Unfaithful by Rihanna.

story of my life
searching for the right
but it keeps avoiding me
sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because i'm gone again
and to him i just can't be true

and i know that he knows i'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying

i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be...
a murderer

i feel it in the air
as i'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
a kiss up on my cheek
he's here reluctantly
as if i'm gonna be out late
i say i won't be long
just hanging with the girls
a liar didn't have to tell
because we both know where
i'm about to go and
we know it very well

cause i know that he knows i'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying

i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life i don't wanna be...
a murderer

his trust
i might as well take a gun and put it to his head
get it over with
i don't wanna do this anymore (anymore)

i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be... a murderer (a murderer)

this is a nice song, and. just read the lyrics thoroughly. its like, depicting a picture of my life.
hmm. alrite. bye all.

being unfaithful doesn't kill me rite?