im at home on a holiday! and im quite happy bout it. despite the tons of household chores i gotta do. and the assignments i needa complete. at least my mummy is making Black Chicken Soup for me! double yay-ness to the max .

my gay samsung fone is officially homosexual.
it keeps getting itself low battery-ed on purpose!
and then i'll be "phoneless" for the day.
:(
i want a new phone of my old phone.
or i just want a new new new phone.

Ok, i don want a new phone. i want a repaired phone.
which will be in turn NEW.

kacang & stripey bitten a hole on my sofa.
and my daddy found out. hahahhahaha.
fortunately, he did not scold my darlings.
:) my parents love them can.
though they disapprove of them initially.
so note to gheeting,
let thingss slowly take its course.
your mummy will love Orange darling very soon.
sooner then you will expect.

been in quite an acceptable mood lately.
was quite affected by dyandarling though.
darling, don be bothered by such affairs k.
though the pain will be inevitable,
MUST still SMILE! and have more TALKS!
i love you, remember.

ANDANDANDANDAND!
i love sylvia and purani can!
they brought me to a Turkish.. hmm restaurant yesterday.
I TELL YOU.
we ate like a BOTTOMLESS PIT *according to purani
had chicken burger, then butter rice, then omelette.
and not to forget, salad, french fries, drinks.
and surprisingly, we did not explode and die.
hahahaha. but its damn nice.
at Far East there.
i've never been to any Turkish Restaurant before.
so thanks my best friends!
I LOVE YOU BOTH! so fun.
should have more food escapades. :)
Fuck gaining weight.
Must enjoy fooooood.

Kacang loves my Spongebob Pillow, refuses to get off it.

okay, im off to help my mummy wash her shoes,
BYEBYE!

**i love golden retrievers!
so random . aahhaa.

my phone was in a total un-battery-ed mode today.
sorry pple for no replies.

i totallt forgotten to charge my fone.
so gay./

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pictures dedicated to my best friends like purani & sylvia.
hahahahaha.
have a great laugh.

from gheeting to me. so sweet, loves her.

and to joei: thanks for the vodka. you sure know what excites me other than humping ya. LOL. i love you!!!!!!! i just love the things we fucking do every single time we're tgt la, its bloody evil and annoying (to other pple). i've known you since sec 2 too. and have countless of stupid mysteries ever since (im still figuring out the "stretched out arms" shit).. jokes that only WE understand. nonsense we created. songs we sang. the GUYS whom we took many sneak peeks. the nights we spent at each other's place. the kinda gayiness we share. the GOOD FOOD times. the heavenly shopping days. the TALKS, htht. the issues about ugly exboyfriends. and the issues about the future ones. and of course, the wonderful pact.. i would say this is the best thing we've done ever in our whole life. it'll just be you and me. and me and you and you and me.. put my dog into the picture sometimes too, add in sculpey also? lol. there're just never ending stuffs we can do tgt. one we gotta accomplish soon would be, A TRIP TO TAIWAN/SYDNEY. alright? i promise we'll do travelling like mad. and thanks again.. for always being here by me. i love you!

and im her doggy's godmummy!
can you believe it?!

i miss mapling all of a sudden again. sigh.
i look so chio in maple. omg. hahaha.
no wonder i like mapling so much.
cos i got nicenice hair in it.

okay.
i envy gheeting dearie so much for having a dog.
my daddy promised me a dog too!
but not anytime this year man.
will be a getting a Maltese, a mini one.
and i love her too.

:)

had a fabulous day today + yesterday.
love my friends TO THE MAX.

had Sakae Sushi with sylvia + purani.
so fun! ate so so so much,
and with many many illegal acts.
so fun! and funny.
hope theres a second time man.

and today rocks!
library with valz(the tarttily tart), purani, annitha, renuka, dyan initially, konstantine, punitha.
but the ultimate blast was when only valz and purani was around.
played around with a "hole"
so fun man!
until i got REALLY stuck . :(
so pain!
and MR LJH is so funny, love him to themax.
diana &nadd told me some funny stuffs bout them in his car.
so good lor! they can sit his car.
and anyway, konstantine laughed.
okay, den valz, and purani, and ME,
LAUGHED TILL WE DIED.
till we got no more strength.
FUNNY TO THE MAX CAN!
but doing it the second time isnt as funny.
BUT, saying it here is not funny either.
hahahaha. loves them LORRYLOADS.
so fun, cannot wait to play with them again.

so many tests, assignments, projects!
going to die soon ah!

pictures. and yea, i need help printing my project. sigh.

random.
but if a guy says "I'll not give up on you"

what are the chances of it being true?

I'm losing faith in guys. tsktsk.

i wish i have a shoulder to cry on 25/8.

okay thats all for today.

tagged by stupid val the tart.

RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncracies as well as clearly state this rule.After stating your own six weirdness you need to choose six people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry.Don't forget to leave a comment on their tagboards to say you're tagged and tell them to read your blog for more information as to what it means.

Idiosyncracies means a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to the individual.

1. i LOVE my hamsters ALOT, way beyond words and actions, therefore, it may be considered weird to pple.

2. i laugh excessively and smile too often.

3. i eat way ALOT, and alot, and alot. and ALOT. i love love eating~ particularly unhealthy food, like Fried chicken skins(yumyum), fried food! gosh, heavenly.

4. i have a thing for bespectacled guys, shortshort, and guys who are streetsmart man.(oh, and rich)

5. i have an obsession with Sculpey. (heeheehee)

6. I think im too soft-hearted for my own good..........

now the people i tag:
- dyan
- gheeting
- hilwa
- janice
- purani
- lis

happy birthday to...

GHEETING DARLING SOULMATE & TWIN SISTER!

SYLVIA DARLING & "twin" TOO!

okay.

anyway, spent 2 going on 3 days with gheeting already,
yea, WTF man.
slept over at her house for 2 days! (weee!)
so funnn.
played with Sculpey~ (its a cool thingy)
some clay thing. made ALOT of cute things.
will be posted in blog soon.

Hanged out till 3.55 am yesterday.
sorry but i cannot take it and went up to sleep.
i hate thon-ning! :(

gheeting got a JAck Russell PUPPY~~
oh my fucking fucking fucking god.
will be camping at her house for-fuckin-ever.
song bo~?
she very haolian for now.
must bear with it. hahahaa.

gheeting loves her present from me,
another Absolut vodka, Ruby Red again.
im forever giving that to pple.

and why is my whole gay post bout that stupid ghee.
cos im spending too much time with her.
HAHAHA.

anyway im so happy can!
chosen to go Cambodia to help pple,
paint their school~
sooo happpppy!
YAY!!!

and daddy promised to get me a doggy,
NEXT YEAR.
:)
a dog is still a dog,
no matter now or later..

yay! no hmework~
what a stress-less weekend!

(but with minor bad things happening,
or should i say major?)

ok pictures post coming up soon,
TAKE A SNEAK PEEK HERE OK~!

WE love HENNA.
do you? :)

Things we do in school.
just makes pple wonder why.

ARGH.
seriously!
I FUCKING HATE P.Is!
so fuckinnnnng GAY!
whats worst is when pple around you CAN'T help at all.
NEENABEH to the fucking max.
why can't i know more intelligent pple?!
i need fucking creativity.
and most pple's creativity is all in a teeny weeny box.
WE, do not think OUT of the box enough.
CHEEBYE.CHEEBYE.CHEEBYE.
What is our education system making us become into?

(see?when there is an excessive amount of FUCKs, it apparently means im in the foulest mood EVER.)

ok, enough of stupid rantings.
RANTINGS only makes pple's mood plunge.

anyway, went K-boxing with gheeting darling yesterday!
met up around 8 and sang till like 2am !
so fun! so "hiong". ("hiong" means, so...POWER ah)
i seriously dunno how we can spend so long singing.
SANG&SANG&SANG. LAUGH&LAUGH.
i had watermelon juice & Coke-Vodka.
she had honey lemon drink & Vodka-Sprite.
I hate drinking,seriously.
i do not like getting all red and giddy.
its just, not worth it to pay to drink,
and then suffer the night and the next day.
(in my opinion la) some pple just love drinking.
like stupid gheeting and some frens.
constantly calling me a WUSS when i don wanna drink.
so im Joei the Wuss.

and gheeting the retard just HAVE TO make me scared.
JUST have to make our goosebumps stand.
HAVE TO. cannot don't want wan.
SHE LET ME SEE A MUSIC VIDEO WHICH IS HAUNTED TO THE MAX.
"KIA SI LANG sia!!"
its like at the background,theres this isolated house(according to her),no one lives in it, then halfway thru the MTV, got 2 scenes where a woman with very long hair and white dress standing at the windows there. then 2nd scene is the woman standing there AND THE FUCKING WINDOW SLIDED CLOSE ON ITS FUCKING OWN!!!!!!!!! I tell you, i FREAKED OUT OK. like totally. LIKE I FELT LIKE DYING. cos its just soooo scary and eerie and creepy. i can so totally see SEE see the long haired woman!! and the window moved on its own...i don like it...

And i was so scared,i dared not go to the toilet cubicle alone and i have to ask gheeting to accompany me in and watch me shi-shi. :( im sucha WUSS.

and sang more and more like never before.
till bloody 2am! WTF ok. took a cab home.
and SLEPT till now.

ok i might be meeting that little slut at thomson later,
to see her "cute little jack russell puppy"
and to eat at Prata house,
yay!"i hope i can drink milo dinosaur!"

BYE !

I LOVE THEM!
*orgasmssss*

its sucha fun fun fun day today!
woke up late. :) i like!!
Maths test, (haha joke)
copied from nicholas which he copied from someone,
hilwa copied mine.
dyan copied hers.
LOL, wad an enjoyable maths class.
den still got indian frens teaching me TAMIL.
:)
and Chinese lessons was a blast!
with dearies like syl,dyan & ziyan.
so fun talking & playing truth or dare.
(hahaha)
after school was fun too.
was asked to join cheerleading.
i was REFUSING to the max.
(where got fat pple cheerlead one?!)
yea den anyway, after much persuasion...
i finally relented.

aiyo.

i am STILL feeling emo.
but feeling the BETTER VERSION of emo.
the HAPPPY emo.
cos its been a superb day today.
YAY!

(because im going to Kbox later to sing till like after midnight with gheeting! yippee dupieeee!)

PICS TO TIDE OVER CRISIS.
AND I LOOK RETARDED WITH OTHER SPECS.

i have this insatiable urge to blog all of a sudden.
and sylvia says its bcos im sad.
OHHH so kinky!
yea shes right(or not?).
and purani says i never get emo around them.
THATS COS THEY MAKE ME LAUGH 25/8 ma!
but still......
SIGH x 2593.384 times.

:( sobsob.

AHHHHH!
purani will kill me if she knows wad im upset over.
"kia si lang"

UNREQUITED LOVE, :(
UNREQUITED LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YUP! i forgot to add, sylvia brought us to this chill-out place around town. its like .. hmm. u see from the pics lor. all the cars rushing and everything. i swear, gheeting will love/hate me to the core if i bring her there lor. the pics nice rite. the ones on the bridge looks like a fake background. that place, ROCKS totally. so exciting and fun! and not to forget, scary too. had a super fun time there. ^^ heehee. all the trying to touch the METAL thingy.
"kia si lang" man.

loves my girlfriends dearly.

Today is a cultural exchange day for me, sylvia and purani.
met up at town, walked around like losers taking pics.
then headed to Chinatown!
had YumCha for dinner! $44.90.
yummy yummy.
then headed to LITTLE INDIA!
cos i wanted to check put DESKAR ROAD.
song bo!?
wanted to see some whores.
TOO BAD we're the only female species there.

I swear ah, once any female steps into Little India.
ALL EYES WILL BE ON THEM MAN.
Molested by eyes.
NEENABEH.
went to Mustafa Centre or wadever for the first time.
I WANTED TO DIE.
although things there very worth it.
I HATE IT THERE!
cos i cannot breathe AT ALL.
makes me giddy and all.
cannot tahan that place.
WILL NOT go there again.

and ate at some Indian restaurant!
Prata, Yogurt Drink, and some sweets.
THIS IS LIFE!
to shop,eat,shop.eat to the max.

HMMM.
my head hurts, and i dunno why!

and im going to Kbox with gheeting darling on WEDNESDAY!
no one will stop us.
NO ONE.
steady pom peepee.

**i hope it'll be a blueless Monday tomoro!

(thanks darling for everything,hugs&kisses.ya la will try try try to spend more time with you okay)

(hoe zhiwei,everything will be fine k,told you everything will be okay already,stupid)

Video posting for the day.
My favourite of the favourites videos of the centuries man.
I think the ah bengs in there are really hot!
some of them only though.
GOSH.
Contents are quite explicit,
but worth a watch though.
This is a LOCAL movie acutally,
but its banned in Singapore,
produced locally by director Roystan Tan somemore,
dunno why its banned in Singapore. :(

Why don't you take a sneak peek? :)

You guys might wanna take a look at the trailer first.
Then decide if you all wanna watch the show.

Trailer, click here

Episode 1, click here
Episode 2, click here
Episode 3, click here
Episode 4, click here
Episode 5, click here
Episode 6, click here
Episode 7, click here
Episode 8, click here
Episode 9, click here
Episode 10, click here
Ending, click here

Seriously speaking,
I think its one of the most most most nicest movie i ever watched.
Don't talk about what graphics or great actors,
look deeper into it.
Please dont watch this movie and give gay comments like,
"OMG, i can't believe they're so gross!"
"Why they like that one?"
"Act beng only lar."

If not i seerupak panjerdoor your face aH.

Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken

Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

"Am I not Pretty Enough" by Kasey Chambers.
recommended by Syl darling.

dedicated to all sadsad-hurt-from-love pple in this world.

"In a perfect world, when he's with her, he would be wishing he was with me; when he looked at her, he would be looking at me; when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me; when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me. In a perfect world, he would realize that she wasn't the one he was supposed to be with and I would still be standing here waiting for him still when he finally knows this. But this isn't a perfect world and people do get hurt, you smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there's nothing else you can do."

was listening to the song, Unbreak my heart by Toni Braxton i think, and i was like thinking, how the @$#$&*^ can someone UNBREAK a heart? or can how someone UNBREAK someone's heart? seriously.

Sigh, menses over but im still emo-ing badly.
JIALAT !

for the sake of non-hokkiens,
jialat = shit! die already.
somewhere along that line lah.

*SCREAMS*

I am feeling the world's terrible-iest terrible feeling.
sigh sigh sigh x 3 FIMOMILLION times.

was looking at my darling Kacang hammie & Stripey hammie,
i realised i really love them alot
and that i cannot live without them.

my sweetie pies.
i wish it never ever dies.

i just kissed my hammie,
kacang is getting really old.
sobsob.
singapore will have tsunami tears if it ever dies.
I love you, darling baby girl.
muacks.
i know u love me too.

Thursday!
enjoyable day cos sylvia&purani&me was laughing at just absolutely everything tothemax. especially my "moley" smiley face on my hand, and me taking rubber band and scaring everyone! so fun. and having to do some Earth day thing. purani is on her own when it comes to that.

Sorry i could not go to Bugis with you, i need to do my stupid PI which i feel is retarded cos its given at sucha short gay notice!
>:(

you know sometimes, humans have small little wishes, well one of mine is to go overseas with just randomly anyone. (boyfriend/best friends/sisters)
i mean, wouldn't it be sucha blast? like having to sleep together,shop together,eat together, be with one another 25/8. gosh, damn shiok la. (song bo?!)
would love to be in Genting, the cold cold weather,and the cool rides,the haunted house,the FOOD!!gosh. and just being there with someone you love is so shiok......and imagine being in a Spa Resort.. then can massage and do spa all day long. GOSH! i love such life.

I want a chance to do so.
Please?

But on the other hand,Joanne jiejie tells me its REALLY difficult to find a GOOD travel partner. which means, not just anyone is suitable to go travelling with. because opinions differ at times, and imagine quarreling in a foreign land, den suddenly "I don't wanna talk to u anymore!", and walk off in different directions, then siao liao lor. this is when we can all shout SONG BO!! okay.

Luckily man, all my best friends are suitable.

What i look for in a travel partner is someone who can navigate their way around the country VERY WELL, which means i DO NOT have to care a single thing about directions. I hate guys who totally dunno their way around, IT PISSES ME ALOT! therefore,it has come to my understanding that i like streetsmart pple. and.. must be patient, cos i can be quite difficult to handle at times. I LIKE TO SPEND, hence, my partner might find that idiotic. I like having fun, so he/she should make me laugh and feel at ease. I LOVE EATING! so if you're one who doesn't enjoy eating, i think we might have a breakdown there. And if im overseas, i shop non-stop, therefore if u're one that feels tired easily, SORRY!

and of course,
I'll try to be a good travelmate too.
it'll be fun having me around right?

hahahaha.
so stressed now.
SIAN.

hello girls.



my o6A3 pretty pple.



Prata House! [yummmmmy!]



so sweeeeet. kisskiss.




muahaha. joei is in the mood for EMO quotes.



If I told you tonight I was leaving,
would you call my name,
take the blame,
turn it all around again
cause you know I love you and it's worth the heart ache?


You have been the treasure in my hand.
You have been the one who always stood beside me.
So unaware, I foolishly believed that you would always be there.
But there will come a day, when I will turn my head and you will slip away


I didn't realize how much I loved him until he was standing there and he wasn't mine anymore.




OK enough, im also not in EMO mood. maybe cos 3rd day of menses.
had fun with purani&sylvia today.
hope terence fung wun be suspicious.

i love you,
i really do.

do you love me too?
pls tell me now,
bcos wad if its too late..?

too late..
no, its never too good to be too late.

No monday Blues on Monday. song bo?!?!
happy. love unblued mondays. so shiok.
and it was darling's 21st birthday. so cool.
:)
grow big liao hor, know how to think already k.

tuesday was fine, except cos it was 2nd day of menses,
so feeling too uncomfy. tummy cramps and all.
like some pangsai. so i was feeling very crappy.
but nevertheless,fun day still.
[we've a new angmoh classmate]
so cool.

wednesday. its way early in the morning now,
going out with purani&sylvia later.
they forced,FORCED me not to go school.
this kinda pervertic frens.
aiyoooo.

**ooh,eric told me he broke up with his gf, wah seriously, i should believe what my frens tell me last time, that "they will not last de" i was so 100% positively sure he and her would last, but look what happened now. i used to post up this quote in my December's blog entry because i was so in denial, and so sad.

If you two come together because you're both lonely and needy and desperate to kiss someone (anyone! ANYONE!! ANYONE!!!). your relationship probabply won't last long.
But if u get along, care about each other, root for each other, and enjoy each other's strengths while also accepting each other's short comings, you just may have something there.

whahaha. (this short quote is dedicated to dyan too) READ IT !
and stop saying shes pretty or pretty-ier than you.
please,no one compares love that way.
[but im pretty sure i do it that way too]

Relax everybody.
IF you wanna see Eric's ex-girlfren pic,kindly tell me.
I'll let you guys take a sneak peek at the pic!
[YOU ALL VERY EXCITED RITE?!?!]
hehehehehehehe.

ok byebye for now.

Are you ready to get a dog?

A dog will do his best to please you and keep you smiling. He will curl up with you when you are feeling down or need some serious relaxation. He won't hold your mistakes against you or prejudge you for your looks, faults or lack of know-how. He'll be your unconditional friend and will play ball with you as long as you wish. He'll forgive you for all your mistakes, never holding them against you later. Sleeping at your feet and loving to please you, he will enjoy just spending time with you. He'll do his best to protect you, because you will be his master.

However, a dog also relies on you for everything- from his food, water, shelter, exercise, grooming, to his companionship, training, veterinary care and protection. Know what you are getting into. Are you prepared to spend the next 10-15 years of your life taking care of your dog? That is about how long your dog will live. Can you afford the added expense of a dog? When you get a dog, it is a life long commitment, and should not be treated like a piece of furniture that you can just "get rid of" when you get tired of it. After all, this dog will be part of your family. Would you get rid of your children because you were tired of them wetting their beds? Before you bring a dog into your home, think long and hard. Are you prepared for the responsibility?
The decision to get a dog needs to be carefully thought out. Do you honestly have the time to take care of a dog? What kind of dog should you get? Some people think a dog is a dog. I hear them say they don't care what breed of dog they get. There are many different breeds with many different personalities and needs. Honestly think about it and do your homework. Think about your family as it is right now, and how it will be in the future.

Every family has its own needs, schedule, personality, medical problems, space and time limitations. If you take a good hard look at your family's situation, you can match a dog that will fit into your lives nicely and not just make things more awkward and difficult.
Is anyone in your family allergic to dog hair? Are you bothered by hair on everything from your clothes to your toast? Some breeds are heavy shedders, while others hardly shed at all. Do you have children? Are you going to have children in the next 10-15 years? Do you have friends who visit your home who have children. Some dogs are excellent with children and would be their best friend. Some are only good with children when they are raised with them from puppyhood, while others are very sensitive and may bite your child if they are pestered by him or her. Do you mind holes being dug in your yard? Some dogs like to dig, while others are less likely to dig. Do you mind hearing a dog bark all the time? Some dogs love to bark and do it all the time, while others are more quiet, barking only when necessary. Do you mind if your dog has a tendency to wander away from home, or would you rather have a dog that would be more likely to stick close to home? Some dogs like to roam. It is in their nature, while others have a strong instinct to stick close to home. Some dogs will kill your cat, while others will be your cat's best friend. Do you have time to exercise your dog?

Some dogs need daily vigorous exercise and you would need to take them out every day for a run or a nice long walk, while others will get enough exercise just by running around the inside of your house. Some dogs need a job to do or they will become restless, bored, very destructive, and unruly. Other dogs do not mind lying around the house with nothing to do. Some can be highly obedience-trained, while others cannot. Get the point? All breeds of dog are different, and all families are different. Find a dog that fits well into your family, so you and your dog can live in harmony. Having a dog can be the most rewarding thing you have ever done, or it can be your worst nightmare. It's your choice. Do your homework. Research the different kinds of breeds and take a long hard look at your life and don't forget, that cute little puppy does grow up to be an adult dog. Never adopt a puppy, or adult dog solely on looks. There are many great rescue groups and organizations listed who have wonderful homeless dogs, just waiting for someone like you to take them home and love them.

Thanks for Vienna Buffet, it was wonderful, and i loved it totally tothemax. The food.. ooooh. Heavenly. Being able to have free-flow of Salmon Sashimi right in front of me is fantastic, followed by the super very famous "Buddha Jumps Over the Wall" soup, song bo?! drank alot, like super alot, like siao. And the prawns! Crayfish! Shishamo(those japanese fish)! Lobsters! Scallops! Oysters! ..

I was in heaven. Heavenly heaven. So shiok.
I love buffets. :)

Went to Escape Theme Park with gheetingdarling & her elder sister & yvonne.
Hot,sunny day & therefore explains my sunburn.
I'm as red as the colour red.
So gross, which means i'm tanner.EEE.
Escape is so fun man! been so long since i've been there.
We went on the same ride 3978732 times.
Till i got sick & puked.
And we continued....
Play&play.

(Oh ya, there are alot of losers who dress up like some deranged sluts at Escape, i dunno why you know. I mean, who will wear long sleeve out on a hot,sunny day. or wear heels with tights and all. and some wear sweater, some dress until like going prom lidat. seriously, GET A LIFE! i must catch all these pple & put them in jail ! so we wun see such weirdos again! )

and!! woohoo.
headed to Prata House (again) for dinner!
This time, i ordered Milo Dinosaur! so happy.
Blissss.Had CrispyFriedChicken(recommended by Syl). very nice.
The 4 of us enjoyed the food to the max.
Headed to many of the pet shops in Thomson.
^^ love puppies and i hope i can really get one soon.
A toy Poodle would be perfect.Or a chihuahua(though gheeting says its stupid).
So cute.
Gheeting might be working in a pet shop!
How cool is that?!

and we went home!

Sunday, woke up at 4am cos need to go cemetery at LimChuKang.
I love QingMing Festival! cos at night dark dark go cemetery so fun.
And came back home and SLEEP.
till now.. gotta do my Literature homework, SIAN.

Tomorrow's a special day.Darling's birthday.
:) I wish his birthday would be 3 months later, so i have more time to prepare his present.

*note:its interesting how me&gheeting have so many million things to talk about the whole day. it puzzles me sometimes. we wun get tired of each other meh? haha, all the laughter and the talks, if anyone hears us, they will tear and die. we'll be meeting soon again, sorry cant acc u to the pet shop today. hugs!

**2nd note:sorry sylviam darling for not bringing ATM machine to go out with you.promise it'll be soon. and i can't wait for me&purani's valentines gift from her tomoro, and breakfast included leh! so excited.yay!

And now, i shall play Maple. :)
YAY!

Yesterday was a fun day basically.

In school, the gay video clip of me, a whole clip of me talking cock was aired to the whole school, AAAAAAAAAAAAA. and stupid purani and sylvia and dyan and priya and god knows how many more losers kept laughing at meeeee! i was the world's most embarrassed person man.

cried a little too much at the old folk's home, cos its so heart wrenching to see them there. (fuck, im still emotionally traumatised) . to the extent that i phoned my mummy over there and tell her "mummy, i promise i'll never leave u there under any circumstances" . i think shes very touched. hahahaa.

and terencefung brought us to PrataHouse at thomson so we ate there. 1st time i drank Milo Dinosaur, yummylicious. I WANT TO DRINK AGAIN! and headed off to town with most of the girls from my class, with the main intention of trying out the Mars Bar.

The.. Mars.. Bar.. is.. so..fucking..heavenly, its DELICIOUS.
its to-die-for.
I WILL EAT IT ! (again&again&again!)

then shopped alot alot alot with sylvia,ppurani,priya,annitha,renuka.
supposed to meet up with them again after im done with my facial to do some drinking, but melanie&gheeting phoned me up!!

met up wth my mummy at plaza sing to do facial, so painful. :(
phobia of it.

AND, at 9 plus, met up with melanie&gheeting at Plaza sing to do some shopping, then headed to some blocks around compass point to hang around there. Since i can't go out too late, they came over and stayed over at my house! yay yippeee! so fun. melanie needs to do some anniversary stuff for her boyfriend(so sweet la), and she stayed up ALL NIGHT WITH GHEETING to do it. ME? i was sleeping on my own bed. hahahahaha. i just cannot stay up all night just to see her complete it. i will die of sleepiness.

Whats happening between us?

sigh. i can never be a good girlfriend.
no matter how hard i try.

i love you girlfriends, who stood by me.

i am very tired, i wanna sleep. i still cannot find any old chinese/hokkien songs.
fucking screwed.

today was an eventful day, my video is so gonna be played in school.
paiseh.

yay, i hope i'll be going to facial with my mummy tomoro.

& after our CIP, me purani & syl is so gonna try out..

THE LEGENDARY OH-SO-DELICIOUS.....


FRIED MARS BAR!

will blog bout it soon when i don feel so much like sleeping.

a small thing to ponder on,
should flings ever be forgiven?
is flings really THAT unforgivable?
how do one define a fling?

**If you don't fucking love her, then don't tell me, say it right to her face. Its pointless telling me seriously, i know you need a listening ear, but hearing you whine about how you DON'T LOVE her AT-fucking-ALL & that you're still oh-so-very-in-love with your ex-girlfriend(which is me) is gayingly gay. Oh, i forgot, you told her you didn't love her, and it was HER who begged for a SECOND chance. Just what the fuck is wrong with girls nowadays? Is this the era to be.. shameless? Ohmygod man, feel so ashamed to be of the same gender as such pple, just totally a degrades women. Get a life.

byebye(good nitey)

its sucha hectic week, and to think i thought my busy times are over, its starting all over again. hahaa. luckily me,purani & sylvia are involved in all these gay activities together, so entertainment is provided.

mysteriousmysteriousmysterious. i am very successful at annoying pple.
:)

sigh, im so sad, i missed an outing with my Wongies & co. but well, they promised an outing with me again VERY SOON. so i hope so.

i am getting very loserish, cos i totally dunno what to blog about.

OH, i gave sylvia & purani their Valentines day gifts, feel so much lighter. hahhaa. they love it! so happy!

and i so saw zhiwei on the train on Monday, SO COOL LOR. hahahahaa.

and purani brought her video cam to school, fooled around with it, so fun! we're gonna be on youtube.

i am a busybusy girl lately.

current obsessions:

• SHARKFINS !
• BIRD'S NEST!
• BLACK CHICKEN SOUP!
• CHOCOLATE BROWNIE! with FUDGE.
• THE "LET'S GO JUNGLE" ARCADE GAME!

i need alot of $$, and i don't have any. depressed.

**me,purani&sylvia have no Monday Blues on Monday ! :)

i've never felt so happy for a long time.
weehee.
im very very relaxed.

and what the fuck do we have to do for what Econs report ha?
hmmm. to the max.

i think i pamper my hammie darlings too much,
but im not gonna stop though.

i hope my happiness stays,
and never go away~

Life would be PER-fucking-FECT without homework,
really, trust me on that.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along


.............................


i am so hungry.
nobody buys me food.
i am so so so so hungry.
because i cannot eat,remember i got severe head pain from a hit by a HARD softball on my jaw.
and it all goes down to,
im very hungry,
without any food still.

cos my brain died, so i cannot remember my past.
from today onwards, my name is _____.
shit i cannot remember.

a little something.

#01. Would you mind if your guy is fat?
.see he loves me anot lor. or if hes rich. heh heh heh.

#02. Would you want your guy to do house chores?
. OF COS MAN, he don't do i don't want him ah.

#03. What is the maximum age gap you and your guy have?
.any age gap is fine with me. the older the guy,the richer he might be!
i have paedophile tendencies, so young boys appeal alot to me.

#04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?
.not really.

#05. Must he get good grades?
. YES to the max. so he can get a good job & let me be a tai-tai.

#06. A muscular/mature guy or achildish/cute guy?cute guy. and sort of mature?
.RICH GUY!

#07. Must he be popular to suit you?
.hahahhaaaa. yes. just kidding, relax.

#08. Would you allow your guy to join gang?
.whats new about joining gangs man?

#09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
.i dont care bout this aspect.but i like guys in specs though.

#10. Must he be perfect in everything?
. yes!

#12. Must he be taller than you?
.joei is attracted to short pple.

#13. What is the first thing he attracted you?
. whether he loves me ! and then...... of cos his wallet.(& $$$$)

#14. Does how much he loves you matter or as long as you love him is enough?
. no he must love me, thats all that matters.

#15. Would you allow your guy to show tantrums on the elderly or worthy of respect?
.retarded question.

#16. What if your guy's ex still loves him?
. my ex also still love me mah, he also never say anything.

#17. Which of his character or looks will make you leave him?
. if he continues to ask me do household chores after we get married,or if hes unfaithful.

#18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
. i love being the first girlfren!

#19. After marriage, must you be together or follow him back to his country?
. erm, if hes korean,japanese,angmoh, I SO WILL FOLLOW HIM TO HIS COUNTRY MAN!

#20. What will you do if his friends bully him?
. join in the fun.

#21. What is the most important thing you seek in your guy?
.the $$$$$$(relax la). and how much he loves me & treats me like a princess.

#22. Would you rather your guy be a studious or bad boy kind?
. i like a mixture of both, ooh kinky.

#23. What if your good friend likes your guy?
. WHAT IF YOUR GUY LIKES YOUR GOOD FRIEND?!?!?!?!!?

LOVE this EMO pic. by the EMO band.
super professional right. steady man.
Guess where am i !


FUN day is indeed FUN to the max. ahahaha.
clowning bout on the bus to Changi.


:) after our very tired race.
influx of many random pple's hand.


HAHAHA! love this classic moment!
we're on the lorry getting hitched la.
so cooool ! +100 points for us.
and i don really look like me in this pic.
we are all hyped up and too happy to care if we look fugly.


TODAY!
had free 4 periods, went to west mall with pu&syl.
bought 6 sotong balls & 1 stick of fried squid.
Heavenly.
school was super slack & fun today la.

den HAD TO go back to sch for PE.
im one very unlucky idiot.
i got hit by the softball ball [which happen to not be very soft, but gayingly hard] FOUR times on my legs.
Ok, legs still nver mind.
Whats worst is the Softball HARDball went flying to my jaws!!!!!
and fuck, seriously my right side of my head is so hurting.
I practically cannot laugh,talk & have sudden movements.
AND I CANNOT CHEW!!!!
( how am i gonna chew sotong balls for the next few days den?!)
very jialat.
very pain.
very miserable kind of pain.
but why willl like that ah?
hit the jaw should be jaw pain ma,
why is my head hurting so badly?
im so puking and im so dizzy.
siao liao, im suffering from concussion.
i think my skull is broken.
[what?!how to break ur skull when u hit ur jaw man?]
i dunno, my head so pain, i might die soon.

Byebye,sobsob.

when your feeling alone like no one cares read this cos its absolutely true:
scroll down
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Every night,
someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you
is because they want to be just like you

There are at least two people in this world
that would die for you

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,
something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on you,
take a look.

Always remember the compliments you've received.
Forget the rude remarks.


yea, a little something for the sad souls out there.
hugs&kisses.

and i went home early today.*happy. cos i slept for hours.
yippee yay yay.

Ok, I am just only satisfied and happy that he still actually do love me all along,(haha)and he does not love her one teeny weeny bit AT ALL from the start. (oh?thats new.)
Ooooooh. I hate guys who cheat on their girlfriend. Exactly what he is doing now.
But its okay, since that Poser bitch* likes to be a poser.
I told him what, please la k, you don talk nonsense to me if you've her.
Afterall, you were the one who went after Poser Bitch* first.
He says "aiya, *sigh* you wun understand wan la."

Me: "don't make empty promises and say bullfucks like I promise to love you forever&ever"
Him: "no, i didnt break my promise at all,because i still am loving you. I've never loved her at all"

Now, thats another bullfuck, but you sound pretty convincing though.
Would you believe an ex-boyfriend?

Poor Poser Bitch*, I can't believe you are not having your love reciprocated. you know why?
Because you are a poser lor.

(inside gossip!don leak out ok readers?! Poser Bitch* actually begged him to stay when he wanted a breakup with her.hahahahaha.thats so amusing and utterly hilarious. which loserish loser will do that man?gross.*winces* she actually says, "wo bu gan yuan(which means I'm reluctant to accept the breakup) and PLEASE give me another chance." )

HAHAHA.i died of laughter when i hear this news man.classic.why girls nowadays so shameless wan ha?(applies to girls who do not care bout my friend's feelings AS WELL!) winks at my darling bitching partner in class.

*Names changed to protect identity of Poser Bitch. In case pple decides shes too fucking poserish that they wanna let her burn in hell.

School's so fun lately! :)
can't wait to go for Phantom of the Opera with Purani darling, Sylvia darling(maybe), and the rest of the girls. wonder what will we be doing for CIP day.
I hope theres still tickets for the play!
PURANI! CALL SISTIC LIKE NOW!
THANKS LOVE YOU ALL BYE!

Hello everyone!

Sorry i went M.I.A. I've alot of pictures to upload, but too little time.
sorry for boring posts darlings.

Friday.
went to school afterall.and went straight home after school to catch a short nap.so cute and guai and retarded.and then daddy woke me up so we can have steak at Lawry's Prime Rib or something.located at Paragon. A fucking Prime Rib costs bout 50 to 90 plus dollars. siao. daylight robbery to the max la. for consecutive two fridays we've been there, and each time the bill goes up to 400 plus bucks. Perverted Pricings. makes me shiver in fear. but the service there is splendid man. and i didnt go to Kbox with gheeting darling afterall, sorry!

Saturday.
had so much fun! caught TMNT & Pathfinder. I prefer Pathfinder more though. I enjoyed myself to the max man. I'm a tai tai in training! *yipeee yay yay!* Hope i can so get a bag soon. weeeheee. Love you!

Sunday.
met gheeting at compass, and ate Mossie Burger and GUESS WAD!!
YEA, GUESS WHAT LOSERISH THINGS WE DID!
Ok, we went to the arcade.
hahahahaha. we've totally gone siao.
But, it was fun okay.
We played the teamwork game, "Let's Go Jungle!"
Thrilling to the max . We were so scared la!
Then saw Tiancheng & my brother, OMG, they actually said they wanted to call **** down.. WTF. so me & gheeting escaped to Cold Storage and bought Coco Rice Puffs and Marshmallows to my house. And just as we were bout to prepare our sweet goodies, Jay called and wanted to bring us to East Coast to eat Rojak! ^^ so fun. So, he drived us there. and then drived us back to my house. And gheeting hung around at my house till 12.20am. PAST MIDNIGHT and yet we still yak yak yak non stop. so, we're gonna meet up again soon. for some chocolate outings and Kbox-ing.

So fun.

School's fun ! :) Love all my darling friends. It was feasting time in school today.I love eating! and tomoro will be having BEEHOON. wooohooooo.

Okay, for some serious issues.
I beg you. YOU. you.
Eric's girlfriend ah, PLEASE CAN.
PLEASE DON'T USE TO THE MAX CAN?!
okok, you very chio, slim, clever, sweet, simi lanjiao good qualities you also have ok?
All the bad things you don have, can?
So please PLEASE PLEASE, I FUCKING BEG OF YOU.
PRETTY GIRL, PLEASE DONT MOTHERFUCKING USE WHAT I USUALLY SAY CAN.
stupid worthless piece of rotting shit.
You got no other life except using phrases pple say ha.
Whats your pro-fucking-blem ?
Originality.
All voice down to it.
Apparently you do not have any Originality.
And dignity.
Just bcos you think he'll love you like more if you say things I usually say.
What you wanna become?
Joei the 2nd. Please la, that will be so awful-ish awful.
Get a fucking life, pretty girl.

**Dyan darling,love you lots.don frown anymore okay.we all know whos the jerk and such pple are not worth your time,care,concern and tears.And,hahaha.HIP HOP English is just hilarious. yes?

been asked to pass this message for pple who know Lihui aka DaiDai.

d ai² The People's Chalet! You're invited if you can see THIS! pm me pls. says:
Hello, my name is Dai. I'll be having a bbq at my chalet on the 29th of March and YOU'RE invited! Please response if interested. =)

Ok, Gheeting, Xiaomark, Damark, or everyone that knows Lihui..
Please erm, comfirm with him, or me. Thanks.
No random peeps please.
Only pple who knows Lihui or has been seen by him before.

:)

ohhh. i chanced upon someone's blog today.
and therefore,decided to take a careful detailed read.
and omg la, i don't think i ever cared before.
and reading back, i reminisced a little bout the past.
don blame me la, memories ma, who don have it?
if any of you wants to access this particular blog, read it here
I cannot fucking believe he loved me so much la.
Ok, who doesn't make mistakes in one's life?

I've moved on(prettymuch), have you?

SICK.

yes,sick! and 1st time in my life doctor said i need to rest at home for 2 days.
2 whole days! weeee, u say i happy anot?
but also no use, might be going to school tomoro. haha.

oh ya, my current obsessions:
- CUPCAKES! [pretty pretty ones]
- browsing thru online stores
- watching serial shows.

i want a credit card, i want someone else's credit card and buybuybuybuybuybuybuy non-stop.

I WANT PRETTY CUPCAKES & COOKIES.
I will start a business on it soon, you all must support me okay?!
And will start an online business with dajie selling handmade hair accesories.
SUPPORT okay?

I wanna be driven around Singapore, please?
:)

stupid way to start my day.got screwed by TerenceFung. totally gross.yuck.

im made an artefact today.excessive history lessons.sigh.den got lost with ziyan,dyan and sylvia for our chinese lessons,we were walking all around school till johnathan called me.or we would still be searching for our chinese classroom NOW.

on a happy note, i came back home way early. yay. reached home at 4plus. so happy. i slept immediatly and woke up at 8 plus. shiok ah. i miss afternoon naps. used to have afternoon naps alot in the past, when i was in Bartley.sigh, now, afternoon naps is so rare, its like trying to find a hot guy in MI. probability is negative 10million.

i miss mapling in a sense. i miss the attention i used to get whenever i logged in, and how i used to go on adventures in high leveled monster place, or go mass defaming losers, or ks war.sigh. I miss my maple friends, my maple guild, my maple character[FATcookies], and my darling pet Husky[mookies]. I wanna start playing maple again, but NO TIME AT ALL. nabehhhhh.
I always think of maple when me & glenn starts messaging . ahahaha.

From this second onward, im embarking on a No-sugar lifestyle. To support the prevention of diabetes. Need to give all these poor patients our support. No sweet stuffs from now on! :( for me. but its okay, as long as i can still eat Fried stuffs, yumyum. ITS FINE WITH ME. I hope there is nosuch day where im forbidden to eat fried stuffs, i'll die of sufferings and miseries.

**thanks renqi,rachel they all for getting me a cow moomoo pencil case, so sweet to think of me when watching movie also,hahaha, they are so sweet la, they passed it to HsiangLin whos in the same school as me and she passed it to me. sweetness. love them. thanks. thats why i love my secondary school mates lots.

Ok, i love Kacang baby and Stripey boy. muacks.
Danson is gorgeous[in case u all dunno,Danson is the hottie on my blogskin]
HAHAHAHA.

AMAZING RACE DAY.
i love this day. because o6a3 rocks. so fun. we're the world's enthu-iest class.
we hitched a ride from a foreign worker! (thanks to my charms) KIDDING.
Relax la.
And guess what? We got the first place. (ya whats new bout that?)
running all around Changi, like siao ding dongs.. under the glaring hot sun, and walking uphill, with all the fierce competition, its not an easy feat to get FIRST place okay.
I think its cause Terence thinks that we so deserve to win, cos we hitched a lorry ride.
The lorry ride was exhilarating MAN. WE ALL SO LOVE IT LA.
super shiok. I shall hitch a ride wherever i go now. HAHA.

Speaking bout hitching rides, Gheetingdarling just forced me to watch The Hitcher with her. She says the show reminds her of me., ahahahaha. and tat the first person she thought of when she see the trailer is.. ME! YAY! and our Kbox till past midnight outing. I cannot wait. heeeheeee.

note to you: if you think trying to hard for a relationship is very the tiring, then its okay, i guess i shouldn't try to expect so much , since its tiring you out, den just stop trying okay. i don really enjoy seeing you so tired anyway. as in tired mentally. so, yea, take a break from this relationship k. YOU shall take a well-deserved break. ENJOY!

I wanna eat yuki-yaki ! hint hint!
I want a new bag!
I want new heels!
I want new ........... bag.
I want a new.........bag.
bag,bag,bag.

Oh actually, I want the latest Escada perfume that is just released in the market.
Fucking nice. And i've already got a sponsor for it! im NABEH-LY happy.
YAY!

I, and im sure there are pple who share the same sentiments as me, TOTALLY FIND THAT PPLE SIGNING OFF WITH THEIR LOSER NAMES ARE GROSS. Wtf right? sign off for fuck? Especially apparent in friendster testimonials or blog entries,
For example:
[testimonial]
hi~ii missh you so much also, catch up soon kaes?
we go shop shop wors!
hahas. you stop flirting nahs!

[insert loser's name here] <-- they always sign off with their pet/real/chinese name.

For what fuck you tell me. For simi lanjiao do they find it very interesting? Its not as though the person receiving the testi dunno who you are rite. They deprived of identity ha? Imagine next time I always end off my testimonials to pple with a "joeicookies/FATcookies/xiN(haha)/, or whatever-loserish-name-is-available". So so so so so typical and stupid and senseless and retarded and i forgot, ITS SO CUTE WORS. c0s ii niid tuu let pple see moii cute cute name marrhs, if n0rts pple f0rget moii name h0ws nahs?

Sorry for my very-discriminating mindset now, Im still affected over the bitch who used "TO THE MAX".
Relax Joei , its alrite, as long as you know shes a big big loser and that shes not really well-loved by him, she is totally worthless and insignificant to even be noticed by you. Relax. She doesnt have the qualities to say TO THE MAX!

Anyway, school's so fun today. hahahaha. endless talking + packing up.
But very sombre because leaving our o6a3 class. :(
No more sense of belonging cos the dumb school decided to implement the homeroom system.
have to walk here walk there. used to love it in Secondary school cos the school is not-so-big and i seem to know everyone everywhere. And i do not have to travel so far to school and therefore, isn't always so tired and lethargic.
BUT NOW!
Im always tired and moody, so i don like walking about.

Don worry everyone, I'll invent teleports SOON!
Promise! Just like The Sims!
Just go in, and *pooof!*
you're at ur destinationnnnn!
cool rite??!
Please let this invention be invented by the time i wake up tomoro.
*prays hard*

sleeping now bye.

hello folks(laughs at dyan)hahaha. okay sorry shall not start off this way.

hmm. first day of school was fun (because of all my frens)
but it was hell hectic for me. rushing to do all my homework.
and im very sure i'll get caught for skipping PE (again)
aiyo. never mind la, at most detention only.

thanks to someone who put in effort, thanks thanks thanks thanks.
i like the change, its so amazingly amazing.

and quote zhiwei, "i think shes not fugly, shes just normal looking"
OMG. no one thinks shes normal looking okay. all of my frens think shes the fugliest piece of dunno wad shit on earth lor. den u still purposely must agitate me. make me cry somemore. bitch leh you. even if shes not fugly, she speaks weirdly. and types weirdly as well. like "lehs" , or "hahas" and she types with TWO bloody fucking ii for each i.
example, a simple "i don like guys who flirt leh."
she must type "ii dunch like guys HU fliirt lehS"

ok tell me now,WTF is up with the II, the HU and the LEHS.
We, as normal human beings is trying very hard to minimise word/create shortcuts to SIMPLIFY our very hectic lives already. And you pranksters HAVE TO just add more alphabets to the poor little innocent word.
like the letter "I", "I" is sucha beautiful word on its own, like "I love you." , "I am a girl" , "I hate losers who type two iis".
Its NOT meant to be typed like "ii lubb euu" or "ii am a simple gurll".
And if your parents are kind enough to give you a name like "Xiaohui" (which to me is a pretty normal name for an ugly person)
Please respect it can? Don sign off with "xiiaohuii`` " lehS, very the typical and gross.

And CHEEBYEEEEE!!
she use "TO THE MAX!"
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Please. you are of NO, totally NO standard to even be close to the phrase,
"To The Max"
Kindly send yourself to hell and have your throat slit and may maggots fuck your wound.

GROSS.totally GROSS. i wanna die.
and god knows how old is she.shes probably fucking 19 or 20 la.
and shes been fucked okay.OMFG.

totally gross. turns me off totally. such loserish English scares me. if her English is not not good, never mind u noe. just speak normally. OR AT LEAST TYPE NORMALLY PLEASE. gosh. and pls don bloody use TO THE MAX,bitch.

Shall not ruin my mood for losers like her.


I am very happy. =)

Danson Tang is very hot! muackmuack.

Everybody say hello to my boyfriend.


MY Danson!


HOTness.


i LOVE guys in specs. so cute.

I am obsessed with Danson Tang Yuzhe.
He is my love and i love him.
muack muack.

**thanks darling for teaching me. remember your promise hor. den u will get ur treat.

and im feeling so sicklyy. feverish. aiyo.

Yes. I have changed my blogskin and i am very very satisfied with it.
Because my boyfriend is up on it. *orgasm*

and more ORGASMS because i seriously think he is very super duper gorgeous.

i shall search for his pictures online and cover my whole room with it.
And i shall replace my existing Kacang wallpaper on my lappy with his picture.

OMG. he makes me go gaga-ish. like how schoolgirls got siao with what 5566 or F4 or Energy.
Gay boy bands, who knows what they do behind the scenes. tsk tsk.
BUT, i like Jerry Yen from F4 though, im very sure hes straight because hes so hot.

Why am i guy-crazy all of a sudden?
Because, i am retarded, and i feel no purpose in living.


Okay, and my parents brought me to dine at some Posh steakhouse.
Lawry's something at Paragon there. service very good.
Price very good as well, see already will make ur eyes pop out and die kind of pricing.
Because i died when i saw the menu.
96+++ for a Prime Rib????
Close to a hundred dollars can?!
thats siao. only pple who go out of their mind eat such expensive food.
A big No-No for me.
And my parents will be bringing me there next Friday again.
Sigh, my brother is sucha fortunate piece of slut.
14 years old go to so many of such expensive steakhouse.
Nabeh, kids nowadays ah, spoilt ah!!
no need do housework, got handphone, can surf net 25/8, can watch porn, got 40inch Samsung tv, got ten million basketball shoes[these shoes are fuckin expensive ok], can constantly go out.
Fuck.
very unfair u know. im sure many of u feel very fucked up when u compare urself then with ur siblings now.
The feeling is so gross ok. knowing in the past u are not allowed to do such things,
and then ur siblings can do all of those at sucha young age.
I hate kids who do not know how to do household chores.
ARGH. kids nowadays ah!
dunno how fortunate they are !!!!!!!!!!
I hate spoilt kids.

Period.

I FUCKING hate spoilt kids.

I promise i will not spoil my child. (but Kacang is spoilt too, butBUTbut, shes so sweet i can forgive her anytime)

will be heading to Queensway later.Byebye.

I would like to dedicate this post to..

an Albino Stick Insect.

for being there for me when i needed someone.
for offering to pay my course fees.
for helping think of ideas whenever i need one.
for .. everything.

Thanks Albino Stick Insect. You fucking rocks you know?

And wads so cool despite all my problems?

My blogskin. hahahahahahahaa.

I think he is so hot. he is so bloody gorgeous okay.
yumyum. i wanna gobble him up.
Im gonna make him my idol!

And hes very adorable in the show as well.
^^ love him, i wanna kisskiss himmmmm.

Sorry, im stressed and therefore is a little unwell up there.

Forgive me just for awhile.

My life is in a mess.

No wonder they say those born in the year of the snake will have a terrible year.

I think i need to make a trip to the temple again.
Make it two trips.
Make it three trips.
Ok fuck, i'll live in the temple for-fuckin-ever.
I'll be a nun, promise.

Just make my life a little better, PLEASE.

Because I might just go bonkers and end my life in a very tragic way.

Im very very unhappy, im so sorry to disappoint you mummy.
I love you but im sorry.

Baby darling Kacang


soooo cuteeee.


baby darling eating muffin.


Stripey baby boy.
grown boy with big balls liao.

joei hearts her hammies.
cannot live without them.
they're my oxygen, my life.
muack muack them.

Before.
Question: Do you believe in the thing called retribution?

Answer: Like no? whoever believes in such nonsense man.

After.
Question: Do you believe in the thing called retribution?

Answer: Yes i totally believe in it because its so happening to me NOW.


Yup. its wad they call karma. what comes around goes around, don't they?
And yet, the unfortunate part is that i cannot even ask myself, "hey,wad've i done to deserve all these man?" BECAUSE i jolly well know i fucking deserve it. right?
So, lets talk about choices, Syl&Pu says I actually DO have a choice, that i can actually avoid all these, that i don actually have to put up with such nonsense.
BUT, im positively sure, i'll be experiencing such shits for the REST OF MY FUCKING LIFE from now on.
be it any Tom,Dick and Harry who steps into my life, they'll treat me like shit :(
there will be no more guys in this world who will treat me like a princess anymore.
(zhiwei,STFU and stop raising ur hands wildly)
sighhh.

I am a girl afterall. I need a Guess bag. (HAHAHA.sorry unnecessary).
I really need an LV handbag badly. (OKAY SORRY.)

Lets try it again.

I am a girl afterall. All i need is a little more attention, love, care and concern, (and an LV bag).
I wanna be pampered and loved. I don't wanna be isolated and feeling all empty within me.
Such isolation scares me, I've never ever felt this way in my life before. Funny how i used to think receiving messages like "hello dear, i love you lots, you're so cute." or "good night sweetie pie" or "good morning baobei" IS SO FUCKING RETARDED AND REDUNDANT. thats in the past. and yet now hor, im so desperately needing it. :( im actually hoping to receive such gay sweet nothings. i really think im siao already.

Joei ah Joei, what the fuck has gotten into you man?

**im so happy! im actually using my laptop to blog! ahahaha. first time u noe! thanks mummy darling.

a myriad of poems and quotes~ my form of escapism when im feeling unhappy.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-
I’m going to smile.

At least be there to wipe away my tears
if you're going to make me cry.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,
so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?

I wish I had the guts to walk away
and forget about what we had.
But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me,
and I guess that's what hurts the most.

The saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances don't let you have them.
[neenabeh, this one very sad]


because i can see myself change,
and why can everyone see it,
except you.

im trying very hard not to self mutilate myself.
i am on the verge of doing so.
but please ok, its not fucking childish alrite.
it helps when it gets too hard for me to bear.
because when the pain goes over the limit,
it won't be that painful anymore.

feeling uber depressed,not goin to Kbox with gheeting tonite, changed to Friday.
i shall sing till i die then.

i shall catch a movie alone tomoro, and i shall shop alone tomoro.
funny how i wanted tomoro to come faster,
only to dread it when its nearer.

I AM VERY HUNGY BUT I SHALL OFFICIALLY NOT EAT FOR 6 DAYS AGAIN!

my darling girl is so cute


i've always been known as .. the-girl-who-doesn't-like-smoking.
yea, and if all my frens KNOW that, i don see why you don't.


>=(


just because u see me with a ciggy, doesnt mean i actually SMOKE.
because i NEVER and i DID NOT do it.
gosh. it was so hard trying to explain, i almost like died and walked off.
all the cold shoulders, treating me meanly, argh.
NOBODY treats me this way, i reiterate that.
ESPECIALLY when it isn't my fault, I DID NOT DO IT.



okay, so at least things got better, so yup.





and this morning. im bloody fucking knnbccb affected by just the gay sentence u said.
sorry, i very the serious wan. i cannot take jokes (oh and maybe u don really mean it as a joke afterall) i cannot get it outta my stupid brain. it continues playing over and over again like a deranged recorder. it just goes on and on and on.
CHEEBYE. [sorry for the immense profanity, readers pls understand that the emotional trauma im going thru now ain't easy to cope AT FUCKING ALL]
you wouldn't understand till you experienced it yourself.





yay! purani says shes gonna treat me n sylvia to kumalia[dunno how its spelt]
and i love school! cant wait! wangwangs, beehoons, mee and yummy EGGS.








i am very pleased with myself now.
because i just washed my toilet.
and my darling hammies cage.
YAY!





received a poem in wholivesnearyou.





beautiful is your smile
melt the heart of saddness
even the sun got burn by your pretty smile,
your eyes is the most beautiful stars i ever see
for swear that no shining stone
have a shine like yours.
to my heart that love till now
for swear inside or
i have never saw a true beauty
till i see you



i swear, any girls will melt and die instantly upon receiving this.





some inspirations today.
the way i walk,
the way i talk,
the way i smile,
does it appear in ur mind every once in a while?





** zhiwei ! thanks for dl-ing movies and songs for me, sorry im caught up with life lately, when im free-er, will watch movies ! promise.

OMG. i had the best and most enjoyable time of my life yesterday night! i wish time would like just stay there FORFUCKINGEVER! and do many many rounds of what we did yesterday. i love the thrill factor + excitement it gives me.

HAHAHA, sounds like i just had sex, but NO, its way more exciting and cool! its ........

SUPER SPEEED CAR RACING AT ORCHARD ROAD!

OMFG. seriously, thats uber way cool. i swear i'll die just to do that again.

so, yesterday after school, (school was pretty fun), we had an astronomy talk, interclass debate finals, japanese cultural lesson, and headed home! because im meeting gheeting darling for BBQ at Carson's place. on the way home, me sylvia and purani had the laugh of our lives. cos we were rushing to get MRT seats! WHAHAAHA. funny to the max. will die of laughing on the spot. we've mastered the arts of SNATCHING SEATS! yay!

and so me and gheeting headed to the BBQ at some Hougang Condominium, i ate lotsa beehoons, and i swear the guys were being very nice bcos me n gheeting literally sat down throughout and they had to serve us food! yumyum. i swear i'll lao sai very soon though! bcos the chicken wings is like BLACK in colour. im practically eating charcoal.

after that Albin called gheeting, went to some void deck to meet him in sengkang, and nicholas came along, slack around till like way past midnight. we had a few sticks!
AND I HAVE LIKE 4 CIGARETTE STICKS IN MY BAG! Albin gave it to me cos i find it cool. im not gonna smoke it though. ahahaha. just for the sake of cool-ness. nono, i wun kill myself in a delayed manner.

and den Albin's brother, named Jay(so cool rite!) called him! and says he wanna fetch us out for some fun with his frens, all above 21! its me & gheeting's virgin trip with them, and we were like excited, we knew its about some car thingy, but before that, we needed to pee badly so went up to nicholas house tto like pee. and HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA. me & gheeting died of laughter bcos we laughed from Sengkang to Serangoon. 20 mins. and more after, cos funny stuffs do happen when me n gheeting is present.

weehee! reached some random coffeeshop where lotsa guys AND LOTS OF CARS are there, Jay's friends are all around his age and of cos their girlfrens are also their age, so me & gheeting & albin & nicholas were like young retards, but me & gheeting were more noobish though. cos never go before mah. they meet up like every weekend, as in those group of guys aged around 20-24 to SPEED RACE ! omggggggggg. its so cool im gonna just die. and saw Isabel darling there as well, shes Fabian's sister, and Fabian is our driver (he is most known for the FASTEST and LIKE-TO-DO-STUNTS driver) and me n gheeting sat his car! so headed to some carparks in Orchard Road, i swear its like Tokyo Drift that kind. cos of different kind of groups there . and some have pretty pretty girls in the car. of cos la, its like cool guys usually have pretty girls in it. i think.

and so , Jay and Albin reminded me n gheeting to put on safety belts because our driver is very fast! and we are bound to get first! (and its a family car hes driving) , seriously, we are like stunned by the prowess of the car. its not a SPORTS CAR, but a FAMILY CAR. omg. its the fastest thing i sat on in my life. seriously, i didnt know one can speed race in Singapore lor, i thought it only can be done in like overseas.

SPEED RACING IS SHIOK TO THE MAX. few instances of the car almost colliding with other cars, and i pity the other civilian cars driving along Orchard cos we were like zooming past them to the max. and i love the engine sound! very nice to hear. like vroooom, ziiinnggg, eeeee, .. OMG. music to me & gheeting's ears. so we sped race in Orchard for about 1 plus AM in the morning to like bout 4am.

but seriously, being in the car when the car is speeeding is a super thriilling feeling. especially when the car suddenly accelerates and turns or tries to cut other drivers and overtakes them. its an exhilarating feeling that i reallly really like. i swear the whole of Orchard Road is filled with the fast fast cars sound. and all the passer bys were like staring. had many many rounds of Racing and then, headed to 401 for ... supper?breakfast? then Jay fetched all of us home, and i didnt know one of the guys, Shawn lived on my opposite block! 120C. so he walked me to near my house and den we went home! it was like near 5plus A.M already!

(they do SPEED RACING EVERY Friday & Saturday! and therefore, we are gonna join them from now onwards.)

actually its very dangerous, because later if suay suay lose control of the car, got car accident, den siao liao. but for the sake of the excitement and thrill, ITS OKAY! we only live life like once, so enjoy more man!

OMG. im so looking forward to next week! CANT WAIT! thanks gheeting darling, I LOVE YOU!
meeting her tonite again maybe, and maybe they'll be going there again! hahaha.

for now, i gotta bath and get prepared to go to Plaza Sing for 2 movies.

i am very very very very busy, sorry pple! to the max. sorry.
once im not busy, i promise iwill blog ten million times a day.
schools super fun lately, cos we keep eating non-stop in class.
we're like hoarding food in every corner, so fun! im so excited to go school each day!
hahahahaa. food is the main drive. and therefore, none of you will recognize me again.

lotsa nice pics to upload!! hahaha. sorrysorry.

and VOTE FOR PUNITHA. (some presidential election thingy)
and i promised to help her advertise.

** does my friends really give in to me alot? to nil, im directing this section to you, why do u say that? when u say friends, do u only mean like 1 person in particular? or like ALL of my friends? hmm, because i don really feel they give in to me alot, i mean, ya they do of cos, but its a 2 way thing rite.. i also give in to them mah.. but actually depends also i guess. anyway to your question if my fren really leaves me, i'll be the saddest person n earth. and i'll die.
so does that answer ur question, nil ? and mystic? by any chance, do i know you both? or are u both like of the same identity?

wadever i do, it just cant please pple, no not pple, its just you in particular.
why ha?
so i gotta be serious, i gotta be mature, i gotta not-act-like-a-kid, i gotta talk about very very very serious issues like cloning, abortion, xenotransplantation, enthanasia, stemcells, national envirounmental issues, and so on.
and i should not talk bout my personal life, cos its very-the-boring, and that u feel that i should not talk bout it cos u dun feel like knowing it.

ok fine. im the world's tired-est person.

anyway, this world is weird rite? pple break up when the communication aint there anymore, pple break up when the girlfren doesnt wanna meet and doesnt wanna spend time with the boyfren, pple break up when the girlfren decides to not be a funny person and joke with the boyfren cos she finds it unnecesary.
(ok at least thats wad happened to me and eric)

and it gets very very tiring to constantly try to make time for the fucking boyfren, trying to spend time with him, TRYING TO, and trying to make him laugh (apparently somebody doesnt find me funny) , trying to talk to him bout wads going on with my life (and APPARENTLY, somebody finds it BORING).

oh my god.

anybody got any MATURE, CONSTRUCTIVE, and SERIOUS conversation topics u wanna share? like wads going on in the TIMES magazine? wads up in NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC?

seriously. seriously seriously.
i should study humans, and find out why pple are the weirdest shit on earth.
lidat also cannot. like this also cannot.
wadever la.

keep don wanna meet bf also cannot. keep wanna meet also cannot.
don talk to bf bout MY probs also cannot. talk to bf bout MY probs also cannot.
don be funny to bf also cannot. be funny to bf also cannot.

FUCK.

i shall just play KongKong Online. heh heh. just created my account.
it seems so cute and fun. weehee.