:(
on the verge of crying really.
feeling so exasperated!
i think my granny threw away my things again!
:( first my hipopo, now my Ah Jan.
i put it away the previous time cos i don wanna see anything that reminds me of him, that was so in December please, its August now, and i want to see it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(ok i cried for a little while just now)

im getting too emotional for my own good.
sigh. sigh. sigh.

joei tan xin yi.
learn to let go of some things.
LEARN.
stop being some whiny slut who clings on to what you think is the last of your memories. STOP IT! you are getting on Joei's nerves! i will slap the shit outta you if you're not joei.