:
i let u spend

this person is so sweet.sigh.
thanks for making me feel better.thanks a million.

you know what i feel like doing?
i bloody feel like quitting school.
yes, and i would love to mean wad i say.