I love.... you.

:D

HEHE, Elvin bought me to eat Lorong9's Hokkien Mee again! WEEHEE. That is sufficient to make me happy for daysssss. And he let me try some Frog's porridge. (I am very against eating weird animals...) but.. it tastes quite good really. I must eat it again.

And we have a new song together! We used to have "Cai Hong" by Jay Chou. And now we have "Wei Ni Xie Shi" by Wu Ke Qun. The song is like perfect. :) I love the lyrics soooo much.

为你做不可能的事
For you, I'll do the impossible.

我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子
I can forget everything and anything,
with the exception of your name and your face.

This song is perfect because we love the lyrics!
YAY!

I went swimming this morning, it was so fun. I am tanned now, =( not very pleased but I so wanna go again next week! Ok ok ok ok? And eat meesiam! And French Fries dipped in Meesiam sauce. YUMMYYYYYY.

*My pangsai is back to normal, no more watery stools and no more puking. YAY! Appetite is back to normal and I am very happy.

I am ready to face another week of school. Its gonna be a long long week. Sigh. But I shall cheer up and electrocute more pple. HAHAHAH!

Its been a longggggg time since I went out with my sweet parents for the WHOLE DAY. I used to go out with them ALL THE TIME, until... never mind. I love going out with them really, they buy me anything I want and its much more convenient that way. So I spent my Saturday roaming around Tampines IKEA,Courts & Giant. I had Meatballs! COOL! We bought 3hundred and 30 stuffs. I was laughing badly the whole of today cos my daddy had to make me laugh constantly. I am tired of laughing now already.

I shall club to my death, really. Like I mean it literally. Cos if I club, I'll have to die. So... hahaha. Club and then die. I don't mind really. Cos if I get to club before I die, I will die with no regrets!!!!

I think its really unfair that I have to suffer the consequence of the things you have already done. Its just so motherfucking fucked up and blooody unfair. I am so not trying to pick faults/fights or whatsoever. BUT I CANNOT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO/WANT TO BE THE SPECICAL SOMEONE IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE. WHY DOES SOMEONE ELSE HAVE THE PRIVILEGE TO. WHYWHYWHYFUCKINGWHY. I hate you for allowing that to happen. If I CANNOT be the special person in your life, you CANNOT be the special person in my life too! I SHALL BE IMMATURE! who cares? I am not special in any way anymore. I can be annoying and stupid and childish and I really do not give a fuck. AND I AM VERY SORE ABOUT IT! I thikn guys are terrific liars really. I should learn to believe Purani more often when she criticises guys. Guys are like worthless and everything and I think they ought to be banished or something. Maybe they should be our slaves, and help us carry our shopping bags and do our manicures and massage us. Fuck them really. They lie.

They lie. Yes they fucking lie. They always lie.
(Ziyan dear, please read this carefully.)

When they claim they love you and everything, PLEASE DO NOT TAKE IT FOR REAL. REALLY. I mean, COME ON. If you choose to believe it wholeheartedly, you will only end up with more disappointments each time you find out something you don't wish to find out. So why put yourself through all these miseries? I didn't have such miseries when I was single(maybe cos I was busy clubbing......) HEH HEH HEH... I've always felt special when I am single! NOW I FEEL WORTHLESS AND INFERIOR.

INFERIOR! WHY SHOULD I FEEL INFERIOR! WHYWHYWHY!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE A BETTER LIFE, I HAVE SUPERB FRIENDS, I HAVE EVERYTHING THAT I WANT IN LIFE, I HAVE A BETTER EDUCATION, I HAVE THE BESTEST FRIENDS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD, I HAVE WONDERFUL PARENTS, I AM BEING LOVED IN EVERY WAY I WANT.

So why do I feel inferior to someone I am superior to?

WHY?

Okay.. maybe you are prettier. (HAHAHA, just kidding.) YOU.ARE.FUGLY. Cos beauty goes deep down. So you.are.ugly. HAHAHAHA. NANNY NANNY POO POO. And you.are.very.cheap. I hate cheap girls. Oh fuck forget it. I shall not bring you down in my blog, you don't get to see it anyway. I shall blog about her when she reads my blog then. But what for, shes like worthless and I don't think she is that significant for me to even waste a space in my blog.

KNNBCCB.
Gross.

I hate you. No, not you the worthless cheap one.
But YOU. The you who made me feel this way.

Unfortunate event(according to Gheeting), my eyes are swollen now. Oh, and according to her, she IS VERY HAPPY WHENEVER MY EYES STARTS SWELLING. I don't know why, but I think its a best friend kinda thing, really. Thanks ah Gheeting, thanks. I am sure Menny is very happy for me that my eyes are swollen too. Thats whats friends are for anyway, to be happy when they are unfortunate. Like I am very happy for Gheeting she got involved in an accident I can almost celebrate! (I am just kidding)

I am feeling so uncomfy cos my eye is annoying the cheebye outta me,really. I hope my eye dies or something. I hope my eye gets fucked by anything, cos its so irritating. Stupid eye. I hope my eye becomes idiotic and dumb.

Purani asked me to blog about this: I got tricked by my own sweet machine! How nice, and once again, MY BEST FRIEND, decided not to tell me that vibrations would pass through metal stuffs even strongly. So, Purani and Sylvia decided to get me to use 2 metal rulers to KIAP the metal thing since I refused to use my fingers. AND WOWWWWWWWW. According to Purani, my body convulsed or something and it made Purani & Sylvia LAUGHED BADLY. You see, the thing about best friends again, they didn't even bothered to ask whether was I okay or not, although I was also laughing, my hand was hurting too. (!!!!!!) WHY ARE ALL MY BEST FRIENDS SO NICE TO MEEEEEEE?!?!?!? WHYYYYY?!?!?! And they were so happy that my hands were painful.

Sigh, my best friends..

And Ziyan is moving on, or so she claims, SHE IS ALWAYS LYING. But, we shall see. Me and Dyan decided to be nice today and not jump to speculations about her. So we shall give her another chance. Hahahhaa, PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES DARLING. And please wake up, thanks. I am convinced I will drown you in Vivocity if you go there alone again, haha.

And Dyan wants me to tell all of you that she is officially JOEI-FIED. Why? Cos she says she all lovesick and faithful over her boyfriend now. Dyan, I was never lovesick over my boyfriend, unlike you. Hahahha. You all should see her in class, it is very gross. "darling i miss you" I shall strangle her someday when no one is looking.

And since Gheeting's & Menny's blog stated this, I should too.
YES MUST MEET UP SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON.
WE KANINA-CHAOCHEEBYE NEED TO.
P-L-E-A-S-E x 100000000 million times.

Okay, school was fun this week.
I shall TRY to go to school everyday next week.
So Purani wouldn't find it drab and boring.(HEEHEE)


Graeme, Great Warrior of still eyes says:
Kacang is your hamster ah?

Joei ♥s her deceased Kacang always. What a cute face ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з says:
yup

Graeme, Great Warrior of still eyes says:
What a sentimental pet owner.

Joei ♥s her deceased Kacang always. What a cute face ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з says:
of course.

Graeme, Great Warrior of still eyes says:
I think every pet wants you to be their owner.

I love you Kacang sweetheart! MUACKS!
I am going to see you in heaven someday so I am not sad!!!
LOVE YOU!!

I am feeling so unwell really. :( I have not been eating well for 4 days, I am so sad, really. I don't even have the appetite to eat anything.. I usually gobble up the food right in front of me within seconds but now, I don't even wanna look at it. I hate puking, and I hate lao-sai-ing. I wanna be able to eat and be normal again! My jab on my ass hurts a little !

I had so much fun in school today though. HAHAHAHA.

Ohmygosh! I am so glad my darling is fine from the accident! OMG. THANK GOD! LIKE THANK EVERYTHING ON EARTH!!!!! I can imagine the horror of accidents, me hate it. I can't believe I actually got into an accident before as well, by my very splendid driver, Elvin Si. Thanks for being so safe. Really. I hope Gheeting is fine now though, and her driver too, and hope the car is not that badly wrecked as well.

4E4 is having a mini gathering again! Hurray! :)

The adverse effect of rejection.

WTF? I cannot stand people who suffer from the adverse effect of rejection. If the person decides to choose someone else, then so be it. If the person decides that you are not right for the person, MOVE ON. And please don't do fucking stupid things like go around exclaiming how CUTE/HOT/PRETTY the new person in your life is, cos I really don't fucking care. And please don't call me and pretend everything is fine between us. I wanna have nothing to do with anyone as gross as you. Okay? And I dont care how nice your "MAPLE HONEY" is or whatever, its none of my fucking problem. I guess I've made a right choice to be with Elvin afterall. If I knew you were sucha loser, I wouldn't have hanged around with you any longer than 1 millisecond. Please go away. Thank you very much.

I shall blog about how we should get over a broken-heart as soon as possible, the results may vary, some people may take like a week to get over somebody, whereas some may take like UP TO FUCKING 2 YEARS OR MORE! Okay, I shall not get too emotional here. Anyway, these rules are important, VERY important if you really wanna forget someone.

Lets start.

Rule#1: CEASE CONTACT WITH THAT PERSON. When I say cease contact, it means NO sms-ing, msn-ing, calling, friendster COMMENTS, no looking, nothing at all. No exceptions. No excuses at all like "He ask me for ______, so I tell him lor". For me personally, there is no such things as friends after a relationship(well, its just MY opinion. Please don't correct me). Because "If 2 person remains as friends after the relationship, either they are still in love, or they never were.." Makes sense right? Well, to me at least.

Rule#2: DON'T LOOK AT ANTHING THAT REMINDS YOU OF THAT PERSON. Yes, don't look at it, if you're strong enough, THROW IT AWAY! But I know girls are losers who are not strong and therefore will not throw those so-called PAST MEMORIES away, so I suggest you all keep them all. Lock them in some boxes or cupboard and DO NOT LOOK AT IT. Never ever attempt to look at it, and try to pretend theres some sweet memories left for you to hold on to.

Rule#3: DON'T LIVE IN DENIAL!!!!! Please do not ever have that little hope that he still loves you, or he is actually only taking a short break from our relationship or whatever. Because if he loves you truly, he wouldn't be outting you through all these unnecessary miseries. If he is having an affair, DO NOT insist on thinking he is just using her to SPITE you. Yes, the person he is having an affair with is UGLY, always UGLY. But still, do not have any hopes. PLEASE. Thanks.

Rule#4: DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF! Do not say things like, "Actually, its not his fault.. Its mine... I didn't treat him nicely and I fooled around.. I am the one at fault so its not his fault that he left me...." NOOOOOO! It is never our fault okay, it is the guy's fault they don't wanna cherish us, so please NEVER blame it on yourself. If he loves you, he wouldn't blame you for anything you do. REALLLLYYY.

Rule#5: DON'T GO TO ANYWHERE ALONE(TRY NOT TO)..especially Vivocity. Hahahah sorry (inside joke). Don't try to go anywhere and emo on your own. It is not good and it wouldn't help in getting over that motherfucker. It hurts going to places you both been to before, I know that.... So, solution is. don't go to these places ALONE.

Rule#6: LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS. Your true friend would be always ON your side. They would go, "Oh look how UN-hot he is, he is not hot!!! Move onnnnn!! " or something like that la. Hahahaha. So must listen to them. I moved on because I listened to my friends all the time. :) Your friends will always be there for you no matter what. So, allow your friends to stay by you and bitch about that loser together with you. HEEHEE.

Rule#7: Do not blame couples. It is not their fault that you both don't work out. Don't go "YUCKS, look at how sweet they are, it grosses me out".

Rule#8: Read more sad love quotes, it works all the time. For me, at least.

Rule#9: DO NOT STALK HIS FRIENDSTER OR ANYTHING ELSE. If he decides to be a loser and leave you, do not bother doing any of these for him. He is not worth the attention. He is a loser and you shouldn't care who he is dating anymore. Move on, sweetie.

Rule#10: NEVER FIND SUBSTITUTES. Do not find one just to SPITE him, do not MAKE USE of guys, and do not VENT your frustrations on the next poor innocent guys. Cos it will only make you look back and regret on your own actions sooner or later. It is not these guys fault that you and the loser didn't work out. So, give these guys a chance at least. You can choose not to put in your 100%, but just don't treat these guys badly.

Rule#11: The world has about other million of guys out there, he is not the only sweet/nice/hot one. Never give up a tree for a forest(hahahaa). Sometimes in life, we gotta see who is actually worth it and who is not. And cos Purani once told me in Year 1 that any guy who makes you cry is not worth your time. And I always believe that anyone who truly loves you wouldn't allow you to be feeling sad and miserable. EVER. And when you lie in bed at night crying over that person, do you ever realise there is actually someone else lying on their bed cying over you as well?

SIGH, this is reality. We always love the ones that hurt us, and hurt the ones that love us.
:( Sad sad fact that we gotta accept as well.

ANYWAY, I talk so much also no use. HAHAHAA, I spent 2 years trying to get over someone!!!! I am a fucking loser, and looking back, I really really regretted not trusting guys ever again since then. Hmmm. Okay I am so tired. BYEEEEE.

*Above are all based on my own opinions. You don't have to agree with me. Please understand that, thanks. However, my friends would understand this perfectly well though, ahahaha.

Deepak playing the piano at the back, can't really see him cos he merges with the background, hahahaha. Sorry. Anyway all the pics are taken by Purani, all very nice right, so the credit goes to her, I still don't understand why she doesnt wanna be in the pics. But the photos she takes are sooo nice, YAY! Cos I forced her not to make me look fat. Whahaha.


Bus to Ramakhrisnan Boys Home or something.


Always ready for the camera, anytime, anywhere.




Both of them decided to not appear that day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


:D


Nicenicenicenicenice.


06A2. After CIP day. All very happy. Spot me now.


Trying to be emo, TRYING. Never successful.


I think this pic of me is scary. Like the ghost story DORM or something.


YAY! Finally Purani is in the pic!!!!!!!




Love them~ Still at the Boys Home.


CIP DAY! And again must do some presentation in front of the school!!! As though last year's video was not embarassing enough!!!!


:)

I had fun, I love doing CIP!
Enjoy the pictures, I know its very irrelevant to CIP day.
But still... HAHAHAHHAA.

See you all on Monday!

My dad played Wahjong from Viwawa yesterday with Elvin, he is so fucking funny. My daddy even won twice, out of only a few games. Fucking unfair cos I won 1 game outta 9 games I played. (Purani also..) Hhaha. And Purani plays Wahjong too hor, dont siao siao. She knows how to see the Chinese Numerical Characters, cos I wrote it down for her, so funny!! Hahahahaha, I wanna lose 10 times in a row so I'll get an award for it. Coolness.

Okay. I have absolutely nothing to blog about. Absolutely nothing. Just that I am having fun, thats all. Okay I shall post some pictures in my next post.

My all-time favourite thought..

I wanna go on a holiday with all my Bestest Friends everrrrrrr! And gosh, now that I've a boyfriend, the more I wanna go on a holiday together with him and my friends!! AAAA!

It'd be super fun right? Imagine that. I love going abroad with friends! (GOSH, and boyfriend too!)

I love super coldddddd countries. I love Genting. Why doesn't anyone else share the same sentiment as me? I wanna go Genting again and relive my happy memories again and again and again. I am so gay but I STILL LOVEEEEE GENTINGGGGG. I love Spa Resorts too. I love countries where I can shop till I literally drop!

And best part, I am so going to Taiwan/Hongkong/or somewhere else with BFFs!! COOLNESS! Its like confirmed already, wooolalalala. I cannot wait like totally to the max. Fucking fucking HAVE to go travelling with my sweetheart BFFs! Me and Gheeting always planning where to go. hahahaha. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Muahahaha, and I can force Elvin to have sex with pretty prostitutes from all overrr the world!!!!!! The whores in Russia are CHIO! Vietnam one also quite CHIO! Thailand the besttttttttttt(although must check first).

I am gonna travel all around the world,
would you be willing to accompany me? :D

Me love Kacang,Riri,Stripey,Gheeting,Melanie,Purani,Sylvia,Dyan,Ziyan,Renuka,Priya,Anittha,Valerie,Dajie,Rachel&Elvin to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxx. MUACKS.

I am in class now, with Purani and Dyan by my side.
We are soooooo happy there isn't any Econs lesson.
OOOOOOH!

And we are playing VIWAWA.
BYE!

Game Id: princesscookies

Me: "Hey Elvin, tell me where is my favourite place in the world now. GUESS! You only have 3 tries okay."

Elvin: "Okay... Is it your house?"

Me: "Uh-huh, 2 more tries"

Elvin: "In the world ah..... I know! GENTING!!!!"

Me: "One last try, sweetie"

Elvin: "AHA! Massage PArlour"

Me: "... I don't know why you will think of massage parlour but the correct answer is ............................................. RIGHT NEXT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!"

Elvin: (started taking the Chinese newspaper and hit me)

HAHAHAHA its so funny.
RIGHT NEXT TO YOU!
MY FAVOURITE PLACE IS THE WORLD IS RIGHT NEXT TO YOU!

ELVIN YOU LOSER IN LIFE, YOU BROKE MY HP STRAP! ITS NEW! I AM SO MAD AT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (maybe, if you buy me some new stuffs, maybe i will consider not getting mad at you.)

Anyway, he is currently at Cineleisure drinking green tea and taking his helmet and walking in a very-act-cool way. I asked him what was he doing and he replied me that. I'm like "You.Are.Gross.Please don't tell others you are my bf" AHAAHHAA. I know there will be girls but I also dont care, really. I hope this is normal. But I really don't care. And its okay if he fetches them right???????? Then they will be sitting on my name. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHA. They will feel like an outcast cos its not their name. Therefore Elvin is gonna change his seat to a metal one. And buy alphabet magnets. So if hes picking some ChioBu named Amy,Coco,Bobo,Qiqi or whatever, he can change it constantly. What a very splendid idea.

Take care all of you!
Its my 1st day of Menses today!

Gosh, I was reading some forum and some boyfriends actually compares their current girlfriend to their ex-girlfs. GASPS! How can the girlfriend ever ever take it? Imagine the conversation..........

Guy: "My ex prettier than you lor, her breasts is like bigger and she has smooth skin and she is slim , and she also never throw tantrums, unlike you! She treat me very good one lor, always give in to me, and always give me blowjobs when I am unhappy. She will even have sex with me willingly, and shes cute too! Ahh, how I miss her. Can you be more like her please? "

Girl: "...."

ME: "WOW, Fuck you son of a bitch, I hope you die of Aids together with her and spend both of your lives rotting in hell with ugly private parts. And anyway, my ex also better than you. HAHAHHAHAHAHA! At least they are not ugly, like you!!!!"

I am so mean.

Anyway, guys who will do that are sucha fucker, really. Any girlfriends who can tolerate such boyfriends are PERFECT LOSERS. Gross. Such acts must never be tolerated okay! Cos such pple are NOT worth it. NOTTTTT.

However, girls on the other hand HAVE TO HAVE SUCH A PRIVILEGE!!!! We can talk about our Ex-es anytime we want and make comparisons when we feel like it too. AGREEEEE? Yes , I see many heads nodding. Okay the females are smiling and the guys are like gonna kill me. Really ma.. We can say things like "XXXXX wouldn't scream at me!!!!!!!!!" or "XXXXX buys me anything I want! Humpf!"

Cos I think as females,we have the right to throw tantrums. I dont give a fuck whether your ex-girlfriend never show you attitude or throw tantrums at you or be guailan with you. I do not give a fuck. All ex-girlfriends ARE ugly and fat and worthless, no matter what you say. (as concluded by me and my friends) Its like a universal thing that all ex-girlfriends are ugly. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA.

I like it when pple agree with me.
:)

Byebye!

I am PMS-ing so badly.
My menses is gonna make its grand arrival anytime soon.
Like anytime soooooon.
Its very scary. (I still can't believed I actually stained in school, very gross and unexpected, well not unexpected but aiya, its just my first time after so many years of menses. :( I am sucha big loser.) Being laughed at for the whole day.

I shall disappear from the world!
(I am always saying this when I am PMS-ing)

No honestly I want to disappear. I think I am wasting earth's resources and I am REDUNDANT! I am gross and stupid and ugly and fat and all-the-bad-things-in-the-world. I am a loser in life, I have no friends(I am just saying this for some dramatic effect), I have no money at all anymore, I .... I......... I.........

Fuck it. Fuck you Joei Tan.
You. Are. A. Fucking. Loser.
I. Hate. You.
Everyone. Hates. You.

"Dyan, you will be the first loser to get wasted. LOSER."


Told Ziyan the same thing too. "You will get wasted too, you loser."


:( Always having the BFA. [Biggest Face Award]


:D


What caused them to be wasted.
Some Long Lemon Tea, Long Ice Tea, Whatever it is called lah.
LOSERSSSSSSSSSS.

I had lotsa fun though.Hugs and Kisses.
:( My only clubbing time. SOBBIES. Of course I enjoyed myself to the max la. I must treasure and cherish any moment in a club. :) I sound like a child deprived of candy, or a nympho deprived of sex, or a cannibal deprived of flesh.

I had driving lessons today, I had fun, I am happy cos I passed all lessons today. I didn't get scolded by the driving instructor. I drove normally on the road. I am so happy and pleased with myself. Okay gross, I am blabbering on about driving which is so-not-me. I shall stop it. Oh wait I must be positive so I will like driving more. Oh yes! Driving is so cool, driving is only for cool people. :D

Then I went home and packed my stuffed-and-flowing-out-and-bursting-with-unnecesary-clothes wardrobe. Very neat now. Satisfied! :) Ironed all my clothes and I washed Stripey's cage. I arranged everything nicely like a housewife. And I am here blogging now. :)

I cannot wait to go school tomorrow. Cos I promised them a special surprise! HAHAHAHAH! They will love me to the max for this man. Can anyone guess what surprise is it?

*My body is aching. Badly. :(

Its 2.47 a.m now & I am still awake.
Talking to Gheeting now, and with Menny earlier.
I am very tired but I just don't feel like sleeping yet, or maybe because I don't like sleeping alone. :( I miss you like alot suddenly.

Anyway hope my dear GheeGhee's neck would be fine soon, and no, you will NOT be paralysed, and NO, your neck is not TOO FAT to be sprained. Please stop thinking of nonsensical things and just remember we love you. "When life gets too sour like a lemon, ask for a Vodka and some salt". Get well sooooooon.

I bought 2 TEE SHIRTS. YAY! Weepeedoopeedooo.

My eyes are so heavy, gosh, and I love my blogskin now.
I shall sleep and have sweet dreams now.

I love you Kacang & Stripey.
Love Kacang always and be happy wherever you are!

My favouritest thing in the entire universe. Now I have 2 Red Sony stuffs, my favourite best red camera + this cool lappy. And I shall insist on having a Red PSP soon. And the Red tv, the refrigerator, the sofa, the bed, washing machine. Poor Elvin gotta hear me go on and on about my future house and all he does is say, "No, we will not have a Red washing machine, blah blah blah.."





I love my parents. ALOT. ALOT. ALOT.
Thanks a zillion for this present. :)

Had a wonderful weekend. Yippeeeeness.

Saturday: Morning baking with my dearies, very fun ! Had 2 movies in the afternooon. :) Step Up 2 was superrrr nice, I love it! Rule #1 was average, like really not scary at all. Went over for a stayover! :D Perfect way to end a super Saturday.

Sunday: Slacking and eating the same food together for lunch and dinner. I love Hokkien Mee from Lor 9 Geylang, it tastes way better than sex. I love it! And I love you too.

I feel like dancing. Okay better get this evil thought away.

I love you I love you I love you I love you.

* I love Gheeting & Melanie always.
* I love Dyan & Ziyan always.
* I love Purani & Syl always.
* I love Priya, Annitha, Valz & Renuka always.

I love my Wednesday with my girls. :)
I hate my Thursday with Elvin cos we had a big fight. & the driving lesson. >:(
I love my Friday's driving lesson cos its only 4 hours. :D
Baking some stuffs tomorrow. YAY!

I think driving is stupid but fun but stupid but fun. I think I'm a loser but I can't help but have this very unnecessary phobia about driving. And whats very annoying is EVERYONE around me is taking a Manual Car, and the fact that I chose Auto Cars made them think that I am leading a very easy life driving. :( NO!! Auto Cars are super difficult! Need alot of coordination! AAAAAAAAAAA! Anyone who says Auto is easy, I will drive you to Langkawi and leave you there. I wanna faster get it done and over with .

I hate it when I see couples breaking up. ARGH.

I just found out another of Elvin's ex-girlfriend yesterday. Ohmygod.
Funny how I don't get affected like at all anymore.
I am gonna applause for myself *CLAPCLAP*

ME is sleepy. Nitey.

ziyan & joei. HAHA. super camsluts.


:) :) :)




BFF totally.


Ziyan & Dyan: "aiya joei point 3rd finger den still look so innocent.."


Hahahahahaha.


Bored pple during lecture.


Toilet !


Joei & Sylvia.

**

Sorry for the recent lact of updates. Very very busy.
Godmummy in TanTockSeng Hospital, shes fine now.
Went to IT Fair 4 days in a row. Pure Crazyness.
I am happy with all my shopping buys lately.
Went out with dajie on Monday and I had FUN.

Went to FarEast with Dajie on Monday and we had fulltime retail therapy. :) Very shiok cos we bought stuffs like nobody's business. I am very satisfied with everything I bought! WOOHOO. So, Joei is quite happy for now.

Stressed out over my dumb driving lessons, fortunately my favourite person helped me find 2 slots tomorrow! Will be my first lesson, I am scared. What if the instructor scold me for being dumb? I can't help it if I am retarded on the road right........ Anyway thanks my favourite person.

Its Wednesday today, went to school for History lessons. And breakfast after that. Fooled around with Anittha's cool phone, LG ViEWTY. Niceness! All of them betting when she was misplace it or drop it in a toilet bowl. Hahahha. Oh, and Glenn actually saw meeee! But I didn't see him even though he claimed he was totally beside me staring very badly. Then I asked what was I doing, he said I was talking to my friends and playing with my hair. "You were talking to your friends then playing with your hair. The pattern totally like last time never change." I always play with my hair meh??? Then I remembered my dajie recognised me once at East coast cos she said "I saw someone that look like you cos of they way you touch your hair, den I look longer, its ACTUALLY YOU!.."

Do I always touch my hair in a very strange way?!
Life's greatest mysteries, really.

Hahaha, I can't wait for tonight really!!!!!!

Sleepyness. Happyness! :) Stressness. But still, happyness.

I am super happy. :)
Can anyone guess why?

I need to buy more computer games.
Yippeeee.

I am busy, always busy, with alot of things.
But I don't know what things also. Really.

Happy Birthday Edeline sweetie.
Hope you enjoyed yourself. :D

I love talks with my favourite person,
talking about our past and how we met and everything.
Love ya.

I'm meeting up with dajie tomorrow. I am happy. Superbly happy.
:) beeeeen yearrrrs since I've last seen her.

I am tired, and many pimples are making their grand appearance on my face, arghhhh. I am depressed cos they refuse to go away, REFUSE. Fucking loserish pimples. I shall sleep now cos I am tired.

Niteynitey.

My life is near perfect now. Everything is quite peaceful.....

Except..

Some obstacles in the course of true love (oh gross..)
Yup. Major obstacles, everything is revolving around the oh-so-sacred-and-holy subject: Clubbing. It is very very tiring emotionally/mentally/physically. SIGH. Anyway, its just clubbing right? I need to reiterate that CLUBBING do not, I repeat, do not make you a cheap loose slut, neither does it make you a Bad Girl. Having sex and being one hell of a horny nympho, talking dirty to pple on the phone and giving blowjobs to more-than-ONE-guy IS a slut. (hahaha, bet CH and GT totally laughing now). Right right right?! Yes, right. And I did a great thing! I sacrificed my favourite thing for love. WOOHOO. WEEHEE.

Anyway, had this long talk with 2 superb pple in my life yesterday night, told me many things I needed/do not need to know. Enlightened me with many stuffs as well. They are the bestest and funniest pple of the century. :) I'm like the most relaxed person after speaking to them. So niceeeeee.

Ziyan and Dyan are always giving me alarming news. Someday I'll die of heart attack cos their lives are totally dramatic. My goooodness. Hahahah but I love them, alwaysss!

I shall go pom pom now and go IT fair (again.)
I've been there on Thursday, Friday and I'm going there again today.
I think I am crazy.
Oh well, byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

:)

Absolutely great day in school, funniest was in the hall when everyone had to try to hide me and anittha. Really died laughing cos it was the scariest but very funny moment. Watched Fool's Gold with Purani, ate alot, yummy food and the show was good. :) Free ticket somemore, ahahhaha.

I shivered alot today cos it was absolutely cold.
I am feeling feverish now! YAY!!
Means I no need go school tomorrow!

Can't wait to go IT Fair tomorrow too!
I'm gonna be there everyyyyydayyyyy.
:) I must get a new lappy.
Please hope that my Daddy dont break his promise.
PLEASEEEE.

Quote of the day: (by Purani)
Love is simple, in a very complicated way.

Had the bestest time in school today. Malay lessons was fun cos we were talking about Love, about Simple & Complicated Love, about Forgiving, and alot more la. So funnnn. I had the funnest time "escaping" lessons again. hahahaha. Anyway, I love talking to my friends, they are the nicest pple ever. EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THEY KEEP "TSK" ME AFTER I SAY ANYTHING. And they disagree with every single thing I say. >=( Had alot of time smiling and laughing. I love smiling and laughing......

UNTIL.......

Purani told me a snapple fact: Frowning makes you lose more calories than smiling!

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

I shall FROWN constantly 25hours 8 days a week man. YAY!
Joei the frowney girl.

Went to see Riri after school, cuteness.

I had yummy dinner. And.. sigh...
Seriously, its not like I don't give in to you AT ALL right? I'm trying soo hard to move on, to occupy myself so I can not think of unnecessary things. I don't want to be affected then annoy you okay. I want to be happy, I want you to be happy. And is that sooooooo difficult to grant me just ONE tiny little wish of mine(okay, not ONE, but TWO. TWO ONLY OK)? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I AM RANTING!!!

Okay maybe I should stop it.
Fuck x 3000000.

Funniest thing I hear today:
Ignorance is bliss (temporarily only).

My whole body is so aching.
Pain Pain Pain.
I don't wanna go school tomorrow.
:( Sobbiesss.

Fuck fuck fuck.

Happyness alert! Meeting my dajie(the bestbestbest dajie in the world) on Monday. Next Monday! :) Finalllllllyyyy.

So my week will go like..
Monday- Out with dajie.
Tuesday- Driving lesson the whole day.
Wednesday- Driving lesson the whole day. Some fun at night. Its a Wednesday please! So, be prepared and lets go~ WEEEE. Cannot waittttt.
Thursday - Driving lesson the whole day.
Friday - Bake cookies day for school's CIP thingy.
Saturday - Out with my favourite person.
Sunday- Out with my favourite person + do all my homework.

I must make my 1 week very eventful. Must be filled with catching ups.

HAHA.
The truth is out. My ugly blogskin was done by my brother! That dumbass of the century. Make me so affected and keep thinking about it. But Gheeting & Menny are like quite clever, they figured its him cos its a Garfield blogskin. They found it hilarious. Evil pple. That blogskin was horrendously fugly and everything was all over the place. And he realised he made a mistake and then left! LEFT!!! And I've to redo my blogskin now. However, quite happy. Its nicer ! And theres even the LINKS section. YAY! Now, I can link anything I want. And I only link blogs/webbies that are worth reading. :D Happyness!

My Friday was splendid. Watched movie and everything. I had a fun night out. I love all of you.

My Sat & Sun was fun too! With my favourite person of the world. Caught L Change The World(L is sooooo cute & hot) and The Leap Years. (I cried like some loser), and ate yummy Jappy Food. Went back surprisingly early cos we had to take Public Transport. Slept through the whole of Sunday and went to eat yummy curry rice and had yummy MacDelivery for supper, we met Jeffrey before that though. And thank god hes fine from the minor accident he got into,hope all goes well for my korkor(like how elvin always says it) . Although some unhappy things happened for a little while, its all fine and sunny now. WEEEPEEEE! I think its really sad and heartaching when you see the person you love crying and yet theres nothing you can do about it. Do you all think so?

Crying is a very sad thing. (duh, i know that, we all know that.)
But why do we cry???? WHY?
because, "Tears are words that the heart can't say...."
OHMYGOD. SO SAD!

Okay, its Monday today. No school! YAY!
I refuse to go MI Link to do any of the assignments!
I intend to sleep.

I love you always and always.Hugs.
Thanks for being super nice to me.
:)

MIA.
Sorry something is wrong with my blogskin.
I will get it fixed soon man.
Meanwhile, I shall eat my Mac delivery.
HAHAHA.

*Not affected anymore! LALALA~
But, ignorance is still BLISSSSSS.