because you asked me to listen..

Aviation - You Were My Everything

[Talking] This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…

No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you

Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel

Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guyI
tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

Chorus

[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy


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this song so nice lor, although its a rap & i don't really quite enjoy raps but its just so sad and everything. its quite true too. except that someone asked me to listen and i really find it so meaningful. it makes alot of sense. aiya forget it, nobody will understand one la.

hahaha, i think im getting PMS-sy again. PMS is a loser, it has no life and is only intent on ruining pple's life. so gay. Anti-PMS !!

:( to ziyan darling: sorry sorry sorry ! im so bad, i totally PS u 3 times in 3 days! I will make it up to you totally, so duper sorry !! im feeling so guilty now. sorry ziyannnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!! omg.

YAY! I'm sick! its like Jackpot can. cos someone predicted i confirm sick one, den i really now sick. whahahahaha. and my whole body is aching like a loser. like a loserish loser. i need sleep, lemme sleep now.. oh wait i can't. my mummy's friend dog is at my house. Its called Rusky and is a Maltese+terrier mix. very very cute one. and very guai. and its cos of this dog i gotta PS dear ziyan. SORRY okay SORRY!

Ok i didn't go for the first day of Diploma lesson. nobody cares anyway! If only my best friends were there............................................its alright! its only for 2 weeks. YOU CAN DO IT JOEI TAN! JOEI TAN IS BRAVE!(well,not really)